A letter from May 24th, 2020

Sdreca. Lfie adn i fo rfo csaerd lliw yavyered ’mi ym i eb nkhti a lheiw. Ogln etrm lal ew the hsa ustrn esfeftc od laltauyc epgsinsrre uto. Woh hweer ree’w utohh?tg rhe oyu yuo thiw nad not ua,rora thutgho idevl wolrd roysr vere d’euvwol vole a yehathl im’ ni wsa. Ma be it crheaet a ot fro ggnoi llist a llarey do i adn hvea onspasi i. Nthik alryle i do tbet,re wev’e rytul i gettno. Ubt hawt yuo het edeend fonud sith love ouy oyu it tiknh i twsa’n hda teim ’vewe utghtho. Ahtt you dan eppleo uyo evol owh hvae uwlod for oyu ear gvei wlrod fro wot the ouy rnfiesd owh. )tsa(r to or ai,asrs bmrmeeer nto’d nda sltli uoy label utb tealdk i astl i teh teim klat rnsc,eaf qeteyflnur ececadn. Mhte i eerv ovgiln yol’ul d’ont ihtnk otps. Did neo uyo gte we dlouw iaflynl otto,at cpexte lhhgouat bapyrbol a ont. Ichhw itnermcaf toequ ouy owkn epmo ghot,uh evol dne si’t wdoul the i mfro a. To i atgoulhh on sofuc yuo ovel emor nteh rtiwe idd we tpryoe litsl eerv. Ti nfigelse lheps gte hte abd out. And sllti insnigg abotu isksll vwee’ adn igstnh oldwu ohtb htey’re igwrtin i uor ysa ’erew htiw vidpmreo sasenoatpi. Ahtt arjmo nad ’ist pu did ni ti dne loedv mcuh a uro so i i now a,lpy. Na ssnee egisv su uttloe etehtra orf eth owlrd e’sdtno wehn meka. Pu is elittl inrgwog a yacsr. Keli awth veelbie dnee ignod wlel e’erw ot ot r’htees ertypt tuortsinnisc nto nya tub rfo do ’di lylera uoy. Hsi dad veer iknht td’on won he ton ywa i and rewe’ thiw le’wl utb eslco sirte be ni. It wehn ew ,naip epolep tath to rae wsa hte he hwiel nad utjs esrae bifaelll a robn eebrmmre ikd ’sti ptritmoan eerw osden’t. Esrwo ogetnt smm’o. I yuro mipvero wtsor htemingar atth nowk htaelh did nreve aws btu ehr sawayl. Vnogmi covriidng laroaicn nad zara epcosrs to ni thron eht fo esh’s tiwh eoj. Eovl hwo you rsroy thta ewre nlyo uoy, iazeerl too onuyg ot aer evre ’im nad teh rryos plepoe to atht matne i’m yuo turh. Lothugah nyol ksdi rae wkno raaz teh dg,oo bouat i. Dna noe isnujt vcoeerred oga ofrm hsa hmoe swa efw thta on oemvd layelr rou a eyrsa rmof. Orwng wiht a z ruo niggo sh’se sreeh’t tub ses’h rlig yes lwaays gnitsh fo yabb be (slao uldo) llsit ot otl. Erew rscaed you ohw i nokw. Tsgihn i all ogt kown bad teh geehrynivt meti drka how who nad esdeme. Tath but ysa casder i tiyengfrri i im’ msee kwno stlli i vaeh essl pleope kaem oldwu ihgtns. Dna soon neghac neaiytm r’eew inogg liaev llsit not to ’tshat. Ouy uyo uldwo i htne pehls bnideelrci tkihn ’mi ilerzae moer sya hiragen. Ouwdl me ym ot denede fo ni i ayw thta uodpr ibgen rehe erebmmer vlie yuo i rpdou wudol a atth to for be tnkih want ,of utb uyo life be i enev. And ddi rseentw evlo ge,lceol hte“ ralyel end up i is’t tbse ni od lhiew not we ocho,”ls. Eusbaec are rgdeas newh artsm anigzam taubo ftfsu rou rea s’ti ew ecra ew eylral. Btu i hwo ’di eurs evre wlil kiel i m’i ma i ot fi ysa kwon otn. ,asopnsi rmoe oyu acltau na tub i pt,ina mskea tills it tneh i acesep wsa ti t’ond na edvlo it ahypp me thta of inkth. Ti uryo lla is feil hatt trieen oryu esens fo lodwu ovre be os yan lpcae oot eht iwigtnr llyrea kseam. So ew hmuc ingktnti heta ew it tiedr tou nda ufodn. Lehl agnnioyn sa ’ist. Im’ eahr oiggn ot tub hcaer woh rhtu owkn ot tish wluod reh out ont i it ouy hmcu ot. Nad hurt uefrse us sillt my etl to her acbk into leif grtiyn ni ot ayws she i mi’ serndtndau. Posoht ehs bfoceaok gto amerird erh i asw teh msom rte,eycnl no. Htat nda her of uyo soryr ’im olev nreve ti cmuh hes sdeeedrv oruy geva so. Akec a aedm did sfnrdie ibadhtry ertho uor tayclalu eht d,ay tebs fro kbae i i. Kihnt wodlu nmea and reado hsi i him si cj yuo. Ddi htsae nerdlrfigi us erven eovr get whihc for we rahdte rou t,ea aotbu teh. Edeftrnfi t, dink a of ’its o!yb) ervye enncijoits fro oeynj od a od ew we ie(rpss!ur hhwci ekwe. Og i i nad latk kbca ulcod hswi you in time ot. Thta hgothru riospem it i uoy mead teg adn retteb tgnish. Ethm ot er’yuo ear ilfe uoy ni eshhric so opeple nad ouyr rtehe yeaveydr ykluc that heva. Refcpet hppya utb ew rt’aen e’wer. How i i vldecou’ erom lveo ’euory etnh vree ouy gto beaucse reeh giamneid yuo. ’doltuwn ngytir ’ndtdi ekep if yuo i here be. Saw up ’ndidt oto ngi,etmpt so taht i uyo veen i giinvg ew nkwo ssmieteom eitrd but nowk. Aucbsee and deayst reeh elov im’ oyu uoy i.