A letter from May 24th, 2020

Caders. I i lewih ym erdsac darveeyy i’m fo kntih dan a wlli eb ofr eilf. Rgnsreieps hsa tuo we rtusn lal etmr ngol do tecfefs het ulaacytl. Osryr lrwod tihw eevr lvoe ehrew in lyaehht ont thhogtu? oe’vudlw asw ’mi hwo nad ouy eldiv hre hguthot e’ewr a ,aaruor you. Carheet do it a eb rfo i i elryal am to heav ipnsaos itlls niogg a and. Khnit breet,t ytrlu ylrlae i netogt i od veew’. Wtha you tub teh edndee outthgh i uyo dah htsi ti uoy t’swan e’ewv nkthi temi ovle dnuof. Fro the tow you woh opleep eivg olve rof how srndife uyo ear rlwdo ouy dna loduw you taht heav. Tub nod’t aklt ras)t( to danceec ssa,ria i enrcsf,a i ltas eerbemmr lleba fytlruneqe adn the or tmie leadkt yuo sltil. Pots tno’d evre i gilvno meth yoll’u inkth. Ton eno teg uodwl ialynfl hgoahutl did ,tttooa oyu lrpbbyao a tcepxe we. Hwhci ohhgut, kwon eth a qotue is’t you i cneritmfa mpoe edn luodw vole omfr. Hgoulath vere on i idd we typroe oyu ofscu ot lislt ehtn werit eomr lveo. It bad get eth segflnie eslhp otu. Eev’w htngis wree’ pidomerv nsinggi itwh and i heteyr’ itaanpsose uro yas autob lsiskl thbo louwd ltsli rgtwnii adn. Own romaj did mhcu dan it ,yalp i a i pu ts’i ned htat vedlo ni so our. Seesn woldr lotute the ofr htetrea emak d’notes su whne evgsi na. Gignowr rcsya pu is a ltelit. Tahw ndee oingd od ew’er yna rof yllrea tyetpr to id’ you lewl elki tbu ot not stsniuoirctn ’hretes vleeibe. Onw be wiht ayw lcseo dad eh l’ewl hkitn i evre his ni otn dna ubt r’wee tsrie o’dtn. Lfaillbe dan ,apni to lwieh asw aeesr ewer he bmerreme dot’sen ’ist dki the peoepl ionmatprt jtus ttha ew ti wenh nrbo a rea. Oeswr tegnto o’msm. Nwko your did roswt alsawy htta veern hehtla ehr was thgniemra premovi utb i. Ni imgvon azra es’hs to oje ihwt fo het grdiiovnc cssoerp lacraoin nroht dna. Mnaet love sryro that leppoe reilaez ,uoy hte sryro ohw oto ’mi are ot wree rthu that ’mi adn ouyng vere nyol to you ouy. Odo,g raaz rea idks uotba oynl gothahlu teh i wonk. Few eno dna rayse emho ttah ofrm oga no rfom ruo a vredeerco sah saw insjut yelalr omevd. Lto to grwon z sey te’hers eb ol(sa girl ess’h wslaay yabb tbu u)dol ngihts hess’ oru llsti iggon a fo with. Wokn sdcrae ohw i ewre oyu. Dna wokn got i owh hsgitn kdra dab lla nretyhevgi mite eedmse eth ohw. Owldu elss i efirignyrt nwok i rcades say im’ ahtt i epepol slilt ightsn tbu amke ehva msee. E’ewr nto dan ialve snoo atsht’ igngo acnegh aimynte to slitl. Ouy hntik heairgn i rmoe hpsle sya irlaeze nhet bdiicnrlee uoy dlwuo ’mi. Uoy gnieb ot ym antw dowul eededn em kithn i nvee be be dlouw to ttah tbu a mereermb ivle flei htat i yaw fo in dupro i for ,fo uoy uorpd erhe. Heilw did is’t od lveo tno up sebt stenwer g,oleelc het“ ned ”lcsoho, nad layelr i we ni. Gamianz fusft our rtams arec ’tis rae ubtoa whne ew we eabuces rea dreags elalry. Vree suer otn di’ but owh to iekl ysa if lilw i ma i im’ i oknw. Asw i odlve ti to’nd fo istll ti nhte ihktn remo na ti tacula htta eeacsp happy uyo ,pntai ios,apns saekm but i me an. Si ryllea nsese epcla yan dulow griwint samke the of htta your orev fiel be lla rouy too os ti teiner. Ew we hmuc dan uot tntikgni it htea os uodfn rtdie. Ellh si’t nyiagnon sa. Noigg ti her i ot to reha uyo truh tuo ohw shti mchu reahc but woudl nwok to ’mi ont. Akbc tle i’m i ruth feli su my sitll ywsa hse seeruf ehr noit to trigny ni nad ndtedsaurn ot. Msom her acoobefk saw tog on ytrnc,lee hte thsopo irredma ehs i. Ouy dvreesed vgae ti os ovel mhuc nerve ’im seh and yuro ehr of taht srory. A dya, rfo sienrdf emda atalcluy i oreth bkae estb kcea the oru i did yabhritd. His jc nda ikhnt oerad uyo i mih nema wdolu si. Bouat uor ew hte hetrad vore thsae aet, ddi chwih egt frlneirgid enrve us ofr. Injsnotiec nikd we veyer a fo hhiwc do )yb!o t, kwee rof we do (ei!rsupsr jeony a difeertnf t’si. Uoy to i dna i go tkla ckba ihsw oudlc teim in. Ospreim it yuo edam ttbere and sghint tge i gouthrh thta. Cluyk so ydeeavyr temh ot ilef erhet ouy sicehrh and lopeep rae ahtt in uryo aehv uoyer’. Ecfpter ’rwee er’nta ew pyhpa tbu. Ouy owh tog i r’oeyu reom eevr niidgema evlo ehtn ereh i euaebsc clevuod’ uyo. Lnt’dwuo i heer iynrtg kpee you ’ntidd eb if. Eevn okwn os we ouy nokw up too temtgp,in asw rietd ubt igngiv itndd’ i that i mesmotise. Vleo nda ouy i oyu sdyaet erhe ’mi eubeacs.