A letter from April 17th, 2020

Noeoymc yte ot ahs bnee u,p sha cossper kpci eht eth bti ankmgi lslit a yrae ,loglece boj hhwic fo olatipcainp hguohlta geenirdsps noecsd. .
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Atofvire tndo' sa tub lntise re,mnaoy led yre niyetdelif a lslti ew 'sshe enoft to aanl. A asn drah at you moodniec eb, i dan who ignhevtrye to lapec edndlha ma si adzeam. I osteh be am phyarte dinrgu peenhapd cvegrrneio ot nhset,o ni tslil ofmr to yersa htaw uoy. Iclh,d kcip esrt as eht na up nad sa we i tanumo tdula an a rnemosou vesirvdu liwl. Anc xonsrieesp y,wa hant nac olmtsa yb oyrwr, teh 22 eer'w yrou ebrtte fo eerv ndgio nca 'erew d—rohotnro'r i aieg!mni own, uoy zisvealiu aiimgne uoy. .
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Eebenwt ahtt aeg uyro now, bring desu rwno oyu rea irbendauso ot its' bntcuuleer rseta wond snetpra goen to nsiyitnte erucnfqye ttdslee ilynam mfro tsern yb teh nda. Oems esucaeb itsh lopsmerb uyo tiwh of mcntiyia veah. .
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Eenglt oyu yrou oerff thta e"b eno vole ,love htees of uoy to twhi ni peepol dan re:tow hte frs,uoyel ,tsretel. Mean venereyo tub otn is is eenoeyrv kidn ont. Sa romf yitnrg na erh,at atwh ot regat iwht i caicrtep a be faurlce nunngiotci a,udlt " ouy my sltil am. Fndi ,dkni sdod sotm ouy all to agistna by eppole the ,yaw moec are twa,h otu, nwko htghou?. Stni' a ziralee ogdo ghtni het t?i lrw,do ot bauto.
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Leoaisrntiph kwsee esrtm fo v,loe ti otg ta nad inhtwi tsifr in ruo noti 2,2 ew 3 ddnee. Eon ,own to aer teh *** no you fo risusepr. Dog, hte dsai tgshin vyeo'u. . . Catlse ermreebm and 'dyou od mrembere holws ont arlley ot ihktn lsmo,perb nsigski luowd teh soamlt mgovin i mtngshoei hatts me ni a,hteetr i veah i oeivm eomrmy aynaa. Ryuo it seotluba eb a iqntaaneru eth etthre,a we oudlw imevo of dbnaorgi ouy earthte" to rudign i"vome lony scecsa olwud eht nedgreeaet adh wya, hccurh the ,hoclos be by ******* nto. Ejuss rtichs. .
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Yuo boatu nihikgtn i epke. Eanm gplnhei iwth at hte and se,etxni iglyn ni ihtng ni uhchcr hbeare,t in olal a tbu nwo rontialsphei osolhc cht,ou twhi ayana asis' naicgdn getiyvhrne ni hre bde. Ro watn our i?t f'slie rfo unnyf snfielge anaay, ,olal i'st or rasy,c ,ias ,now ro ti rdueepspss a vrnee utabo erwe ew sjtu noesudfc to saw ,lcihce nt'si tdnedarsnu. We eerw flei ecsaueb tuo teg drraeh rgpuso dlwuo wnke tecarni oduwl pcncaatcee enev eomr cubesea we atth ahrec ,*** fo fmor ocbmee. .
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I ltsie—e ndrteu tiatnotne wyh saw otu, i iths 'vwee or oelbkdc gtyeirifnr ihknt woemhrsee our duntdaersn. Ti,grfieryn olve mpacdnei ohenp eerw a toni uyo was in dno,ecs utpiao gsirl acolis sense dan ep,etdacc ywh caepse rewe erhew eerw edliv swa eht to edrfnsi royu reque aws uqeesnser eed,fdni ti a teh oelvd lrodw you e,tnfirgryi ormns niygtr oruy itraistc rgyrn,eiitf eyrve rwee igey,frntri rnstpae rouy giaknw no akmse. Etnw i ti eht fo t,tha is awy, r'eew ruo in a,way onidg a avhe truefu isltl tihab uoalthhg part od wduo,n iahtf by ederep ervne the. St'i eet,rbt nsmedas adme our tra isth. .
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Laisoc el:fi.
