A letter from May 12th, 2020

Dna nuiflnmeag i emro ordlw nath a i of had is vere gnneiue hatt eovl tltree ainytghn vdeorecisd oe,lv hits evi troew hwen eltf. As in eo,vl lelw i ma. Ahwt kema onrsep o'tnd owh utb ti i eb heav ardem adn hatgtu a ash owh eerhw at nca edn veol uyo 'ltli ilke em oknw i ofudn setla u,p nac. Adn who bad e,b utboa tbu acn relaly ertyhpa ma i aengb add txayine ihgtns hvea eonths to mom i nvree my nda tamdtide. Hyet otn hgansri l,wle ym me kmae eertgr teyh did otdn' alos esefgnli tenomucacim tub. I deai have rcnoy si on hwo syhlteno. Rsa,ye aretf ehr ray,e ew sdripniehf a ot wot 'ntod in rmoehoosp psnkeo adn i've nthki i irendekdl evern. I dna tyhe twah teraf ohw i nweh woh elopep aer ihts iefddne own enev mte tath konw i ma erowt i enw n'dtid. I nerev tih iaagn (raycz "the uot adn ti ecdlla trefa dcoiv hatt sb"yo i )aornco nhug. Hought sti who hety codnitenu pop pu ni ym to fle,i nfynu. Btu itme mrpo lnkede twen to ym fro gahsn ehty all sa rmaetoo,m stlli) onah newt ym htiw you gtndia your si who to(n o,dnfeybri ederatt ot bttaen onw eaclb wno a,fce nda the tou no eatt thiw doazeilpgo. Atps emka dtnid' saoch rsuemm uyo erowt het tish it ttah. Kile i nod't orynmea sims utb gsdo lltis i ,mhi. I ahwt tis my midrvope ti to ermeembr so roev ot rdah sdeu klei omm chmu eb and saeyr, teh. Eskma muhc just erssggtlu how das tub me esh ti ,nwo. Ti me das a ot of she si enrev tath eb omeld amkse i woh atnw. Od reay eryaicntl gihh gdoo i omrf aws shnfemar utb tno eemmsiro lcoosh aveh oblma,emer. Fleisd alt,e s,koutame ithngs acr uto iganylp nnnguir adn lcilpebakl urotghh. Teh hiwt of gani kurtn bsauur nndsrie ni eht tssnsue adn. Auolpes het no sidrev. It fo so ksdcue it i to onw i im had tub otl, a far that sthi oeng laos mrfo ihsw nesroo dna edpielr. Ynnuf smeok ttgasrin eguhon i mi ta lla, ubt aaing rcseogidinn tond'. Wrroy nad over tllis utb itsll ,asuxnio ist wy,a wya rteetb i mi - ofdo. Ayds olgenr ti dscteati no my. Ddi tno hhruogt seol i drpuo ssucces my in uohgtf akmes em in atth a nad i ocolhs thaif wya. I dna ogt terga i i to hsicemclodpa f,o tignhs eerwh vahe drmdaee. Hgtri - tub wnke say won codlu eginv the utb i saw i tsbe yna did i ti ist hte what fo cchoie adrh if to. 'bsoondy it my raeth btu ddi lihw,ae ni eknbor aphnpe yteullanev. 'youd wthi vole ot acjk, bste ybustollae fo ttah nowk efrdool in hsi itnsade utb eb flel gissikn uoy idrenf. ,lelw tbu end 'satht ndidt' it otu elif lleyar how alysp ynnfu. Nac i isks ym ecrntru i vreehwne yoirfbedn. Dehpo twah bnee ot i rfo a em in uyg e'hs yalswa. Ta lveo ilgbndui i i m'i htwa hrwee otd'n 'im tbu on,w veol. .