A letter from May 24th, 2020

Cdsrae. Ym im’ be fro of lilw rydyaeve ktnhi a lfei and arcdes i i eihwl. Tuo tmer nsgrreeisp snrtu ayluclat lla het ew ngol do ahs fecftse. Ottu?ghh nto odlwr levdi in im’ ve’duwlo lveo rrsyo ohw hhtaley htwi a uyo e’ewr reve wsa hre r,uaaro and uhgthot heerw ouy. Am a rethaec erylal ginog od nda i tlils be aehv it orf nsipaso to a i. Nithk lleray weev’ otetgn i ytlur i do ebte,tr. I eht ti you dah ’vewe uodfn ahwt nedede thsi uoy love etmi ohhtugt nawt’s you tub hkitn. Aer you dlowu wrlod veig yuo dnefisr yuo het dan vaeh epolep thta orf uyo how who elvo owt ofr. Or eht i isllt ot laebl mmbrreee d’ton tsal btu tkadel eacdnec tlak and nrqefyleut as,ecrnf (tra)s i rias,as oyu etim. Reev hetm nvligo ktnih i ly’ulo stop odn’t. Txeecp ot,otat not we a oyu rboylbap gte agouhhtl faliynl one dwulo idd. Nde oyu i rmof a ownk ,hutgoh ldwou empo sti’ voel eth toueq cirtfnaem hhciw. Erve oalhghut ddi ouy uoscf ovle i lltis ot we weirt on orem neht pteyor. Pehsl it tou teg flsineeg the bad. Utabo ewe’v inwgrti illkss h’eteyr ruo thgsni otbh wiht lduow oprdviem aeopsianst lstil eew’r nnigisg i dna adn yas. Thta a i nde did pu adn nwo ’sit uhmc so it i in delov p,aly ruo aorjm. Ahrttee na the su henw essne tloteu drowl eakm isevg s’doten ofr. Grgwnoi tlelit is cysra pu a. Ayn tucsnitniros i’d od nogid ilek uoy yerttp ivlbeee lwel fro t’rseeh ’wree lrayle eedn tbu otn waht to ot. Ni todn’ awy ’rwee tno kithn i ihwt dda eh eevr sloec irtse nwo eb hsi dan lwel’ tub. Aiellblf the eeras ilhwe eerw wenh it o’tsned mrmerebe dan he atht nobr a rea to si’t ew idk polepe prnotaimt p,ian asw sjut. Ngteto ewosr ’mmos. Lhehta rsowt envre tub asaylw ttha ireamntgh vmerpio idd your kown aws i hre. To ni igovmn nircoivgd the whti raza of nhort eoj hses’ dna rpcseos nloiraac. ’mi taenm that to to olepep nad you uoy lnyo zearile era rsyro atht yguon erwe veol too reve im’ the u,yo rorys trhu hwo. Louahhgt diks eth knwo i utabo lony gdoo, azra rea. Oga that on mdeov asrye asw and oru oen roveedrec home relayl fmor ewf ash tsunji a ormf. Tlils but z ot s’hse iwth esy sigthn tlo e’ethsr be rilg dlu)o ehs’s yabb wgnor fo a (laso gniog uro ylwasa. Eewr yuo hwo aecdrs i wonk. Eesemd adb owh kdra tog who eht ownk and ghitsn i all mtei hvtigyeren. I knwo ahev ryfeiigtrn but emka eesm i ahtt lstli peloep dowul i dserca ’mi ays nigths ssle. Velai not lstli aehngc ee’rw onso nad to a’htts eyminat oging. Tneh hknit ouy rmoe edbniicelr sya wodul raehgni mi’ hsple i yuo zeliear. In you fro i eliv ntkhi updro my eb ttha fo, of tnwa way uprod elfi em bieng erhe uyo ot to deeend mrerbeme ubt hatt odlwu i i a be oldwu neve. Idd in rseenwt nde oho”cl,s setb eolv do we th“e pu ecogll,e aellyr hewil tno ’its nad i. Ftfsu rsdeag when aer we t’si euacbse we tobua mrsat erllya uor rae mzginaa aerc. Lliw i to ubt ’id who kiel fi yas know mi’ eerv sreu i i am ont. Omer ti oasp,ins an i of i em na ubt tnp,ia ti vdoel saw tenh nhtik uoy aphyp ’tdon aclatu peaesc ksame itlsl ti that. Pacel ouyr si ryou oot rtneie be griiwnt nya fo oevr so sakme aeyllr uwldo ti senes eht efil lla ttha. Out ofndu so ti thae chmu ttgkiinn we dan we riedt. Ynoganni as hell ist’. To uoy cmuh i gigon lwodu thsi ton to ti ownk recha ot htur uot tub who im’ ehra reh. Dna ruht us seddanrtnu back she ni litls to hre i eilf ot im’ nito ywsa griytn tel reeufs ym. Tog esh oohpst i on nelyrtc,e okebofca teh reh was driarme msom. ’mi cumh dan loev nrvee eeesdvrd ehr ouy ti rsoyr tath ehs of so yuor vgae. Ofr tesb rinfdse ,yad abdhrity ucylltaa i hetro ckae a teh ddi uro deam i kbea. I yuo ihm ikhtn cj si odrae wdluo ish dan mane. Idd hredat tge rienidrlfg atehs orf uotba ew revo uor hhicw us neerv a,et eth. Snionictej orf rvyee kndi do we rrse!iu(sp do a !oby) week a we fo ,t tnrefidef s’ti chhiw enjyo. Takl cakb i in iswh i uyo temi go lcudo to nda. Dna i ihtnsg hatt uoy emopsir urgthoh eamd teg tretbe ti. Ni oyru and uoy oepelp lyukc evaredyy taht ot tehm rea hhrisec aveh yreou’ os ethre efli. Tub we pypha trena’ frcepet ’ewre. I emnigdai eher ogt hetn ucaseeb lceo’uvd i uoy oerm ever oevl who yuo your’e. Yngitr ’oudwlnt oyu here be ndtd’i fi peke i. Smmoeetis but os oot wokn p,etinmtg i nvgigi t’dind rtdie eenv i kwno we aws uoy taht up. I uyo you hree asydte cbeeuas nda i’m vole.