A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Pmcehiade ni is ngaai eh btu pesreitdn asw 2402 was iaang uurtolnnfayte :( edcetel.
2. Toyad eifnelg mi’ lumg. Imanggna bene vahe eneb hgrou ntgish ev’ew ubt. Slta i eorbk hiwt gitnh my iybfreond up. Ot llwe lseef eht ot eitm laeve ivhang to lryael at nkwo t’is tetnog adn anebgikr mase somonee utb evo’uy raigletnib os it hatre enedde nphaep taht. Feginel his thta, ddo dna heav ot indsaetc ramk no dna reyve os kwno i how vryee bo,yd wdier ieostonm he esmfly a,ihr it’s i to won fmor an ihs tscera.
3. Ye,s nisce 4 ir!t!ehe ’its but sotmla yarse bnee.
4. Ubt ti ogt ’sit leltti nodw ofr leldud a won itb ettrbe. Ohtghu sieeacec/slrorjywse hsa gttneo terbte.
5. Yes!.
6. Ohw i nkith ew bterte ttgeno titsnad wthi tub its’ rae u’doy be ads tslil. Ohught otn arenyom oacctnt e’wre on.
7. We ni ew ut!o ialinocfar vile wno got.
8. ,amay eambr ad,lasl fbsf ear my and.
9. Got ielsohnpitsar nito mose we two iueosrs otitsusnaipihs dan. Hte erays sdlate 2 roev stmo cneert orf eon.
01. No p:.
11. Goymol allymcenho dna. Yuv’eo ydtoa simet iedcr arvesel.
12. 111-521 nad htikn heter 7”’5 srrteqau i adn ghwie i.
13. We wno sey! ta mdo zzaip kwor. Otg 6 trfea eenb oe!n htnearo and u ehva dfrefeo mreootdp rlytcnee sohntm.
14. Lwyole d’ont rnwob lkei en,egr meaoryn lyrael nad ew.
/5116. Atohern ilslt sye dedda elwl rae weve’ beisab ot sa ym er!eh the ebermm gporu. Juon you you ehr knwe oedvl eoulv’wd fi.
71. Wtear eat oylpabrb ro.
18. Mevdo eht we for lngo ehnw amya unr semo ckstu rnadou we dema mreab refisnd hvae alic btu ot nda.
19. Srcene ynlo eootrcprt an i eth 16 adn hte uaotb htnig pro ti astt’h toaub rkoben poeinh is hvae.
02. Lsaedt aesyr rewid leik dna rof it ti aedm oveyreen wot. Eftdnleyii no entarnoitci ocials os tou ucmh tn’hda dsmeis i iswh.
21. Tuboa shgint and tsuj ehert tnavhe’ we girhst nbande a illyuck ooarectnrntiotnpoicba/ hsa rhewe fo tlo in cdesrouis neeb leiv mnuah locinaiafr tub enagrle tyhe gtsihr ni oseth. To tsiuroenc us znai mopcare egmayrn rhoet.
22. Ouy saem ahd osen teh.
32. Rowk adn erkhwomo. Udolw lcogele uhtgho we enev dedne ytlcalau pu we nggoi ot evner we isad. On a to erjeewl boemec ory’ue akcrt.
24. Nbee ive’ nicatghw osbb ltymos sd,ernfi rmtua,ufa cet nilmgis urs,gerb. Iglkni up den oyu uladt cmseieod lyeral.
25. Now *** is inbeg ocol. Aslo eutrhaleis dan 2yk.
62. Esno thbo yllbe are a 3 nttubo ipirgnesc a adn ginr rig,n sare, on. Osla unhcb a ostotat avhe ouy fo.
27. Noes sinatdt.
28. Ym urpekba iyifentled.
29. Ont emro cmuh, yaw i’ts agneaeablm nwo as. Tsal mdeiinctao tignka dtepops ear!y we ofr ti.
313/0. Tbu occtnat mtee esom ew eynrmoa loco in opeelp n’dto ew ekpe did ,sye. Ouy tciwe lot to nad fo hatt gatniwe a yuo eplope wlfool rofm saol tnwe. Klta ugys oyanciaollsc you.
23. Kaanb rapsi at wto otg ttah htfirt i. Aewr etmh vyaeyder i. Rwee bnedhi uyo ta obht acutalyl mhte you etg a peosrn to hemt back made ithw eflt go eth dna eholt. Rgasiner detawi teh i fro rof hseot the tlos ot huor kolo thgrhuo dan oufdn an.
33. It i aubot yet hgtutho ’veathn. Hvea ot i smeo hiktn eimt.
34. I liwl ):.
35. 4 no!. Gap so ni 0 olelegc raf!!!.
36. I od. Si time dan ethr,e okto genirhtyve btu get a t,ulersgg long btetre to lltis own it we.
37. Tmeessoim. Fien ghtohu wno uyausll i’ts. Ellyar elitda in rahe ti it tabou if em i osetrhb yoln.
38. Tub rbeermem, tol a i d’dtin auotb hiktn i uyo.
39. Atehypr i ot nda wdorek i went.
04. Aws ltas 4 ttr!ebe tdire ntse imte ersay ecnsi het ti ddi btu a tge lletti uoy rondua tihs gao we edmsse but ew htanyngi ikel.
Yuo uwv’leod o!ot ypaph su lvoe aotyd uoy bene ot i see. Ithgns ’leduwov mdea tbu das laelovr eruoy’ uoy oding smeo awy ebrett. Fo hwo vyeu’o drpuo fra emco dna yuo.
Feruut rtaib -.

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