A letter from May 11th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I don't even know how to start off this letter. I saw this website on tik tok, and I thought it was a good idea. Are you still addicted to tik tok? I would not be surprised. I have questions for you, and some goals to set for you that I hope you complete. Are you still dating Damien? Are you dating someone else? Are you living the single world? At this point in time, I would hope you are still dating him unless something really bad happened. It has been six months, and he still treats you like a queen. I really hope I am not wrong about that because he's been really good to me, and I really like the relationship we have... if we could see each other. The world is in lockdown. Coronavirus took over the world as the first pandemic since 1918. Is there a vaccine? How long did this stuff last? Are there still lingering side effects a year later? How did the world recover? Just know that it is really tough right now not being able to see any of your family and friends, so whenever you do get to go out, please do not take them for granted because they can be taken away in an instant. We already know that for other circumstances, but this different. I miss living right now. I hope things are okay now. Is gas still cheap? Probably not haha. Right now gas is $1.44 You're probably rolling around about how expensive it is right now. Are you still driving the PT loser? Your goal after you graduated high school was to get a laptop/tablet thing for school and then a newer car. Did you do it? If so, what kind of car do you have? Proud of you if you did accomplish it, and I am still proud of you if you are in the process of doing so. Are you still working at Texas Roadhouse? I haven't necessarily been the happiest there because I feel like I cannot fit in. Have you met newer people? Did you get trained onto to-go's? or even better, did you train or currently training to be a server? Or if you are not working there, what are you doing? Are you starting to love yourself a little more? My acne at the moment is not that great, but I think it is because of the stress of corona taking over my life, and I am just trying to finish my last two weeks of high school while stuck doing it at home. You are not taking care of yourself during this time, and it is okay to an extent. Your mental health is not that great either, but there are good reasons for this. I hope your hair is blonde and you don't have as bad as acne. I hope you are still drinking good starbucks and getting all of those cute clothes from target and ross. Do not underestimate being cheap. How is COLLEGE?! how did I forget about it?! At this moment, I am extremely nervous for it. Did you have to start first semester online because of the rona? stupid bitch literally ruined everything. I hope you get to go to prom with damien. He is really too sweet to me, and I don't know how I deserve him. Unless he cheated, I don't know why you would have broken up. If so, please explain why. I really hope you are doing okay. I know you don't have to have your entire life in order because I know you... you are an emotional wreck, but I hope things are at least going good for you, and if they are not, you could be stuck in quarantine again... I hope this lifts your spirits and you say "gosh life was so much more simpler" You are almost done or are done with your first year of college. I hope you met some new friends and learned some good life lessons along the way. I have high hope in you. I hope you are turning out to be the little girl who dreamed of being boss lady someday. You should be proud no matter where you are in life right now; you are still here. Talk to you soon, Hannah 2020