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Srdcow ryea tearf yuo sden i of dnt'id okwn teh lelogec? cool tncepco irheet by het fo ndoces ddi ,yaw the. Omts trsa rospug ni ew ro loe,epp erqeu serevla tmeh fo dlevvino now hte fo in gnha gaert. Negdis won, a atht odm dan od ywa, amed inavvi rnuditcopo hvea riesfnd wfe we dna +)nhaan(s. Yb asw navvsii ftraeh tgegbsi ydepa uoyr $006 igg. Igesnd ugrobht gonuy, peeo:lp onnjwi sfoproser ijiya na iznaagm osla fo nucoitymm imk ye,kl. Beul eisron aelp ansmhiw oy obgturh tdo taen eheimtrd dan uyro jtrpeco yuo. Oaudrn ntew roe,upe giintvis ncsdtl,oa ginbe we we sdytu mdea veen hmns,ot otw defsinr ailnc,ed to ew ni ni and nlagend oejeynd daorab 72. 020 of mrmeoies up vuo'ey psage bopkeocsdar nad. Aervifot lecniad yuro emcabe neruotics of oen quilykc. Cong, g:aws heotr s,eacsi ,haanhn smnayi lpoepe iuclned. .
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Eben n,ow hsa hecsrrea nfu rithg. Bal bnee ikain sah eg,gn ,su btu rou inmolog on oru vleo adn itsesh wtih yoj oesrposfr we yaam,kla. Neev cta. .
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A,rreec my isgrl ni lievd reienytt erhet the aeilna, adn of rof ihtw cogllee saol onrltaign niagzma vw'ee etmz amatn—pe,tiitnbrs. Dtnaig ni al ileana a etraf hleiw rtdaest adn now mtez oto, reheyt'. Ithw ot iamlyf tuerfu nemlat slaog for ,haelth her hre qiut vleu-eraeat go her ot emho dna sterasm nad htaoplsriine bcka etmz erh rmopgar. Ylicftia ,hmoe tsisansat nrwkoig sa akbc nvmtistiireada li'se yee na arec na for. Reh of bnee bauot rgamrthoedn knhit atngrrepda,n stju erac h'ess mdae yw,aa age has erh depssa adn me dah ti niagtk. .
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Era and inbit dmea of fo a uiaolnmtcu a dan sday us,clb ncrtao thiw btoh rpgou srba to,acs oyu msiact,vi ni sdgnniep uorhght fernsid uyo oescl. In hw(o rvhd,)aar trnlecey ci,era ngleas,e srimra ,eaxli ni hrerasec sdon,y felt rwko borby a bal ot. A tbi ogrup lennio edhater, preu as,tmr crhlcinloya epoepl adn of ribtanv. .
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Rsfidne of ,ucsero iiliuddnav i eekp ym. Evrne fregni tbu a oyu sslrteyellen eadmrs zlazsed, etlawh hsa dan put woh osehw istnaitimed uoyr on pduotprse ,cooc anc. .
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H,tign mcae dshdnieg itrsccay sa,yw ruo so atht uor odog pnlgeasi ploepe fo in tyuho ilef ivgahn tgeont we've thta fof atpnccecae dtasrte and hsti enisctemr,dn mofr sicalo ta 'vewe. Nyagpi degusjn,tem iminemiz nlragein ot our were' rou rtuts rtephay etggint f,srete hwo aleryd hnutac,tei htwa eirpc rsead on lwil evor i ol—veeanlr it hn,gist won sfeel on nda ebing nimmbgreree ma ni ,hbkratraee het tujs nps,reet. .
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Amgizan my ays,w etqiirucs hwo of rou btu am os rfo look vhea adn i ehyt of ,si i at elfi lla hemt ear no alicso mnaioitb ttesa altorten nucieotr het lrgaufte ca,peticgn dan lp,peeo but tihrg heset wn,o rsmta,. Btu oen vgaiitngstnie a ohgtuht ot twhro ogdo sit' aevh, tno. Seali,y sfnrdie erevn i guhotth maek i taht i asy otbau odwul msylef. Gofoitn ud,nsow as—nwad ni dlo lgnehai ret,he oiagznsicli my odaunr ltils ym em semlfy ucetnlanionvno yselfm ttupign ot elrtcuu the out sti,rentse ti niyei,t—grrisf nidngfi uipnrsug l,eelcgo. Ti ude who eesrp epady teh fo ot f,fo oolk kenssidn ubt osnemtr dna. 'mi updro e,ubdhml aylel,r nad. A omnetoi asgretn 'sti. Aing retbet od uyo ndeisuaorb ehav find m,e than i uory lilw on mnym,tiuco veen gitf,noo dobut ste. Yad abyem we nac eb eon ,hlle colo. Ryleal oloc the clo,o steestl dnki of thta. I ti aowrrdf to kolo. .
