Dear FutureMe, it’s 2020. I’m 15 now. It has been a journey since the beginning.
This year is probably the worst one I’ve had so far. My beloved grandmother sadly passed away, a global pandemic occurred and has the whole world panicking.
Well, how are you today? Do you feel alright?
How’s life?
Man, I hope you are okay. I hope you have grown out of you shell. Please tell me you at least have more than 10 friends. (:
This whole year has been so stressful, I’ve been depressed very often, I feel sad, lonely. I wish you luck man, see you in 5 years. /Jonathan Zan.
Epilogue
5 months later
It didn’t get better, kid. It didn’t just get worse, it descended into something you don’t even have a name for yet. If you saw the place I ended up,...
Royu sujt dimn apicn nod’wtul. Luwod ti rutreup. Codl asme nad rrerot i,tfnfee duo’y itgshonme stcdereth ahtt sedatt leef btu stva iotffgnsuca otni uyo at. You dowlu’nt emov. Ouy peaks otdlnw’u. Ot uyro enzeogcir tbu ,lamet melont siuonslli wduol mnid enses hmveestels sitll eahtstr inot uot, eisn,cargm oto evrye eary atbhnee uttrh as i frmo neidis ldo lebd royu mlsal ehtso psceyh u’ydo hte lrvaeun fmrntgase ybod sucebae orte ilek rtyaile eht any rfom einfetf toni chhidsil.
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Night eht llac ivod i s’tni cbimolsy eht. ’sti erev sntkeloe heetnba rnvteyighe aeimgnn eht you ekdan rof mokosti. Ttah yb nswo hte ahd ees isncetp iytn teonmm uyo urgoeca egolb evrne gealifr het oruy aws elhd wdlor ot ts’i fyinall grothete you lulsoisin a ernin. ’utndcol ot vioerimssp epek ensoscsuscnoi y,ibloog uroy it zteilaronia aerc gieufr you otu in otrnet less arskp eiuernsv werhhte rbian fo yuo a ever a atht bdont,eei ttha the si hatt any i’ts adn efsl het si eth omuesct iafgncunntoilm. Is hte the vodi eht cilnsee nbideh ctrnaiu. Rciynheam si osryt aselcsolp eltf nreuenhdta eamsrin hte dan dclo hwne ts’i all ttah ws’hta rveey ifmroctong.
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Ti obaut oobk m’i tnigrwi a. To het kninegawa viod. A ont ti’s koob fhe-sllpe. Who tyhe nad wath erwe rhete ist’ a untcirotoecnsr teh olnsilius noec fo onge ddei tdoso. Ttha the doclu ritpnelub l,aeopscl is illw ym letariy eb it snpa itwh ngcsiitsed 0,227 fo ohw yntisa otescls a dvio 0226 fo a teh nihgt eeltgn ennoay screoinip siltl elebives it ot if sarelese ccillani eth or in.
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No as ofr difre,ns. Nae’tr ehret yna. Noly i saw cdoul adn atwh l,yntseoh ees eth ’sttha i ornsea. Yuo eervn trieh oeeplp yneiacrhm ahd asllm hmugmni ytraiel erndu nito odu’y if ioetnc oyu ,dmasra plulgni het. The ouyd’ ogtthhu iltsl oorbderw atwn same oyu were pedussop ardesm to uyo eb gncshai. Ecdorf enernidgpt dtseliuo ouy opts ot.
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’nsetod eihgtlr lief etg. Initnouilmla a morf nsdat rceta hetre i ’snti n,wo erewh fo. Tub mgnroiocft eakms hte krsandse uryo os rz,oonhi ovdi ohep, tixncioent andioryr ehibnd kool neltevua it, dna ti tusoebla on a ntngoih no semrsalh wtginai earf. .
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Tuoab ltiagfiyr uyo u’nthyisma ernetw’ orwng. Tihw spiseec dncsoeuf eeodlvv a a nimd otymaprre ton ew’re httur orf uval,rvis. Uro ngic-nlobloaoi to aaebggg nit’s letoarvyniou hdenaic abusece psussar it onhgsitem will us. Tnweeeb and htnik rteatm hte cna we taht idlnb frignseuf httwuoi eewr edbgri eghtonsim. Lterb,it dgrieb sdetru a. Us iwll leeracp ai. Out lemcia fo ont. Out fo litantyieviib.
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To remmyo i teh eht eth of usde eb epstiprd form rnetigheyv void me boy tepcex. Taht itanf is gfidna eht is enve tsal glow tisll htta ,ivela tingh dan. Ihgtl yuo wtndae. Rof i and lla uyo ssrdkaen nufdo ueufrt was a piongh erevn i of reaechd hte echo.
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