A letter from September 21st, 2020

Dear Me, I wrote this at the age of 13 almost 14. My birthday is obviously on the 2nd of Nov which is in 2 months, today's date is the 21st of Sep 2020. I hope you've passed your GCSE's because with a dumbass mind like ours your 13-year-old self needs to be worried:) I hope you and Aanya are still close because that ***** is probably the only friend like that your gonna get in this lifetime (and Nuha) they both are SUPER important people to you, KEEP THEM CLOSE AND DON'T LET ******* GO OF THEM PLEASE...Omg please tell me you still read Wattpad stories, do you remember when you and Aanya read the book Broken With You, Ugh you both were wishing so hard to have a Roman Black in your life and dreamt to be Lucy Donovan. Oh and please tell me you also got the Chasing Red & Always Red books, they seriously changed our lives, I even planned on us going to school in Canada hoping to find a cute guy like Caleb. Have you applied to any universities yet I mean its almost time now your not far off onto going to university...have you tried to get a scholarship and Toronto University if you did I'm super proud of you and if you're still trying to get that ******* scholarship you deserve it so much. How is the relationship between you and our parents I hope you haven't ****** up in any way to hurt them again, trust me this is was hard for me to even type but friends do eventually come and go I mean look at Mak he wasn't even your friend for long and thnk god we forgot about that ******* he wasn't worth your time and only if mum and dad knew what that ******* did to you they probably might feel some sympathy for you but I doubt it to be fully honest with you. why don't we talk a bit about depression shall we. Depression may have been a huge mixed emotion feeling foe you never know when you felt it or even if you felt it but don't hide it I can't force you to tell mum and dad but if you cant write it down tell Aanya she is always there to help you remember that *****:) I'm not sure what emotions I'm feeling at the age I am right now when I'm reading this to you but try to keep yourself happy do things you enjoy make yourself feel good, buy things you like wearing or bring a smile to your face. The days of you feeling super depressed about stuff that just isn't worth your time is over. LOVE YOUSELF GURLLLLL!!!