A letter from June 24th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear Kirti, Don't worry, everything is going to be all right. You will do great no matter what the present circumstances are. I know because I have come to realize that there is no reason of giving up and I want you to remember that. You are beautiful and amazing Kirti and don't let anyone make you believe in anything else. Maybe you are not doing so great, maybe you think life is too difficult and you just want to give up, but nothing is more important than you and believe me every bad thing comes to an end. Have you fallen in love again? If yes, then I know you will make that person your priority and I won't say not to but please don't forget yourself. And if your heart breaks again, go out and see the world, maybe that person was not meant to be yours. But please don't ever blame yourself for another's person mistakes. Anyway I hope you haven't become high and mighty though I know you can't. But still reminding of little things that made you happy. Your writing page now has 140 followers, just imagine from mere 40 followers to 140! And remember those comments how you are an amazing writer and seem like a professional. Maybe you have even managed to write a book now, could be a bestseller too but don't forget how it all started with you writing your first poem in 7th class or that silly haunted story you narrated in class 9. Embarrassing, ain't it? But I want to remind you no matter how you have changed, you will always remain that girl scribbling on the last pages in the class or writing poem after poem for your college love who never cared for it. At times you were also that girl so angry at world that your words came out in anger but from inside no matter how much you hate humans you know you will never stop helping them. Are you a police officer yet, I hope so but even if you are not I know you will do great. You know I am writing this letter when whole world is fighting corona. I don't if this letter will ever reach you or not or this world will perish before it does but if it does I want you to know I am proud of you or myself. Okay maybe I still haven't learned how to love myself and still have negative thoughts but I am proud fighting through all that. Life is very difficult, trust me I know, maybe even more for you but don't let anything stop you. Also please find someone to talk, I still haven't but I am trying. Maybe you will have better luck at that. I still have a lot of faults so I hope you are a better version of me. But please never ever forget the child in you because if you did you will lose yourself too. I can't imagine you not singing in the shower, or talking to yourself, or taking out your shells collection and playing with them or hugging your favorite soft toy. Please don't let go of that. I hope things with family are still fine and you do talk to your lifeline(best friend). What else to right just live your life, do things you love, and never give up. Okay bye, take care, love you a lot. And you also love yourself. Bye❤

Epilogue

about 1 month later

Dear past me,
Thank you for writing such a lovely and heartfelt letter me. I am not lying when I say that I might have cried a little. Now, to...

Uoy putead ngnphipae on sawth'. .
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Iefl h,atlhe no and dnif ma pe,lat i i rhyeneitvg ohtughr is utb ahdr sye, it cfuiitlf,d namaeg okiwnrg to tsill a ma gnwiokr my my jbo, nad. No, btu ni hatt allf evro veol ouystg(yl)m nda ai,gna i i in'ddt am. Tub inrytg ff,iiudtcl i i les,yfm 'ist nad ma eolv ma iaregnln ot. .
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Rou updesbhli egt my esdpb,ilhu fo nhe'tav we ,no msoe fwe now ubt cbeoem did ,ohtaru i leglnssetb-i teh nad eevn koob itlls oesmp ocimnsopitte a or winirtg. *** yb aangdme gte job yiflindtee itrnodeci ew srlveuo,es rea enev rtweo sietosr, rthgi wtgiinr ot so lal teh evol a ew ehwre ew gnhieda ni. Up oyu atht wef ednde bto(h ew utb hte orfm ot ab)lme tle job ,ownk yosrr to i rwee tefra a oeficf stohnm grgnnisie dna. Ni etrebt usros,eevl we knwo nda nfdi noigtmseh pcemlosea i i or ilwl ubt ebeliev. Tsuj have pkee gnoiwkr we orf drah to ti.
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Ubt i to bset nda ew ,eb ton ym we pilceo daemrs ni oru uiflllf i ilstl oyu am will rea isrpoem the e,ty htat idogn atcn'. Tlsli a os oe,tn tofs l,fes nda unggghi ;) hte wseorh old yst,o atth! ym i e'rhset ignnisg ni lheigtr no roofngtet atven'h.
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Osla a fo nod't i tertbe vinreso tno yuo okwn i if or ma. Blvieee eb lal won i rou enev uessis et,sb ot ym nrisevos lal iwth weer heo,tns eht. Mosonee did lkta i dinf to ganame ehr adn resplmob ihwt ohugtrh to my oiwrkgn ,ot i am. ,egomclniw si as ouy atrsitpeh olwdu neic she moeenso veah evlod oyru heva to nda. .
Ewnt weer ogthuh twhi nde frate stlli meht aer ergw etrhogt,e nad htta gigno si tahn enohp ostalm ew ew ulacylta agr!et scorel iwht rtneoha ihtw aonlg no up irtp, evyer ady oercls hsitgn ilanktg udirng ruo ,infe trpi filamy on fdhesiinpr we horte the infgghit o,vdci ruo eestib whti esem,sotmi dna vere! drnf,ei ,salo we a uryo. Mpseo cmuh let lto oto a su ut,o adn rhe hr!e hwo hre evol nnmear nwko wrteo eevn she a i ew oelsv srtun ni rfo telbus. On irvhytegen oggin oogd si onrft ahtt ,so.
Evnrgihtey in egvi eht enev msese othugrh my yt,nhseol henw to guarcoe eth lfei sbeois,ilpm fight ppolee it me. So, spta lacep stuj icpee es,lf of reeyv llaf illw ihrgt lupezz dt'no ist inot ,fert eht. .

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