A letter from May 12th, 2020

Atht i dha drlwo eflt erve gfuamnnile than oerwt ewhn rmoe v,loe vdoedsceri nignhaty i fo is oelv iev tterel nad a hits eueinng. Sa lwel evlo, i ma ni. Waht anc vhae eb uoy utb ash nt'do can i ughtta llti' rpeson how lesta rehwe elik a u,p it udonf i at dan voel amke ohw edn em rdmae knwo. Adn eavh acn hwo tepyhar begna tgnshi reevn i ma rlyela mom i and tbu dba toaub exyniat e,b dda my ot esntho iatdtmed. Engeilsf retger ddi em hety aemk nto cnmeiutomac llwe, tnd'o sarnhgi my olas ehyt ubt. Si eaid no i tlynohse ohw vhae yrcon. To kithn eatrf i odnt' her ei'v rpineihdfs rpmosheoo asyr,e a,yre tow in a einkdredl enrve we dan pnokse. Ma i how whta rea i ploeep edndefi rtwoe i t'iddn they i dna sith onw nvee atht new after tem ewhn owh nkow. Ferat enrve i yb"os uot nguh dan ocoran) atth it dcelal hti z(yrac e"ht odicv agina i. Pu nynuf tehy ppo woh in encnoiudt tsi to guhoth ile,f ym. To yuo nwo rouy antebt dkenle to ohw sa hitw tyeh utb netw dynoebir,f no oldapeozig wno teim tou taet all tno( noah my )sltli ahsng is dan ormp rfo tnigda teh ecfa, my cbeal dertaet thwi rm,otmeoa wten. Mreums casho psat eakm htta eht eowrt yuo stih ti ddnt'i. I isms ntod' gdso ,him stlli i btu liek omeyarn. Eebrmmre os teh sit be liek umhc adn ym to to vropmied it deus revo hatw i darh yea,sr mom. Sda utb ehs how ti n,wo kaems hmuc em sjut eugtgssrl. Meaks a be ohw htta ldmoe is fo i em wtan to ervne asd it she. Ahfesnrm ihhg ubt emreobalm, i saw hoclos yrea vaeh odgo mrfo mrosieem do tyienlrac not. ,ealt dan gnnrinu arc esoutk,am pelklcliab uhthrog liedfs sigtnh out yaplign. Snnierd eht gian het suubar essutns htwi knrtu in and fo. On the sdveir lusoaep. Ttha kdescu iswh tub nda os mfor a of i lpeerdi raf i ti ahd isht oegn it mi to noesro own olsa otl,. Ndgiecrinos smkeo tbu i nhgoeu at d'ton niaga fnuyn mi intsgrat l,al. Tebtre reov a,yw mi i oodf - still itsll yorrw dan ayw tsi s,ianuox tbu. My sctdeait goernl it on asdy. Iathf a i uscsces my eols rupod idd akmes hrgouth tno yaw in ttah i oloshc and in me ghtufo. Tsnhig heva whree ot tgo meedrad i tearg adn i i f,o pcieaoclmhsd. Utb eht - het to venig icecho tis onw did i wnek ebst arhd gihtr tbu ti lucdo i ahwt i of if was yas nya. Ddi pnpeah lhiaew, tub it bnkroe my in lyuvteelna ahert dbo'oysn. Ni wkon fell oyu ernfid ou'dy whit atth jkca, ubt tyllseauob fo his be setb ot netadsi olve snskiig oreldof. Shta't lwl,e ndtid' spyal end nfuny ifle it uot ubt who erllay. Evehwnre runrect dbeoyifrn cna i sski i my. Aalyws ot a es'h fro i twah in bnee uyg me poedh. I'm hwat own, i ilnguibd utb ovle rewhe i at voel t'ndo i'm. .