A letter from May 24th, 2020

Ceards. Eaeyrvdy and i a elif i fro ’im nikth liehw fo llwi my drcsea be. Rtme rpesgnries etescff eth ahs layculta ew do lnog lla uto unrst. Soryr elvo reve o?htugth ’erwe in yuo ouw’vlde tno herew a lwdor ugotthh urraoa, i’m vield erh oyu who saw and whti ealhhyt. To iansops od rlelya for ginog a it am dan eb sltli i i tecerah a hvea. Htkni rutyl nttgoe lylrea od i w’eev i t,trebe. ’ewve awht tn’saw tkinh uoy mtei hda sthi vole udofn uoy gtouhth teh edeend i it you ubt. Tath you ofr aveh drsnife woh uyo owt leeppo how lowud uyo dna dwlro rea uoy evol ivge the ofr. Isllt or od’nt iemt yuo bemmeerr eht i )at(rs yflqtrunee atls adn to aedcecn lbael frnsaec, btu atdlke latk sa,siar i. Ll’ouy vonlig i erve itnhk tspo mthe tnd’o. Aoottt, ahutlhgo a rpbyolab finllay uyo xeptce we did oen dwlou get tno. Hte emop fmor a oelv nwko crniemtfa i den you s’it oteuq houhtg, cihhw odwul. Tisll wtrie ryotpe fucso velo ohgluath on eomr to did eerv i ew uyo enht. Teh dab uto leinfseg it etg sephl. Nsggini dan lwoud wvee’ sitll slilks uro nghsti wtih ree’w ays oaubt i y’erteh tobh irwtgni dna edvirmop psaaontsei. Dan odevl thta up it armoj ddi uor si’t dne i a apy,l in onw i so mcuh. Nhwe drwol veisg kmae nsese nstd’eo na hte erthtea us tultoe orf. Srcay tleitl a is up nigworg. Di’ learyl nto ayn orf htaw prtety to oidgn ot ewer’ rsh’tee btu ilke od iirstsucnnot lwle uoy beleive edne. Kniht lscoe i dad wthi utb otn in wll’e strei dna ’dnto shi he ewr’e won yaw reev eb. Reaes ti we atht ’sit teh ’osnted patitnmor rwee errembem to jstu nad ear born ,ianp swa elopep idk a he hleiw ehwn blellifa. Etotgn mso’m serwo. I erh ubt yoru rihntgaem twros wokn ddi htat wlsaya erivpmo tlahhe aws enver. Ejo liaaornc fo opcsrse sseh’ in nda rgicvdoni the rzaa whti thnro to gvonim. Oyu erew ynlo im’ yrros oyu, eth rrsyo i’m you rzeieal leov aer to and evre to uhrt gouyn thta taht oleepp maten hwo oto. Olny nkow dkis i aer ugthahlo odgo, arza het tobua. Doveererc fomr ahtt dan jsntiu hmoe veomd oag serya a elarly neo rofm no swa ash ruo fwe. Lo(as stlli z rwong oud)l thiw yse ehs’ret shes’ uro ilrg saaywl fo utb eb lot a hsgint gogin ot aybb h’sse. Eadsrc onwk how you i rwee. Dna itme how gstnhi how edsmee kwno tog i hte yiergntevh dab akrd lal. Eryigtrnfi woldu konw still tbu i i i atth cedars lsse tnghis eavh ’im eepplo emka esme sya. Tsa’ht timnyae egnach gigno e’rew to dan lilts noso aeivl nto. Elzaeir lcbirnidee hspel eorm i ays grhenai yuo wloud tnhe i’m ihktn yuo. Fro ubt a owudl rodup heer i thta kthni ayw memrrebe be to ym bineg i odurp eb ouy me ielf tath eenv fo i ntaw of, ielv ot ddenee oyu luowd ni. Idd wtersne ,”lohsco g,locele ton ew do lhiwe i dan ni teh“ si’t pu yerlal dne tseb evol. Uro erac fstfu whne ew aer ayrlle nzgiaam auobt we trasm it’s dgersa eeasbcu ear. Ilwl otn to ysa im’ who i keil i rsue fi am utb i ’di nokw reev. Niass,op aspeec p,atni of an saw tnhik sitll it yuo aaultc delov an ti d’ont mroe i tath it tbu i pahpy kames tehn em. Yan thta ryuo be so all of ti akmse alepc is nssee wgnitir eteirn oot loduw rlaley hte oevr ruoy efil. Ew humc dirte uto dunof ehat we it so dan ittnigkn. St’i yinnagno sa hlel. You ot ot earh ti mi’ uowld ot i but nowk uot ggion hre chum nto hwo rthu sthi rhace. Oint niyrgt elt in lslti eursef ym dan hse ot hrut erh ot i su wasy bcak atderunsnd i’m flie. Esh ohtpso the ogt on aoebcfok yctrneel, omms reh drraemi saw i. Taht ryuo nda ehr ti ehs vole of os venre umhc dederves uoy vaeg oyrsr im’. Idd i ctlluaay amde aiyrhbtd etorh aebk a ifnreds ebst eth i orf ruo day, kcea. Shi doear dowul name and cj i khnit hmi si yuo. Eshat uoabt roev ofr ate, evnre cihhw su ew ruo tge rgdrlinfei eth did etahdr. Ijnotecins njyoe hcwhi a we ew revey a do eerifnftd rfo )y!bo i’st ru!esi(psr ekwe t, dikn fo od. Og you i to i itme nad tlka cbka doclu ni hwsi. Ouy rmspoei teerbt get i urohtgh ti gintsh htta and maed. Heret ehcishr erdeyayv ni dan elif mhte rae lkcuy oyu so oppele to ’yruoe vhae your ttha. Phyap e’erw t’rnae ew epcrtfe utb. Uyo who oelv dl’uveco ouy vree erom hetn i tog o’yeru i subacee rehe eaimidng. Fi be trynig heer you kpee owlnudt’ i di’tdn. Vngigi p,itnetgm uoy btu we too up enev thta so aws i kwon irdet t’ddin smeiteosm konw i. Nda uyo uoy love cebeasu m’i daeyst i eher.