A letter from April 20th, 2020

Yd?as ot ouy is lefi eetsh anrtetgi ohw netvmia ro tey?.
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Eflt i ertetl, d’ont ubt hte ot i y,as rleyal nokw nemmot yuor i hatw aws xdetuncepe na ojy. Oeerims,m igtryenehv of my of eth sekdipp hdears ceusaeb ueeasceab—tb a arhet ew. We a ialgnst eotghr,te no ahs my makr htat ftle uoghht hda teim flei ont lo,gn. Seray falynli to enbe i’st ether to cna let ,go it okto iebvele on re?ays teher eht otps nidwelgl em oyu aspt. Even e,ty infd ,now ardye niopitelhars otn melyfs for i eutqi entahro.
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Uoy gvea uoy me zdrlieae —tmemreoi tath uhcm ni os ntha pybrablo. Uy,o ysaw i i veenr eavh elpehd em em asphde uibld eosn earneld s,snsleo in din,nefocce amyn ym eedtxcpe nda ouy thhuogr htta. O"yu ocen kiucfng btu waslya pu, ntiyerevgh alsywa ouy ,dsai sa. Uyo dsorw steoh i if eowdrn lltsi " brmeemer. To mweshoo i—rthgi lwsyaa yme,ba ouy seem niru eewr dna htisng.
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Rkoeb o,wn i’m hyw up eeirlnyt sreu nto we enev. "esd"om, as nad uyo in ti urn was sdai, tcake—ecilp uoy teh ’dlocunt of dise or shoec aymeb ttha aws eaymb ot sutj eht adsrknse was nosg a uoy me uoy. Ah’tts tnhee—cas em fi the rfeoigv. Uoy was lrylea nda ymeab jtsu i hviingotrnek eivtngheyr nerev or crd,ea. Sngo ruoghtb su nto in ahtt im’ what t,naimkse if goertthe the but n’wtas ifrst l?pcea.
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Het all stap ni btu at’tsh. Lod no ere’ths sretios in vtsgiierin opint. Yulo’l it if reevice enev how mlaie? okswn ihts and be os.
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Tkae aecr. I pyhap ouy ohpe ruytl rea.
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Eydbogo.