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Ial,jan sceoru, hsaa,h dan epke i fo o,esn ouonnr ni ym htiw day couht. .
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Emshalpnmcotic? etatrges.
Hros,t ltibu i yetls a nda dna wokr a dgoo kcbri rfdnie, am feli i lnyneiuge aehv i am ikrbc i i yb i tloiaryepsn and bmoaius,it darh, sthi ttah l—iekin. To,rseps ruo coelleg rhete eegrd,e the den etrndespe fo enitaytlorinlan one msatlo ot vwee' er'ew. Nad ()! itno adn yeiurvitns ogt spy dcemimtto to aoubilmc eneippderp we a. O!t)rodc a y(eh, ouy d can eb. R(o r,kow olco xigresenci rigtyn onoptiurcd dvrei dan ew gesdin nwo era ew anc ,)to ondig aygihhsw. Ew noe adn tadde tuo, a on radce o,h ,lrig eacm. Fo hwereov i esourdtp my i hte ntidse,m ma knthi. Of dan rkwo i i nda a on ruleyp efmsyl cepal wno erptesc rofm cl,ak nogelr rmof i cema wrehe. .
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Radgs?e.
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Ear on sa neo egrsda u'roye of of ndiog you heetr aedgrs, ear uyo erdtagau tmser emo,nyra ngigtte adrwsa ni theso remo akyo,. Hsdp atrex lelw met is toko tbu an i todya to the it i aws trihg inkht ndgoi od cse,herar si ohw we erya hus,maefl oby oysclophyg ******* eht it llnicaci a a a,esm for sa n,iciosed. .
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The ermoblp gitesbg on?w ihrgt.
Rwa elvsaer eb orfm ,oevr rombelsp elft tdrinpeog ni ai selasb,mh kntiag tmso ot tae:ls yocnmoe dna eesms ot eht csmeri iuarsovcrno nsieogdla nrtisagmmi is eht tuprm. Orlwd lsrveae in set'her cdoigesne het ehgnppani. Ot ot to sfercacii give dnif up dmea rof ingeds, fo i ma raidaf lpyohogscy mnemmtuo dna anoepyl,lrs ichn i a kowr trestine afidar fiarad dna o,bj eht nad iilccanl to momtci. Otnd' rca, veha dna hvea ynoem to'nd i i otnd' i fiinerlrdg lal ,hist ehva a a nad. .
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Soc:lho hhiwc.
D!siva.
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Ew pa?hyp aer.
A tbu and esy rwnkiog no tbi ,it s,dserest. Lalacuty, no. Vlie in efra i. Sa i can i ot cdoeomni, ni smea hte asy ppahy mi' an'ct tjcyovlebie was elba srnea:w i how nas ewhn sa nda i eb i swa swa ysa here phpya onw i hitw ma? oemr,.
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No o?sjb luocetferge/lu tngyhnia.
Igb si the tisuqone htsi. .
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?eramsd.
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Adn by erdudrnsou how aveh nad i ocuoiaspntc eppelo colo yi,ct cloo soam,rl nkdi voelsr in levi oclo by reddoa to ntaw a riesfdn. Awnt ym i dan aincyltala eintoplta nidsge to sue. Onsh,gimte ntwa lmsla ot esubhilpd i vaeh. And ym to i twna pudor artceni be ********* fo. In a,dd stih attre to eeshvmntcaie ogod hrdgauet imh aaslyw hrnoo want be a imh ym i nad ot nad be dna meth and csole stinaoc to llwe mm,o dna. Leef ot watn i nocdtfine. Dnbgwolmiin- i oymen tanw ot meak em 001(k nr) **** to of is a nto. I twan eedndinetpn to eb. Anwt eb altibfuue to dan rastm i. Epecsertd levatrne orewlfpu watn i nda to be dna. Engbi stneoh dessier eh,y ym stuj wthi. .
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Tereb,t tnkih orme rtwrie i i 16, osneht het wsa ym a iorgfev riwigtn ta eivg etndaw dan a sjut dtupea epho tihs so psruoeint,te emda atth ns'twa i oot ot sastut dna nlsnuestb. 'ewve to we i oems idblu eifl meedard hwat eacm fo my armeds iths pu hoep i of adn ophe ter,u alyswa. Wlil of st'i i orupd be uyo, uy,o os i efel in ym droup of a glenife, i ma os hetsc wredi it. Tgo dna adhe a your suleodrh nreve oyu've enrev no e'ovyu u,p dgoo v'eouy vaeg eyprtt leetd,ts. I i'm vole rfo klnioog idnf oyu hte peoh. .
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Talels, ega 22.