A letter from May 24th, 2020

Reacds. A nikht lwhei eb i of adn erydyave my ofr i lwli searcd ilef ’im. Seregrnpis lal otu ogln ermt aacuytll do ew sah rnsut ectsfef eth. Ewher owh ithw ttgohhu ouy erev a ton and ni i’m rhe elhhyat rosry olev olrdw asw ouy aoa,rru dielv de’wvluo o?tuhtgh ’weer. Ma i be lelary nispsoa do a ahev ofr crhteae ot a ggino lilts i dan ti. Reeb,tt rtyul itknh do otengt i elryal vew’e i. Tub hntki het thaw ednede ee’vw ofndu yuo htis i oyu htgohtu yuo stn’aw emit dah veol it. Lodwu otw pelpoe oyu yuo het fdinrse veah aer nad lveo orf how owh thta oyu drolw uoy fro eigv. Rs,isaa )ats(r ubt yenetqfrlu ouy decacne kalt detlak nraces,f dna eth otn’d ro llaeb llist satl erbmeerm i i emti ot. Mhet ’lluoy hkint ndo’t ivnglo eevr i sotp. Doulw one we idd o,ottta get cpeext a rbopyabl ouy huhoatgl tno nyialfl. Wodlu nwko t’is dne g,thohu teh raemfcnit eoutq loev uyo epmo a i mfro cwhhi. Ltisl rewit oemr tlhghuao we uyo ddi oufsc i lveo eotpry ehnt to no rvee. Gfseeiln otu bad eht slehp etg ti. Ngisngi isksll imverdop iseatapons tobua uro hobt ewev’ r’ewe dan iiwgntr asy tlils dan gnitsh i y’ehter ldouw iwth. Os pyal, ovdle nwo den did in nad i it a pu ts’i our ojarm i hmuc atth. Etolut su terehat ’etsond orldw hte na ofr essne nwhe aekm vesig. Si arycs a pu rgwnogi llttie. Well lkie you whta tno ubt ot rehes’t ndee od ot nay trptey fro larlye r’wee eveebil irnuntoiscts d’i dinog. Tbu be e’rwe dan shi estir ton htnki cleos wl’el add i in won rvee hwti yaw no’td eh. Htta rtonmipat peploe dik to teh wehn ielhw a it’s tjus ebfliall ti rseea he asw rae emeemrrb ew bonr s’odnet adn na,ip rwee. Eowsr mms’o gteotn. Utb reh taht hhalte tgnmharie swa rswto uory ddi wlyasa wnok ipmrveo enver i. Ithw fo nad eoj eh’ss ioaalcrn to raaz ni ivdiogcrn hte poscres nohtr imgnvo. Eraeizl you uo,y atth atth rorys ot yrsor loyn uhrt plpeeo woh veol vree teh uoy ’im m’i oot rwee dan to atenm gnouy ear. Skid het buaot oknw hughaotl only i era aarz oodg,. Odmve rcereoved mfro wsa oemh ahtt ahs erysa uinjst neo no ago uor adn ewf ofrm laelry a. Yse eb walyas fo byba z litls ot rnowg ’sshe hngist olt s(alo iglr utb a wthi lud)o srhet’e ruo hess’ ngigo. Ewre raescd ouy nokw i woh. Woh gryhtenevi nhtsig lla eth wonk eedems adrk bda gto who dan eitm i. Im’ ysa tath ltsli tub pleepo ygnerfirit i doluw i hsgnti smee i wokn ssel kmae ahev ecards. Hanecg adn not wer’e laeiv iymnate iggno to nsoo ’htsta tills. Rezliea i inhkt bedieinrcl ouy mroe hplse hetn grnehai uoy sya odwul ’im. Ot want way em uwold ofr taht eerh enibg ouy i odupr eenv i dluow in be lvie i utb knhit fo, mrbeemer be leif a uoy fo to htta rdopu ym eenedd. Od sl,”choo not aelylr stbe we rtwense did dan lvoe het“ den ewhli up i s’ti geelclo, ni. Era are ew uor utbao ngmiaaz i’st arlyel cera rstam baeescu ew sraegd wenh stuff. M’i ays owh i to fi veer i ton keil tbu ruse i iwll nwok am i’d. Me was fo smaek phayp yuo tipa,n ltacua it it dnto’ edvol tub i seacpe orem i llsit tihkn hnte it atht an an nssaip,o. Be ruoy ouyr raelyl os het taht ti of ayn life esens ouwdl inigrtw enteri oevr oot all is celap maske. Iingtnkt ehat nad ew ti fuond otu dreti so ew ucmh. Sa lehl ongaynni si’t. Hwo ot ti ehr ton ulwdo oyu tuhr tbu im’ tihs ginog herca uhmc areh to kown i ot uot. Her kbac nda ltsil ernadstudn i’m to in noit tyngri uthr i us esuref ifel sway esh ot let my. I erecnly,t het shotpo smmo radreim ehs swa obeacofk ehr ogt on. Esh ryou thta eagv os cmuh erh rrsoy im’ you vloe nad fo ti nvree redesdve. Ceak i ayd, teh bste ebak a idd hdbayirt our terho srfndei tclaylua ofr i aemd. Eraod imh dna i si ntikh sih amne ouy odwlu jc. Us rahted et,a rfo uor nreve rigeridlfn vreo we teg the ichwh did obaut hetsa. Ekwe do ijcestinon jynoe ew st’i indk verye do ihwhc tdfnieefr !boy) a a srrsp!(uei rof ew of ,t. Iwhs tiem latk ckab go ldocu to uoy and i i ni. Treetb teg ghuohtr aemd and it uoy i githsn that ioprsme. Ayevreyd lucky rouy popele hemt dna so leif ot vahe roe’uy hhsriec erhet rea tath in oyu. Ewre’ ew te’arn apphy ubt eefptrc. Ermo tgo evocd’lu uoy oevl absceue iaidgenm erhe i nhet owh ’ruyoe vere ouy i. If erhe ’ntidd yuo epke i eb gitrny ntuldwo’. Pu i ubt onkw igvgni aws tired so taht ew ,eittnpmg uyo i vene oot kwno ntdi’d emoemssit. You ereh dna ytsaed i evlo ’mi uesaceb uyo.