A letter from April 17th, 2020

Ahs a mnkiga ebne iltsl laiopnctaip yet pscsore het of eloglce, ot boj pkci hhaltoug ibt ihhwc sresdgnpei yrae u,p omecony sah teh ednosc. .
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Ot itlls ew as efnliiyetd otevafir ubt anla e'hss a yer o'ndt lde tneisl nrm,yoae ftoen. Eb, a eidnmcoo ma i dan owh eadzam to headnld reteihvygn nsa uyo is ta hrda pclea. Ot nphedpae uoy ohtse twha hos,net i ugrdni ot ma rcevrieong eb lislt ypreath frmo in reyas. Ludat tumnao we lch,id na dan erts ivsvdeur pcki sa hte oomruesn i liwl sa a na pu. Ruyo 22 you idogn w,rryo ewr'e ,yaw cna of nca mlsato snoirxspee own, notr—'rdorho ulzvisaie the eiagnim nath tetrbe you by erve anemg!ii ewre' nac i. .
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Rfom lanmyi uoyr ot t'si retas uesd nodw renst fqcryeune adn itnitseny ot ahtt teh nersapt tnbueerluc dbuiarneos oyu webnete yb rwon rae nwo, eag sldeett bnigr nego. Of ahev besrlmpo uyo seom iths cmiyniat uebseca twhi. .
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Eht lpepeo of yuo to eno "eb atht tnelge elo,v yruo you eort:w in ,fsrouyle nda roeff elr,etts hwti evol thsee. Indk roynveee amen nto si tub oenereyv is tno. A am ninngtocui from " tills an i to uoy ym he,tar rualfec sa thiw regta gnytri eb whta lt,aud raccteip. ,yaw moce mots yb oepple h?tuohg kown het ear o,tu t,hwa lla nfid k,idn uoy ot isaatng ddso. Is'tn ?it a eth tghin godo ubtao rzeliae ,dwolr ot.
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We rou nad 3 sewek at tfsri fo hntwii ,ovle liionstehpra in it ertms ,22 ednde tgo niot. Neo rae *** yuo of own, esurispr no eht ot. Het dsai ,odg gnthsi vyuoe'. . . Ther,eat soltma eth dna bmremeer attsh yomrme olhsw emerrebm i i smbloe,pr learly in em anaya od iohgemnst niigsks aehv vonmig tno selact vmoei kntih dyo'u dolwu ot i. Nqeirtnaau ouy het eher"tat ******* wdulo ,chsolo voemi uyor hda chcruh nadeeerteg a het oeivm" olyn yb ssaecc oaultseb erae,tth ew during awy, ti ot fo aobrnidg eb ulwod be not hte. Hrstic ujses. .
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I yuo peek ithngikn bouat. Hsoloc and mane sn,ixete onw a het rhe htiw hgnti hhcruc in igevyenhtr at e,bthear hresatiinplo ubt htiw naaya gnyil cngaidn bde pniehlg lola ni in ni ,ocuth a'iss. Oru twna ndsndutrae n,wo t?i sit' ,crysa esegfiln fro fyunn nerve ias, or lola, we aobtu 'sfeli stju ro dousfcen swa to or ehcc,li naaa,y dsusepesrp it a it'sn ewer. Out wdlou ***, beecom aseeucb we gspruo of wdoul vene sbueaec ncceaatcpe tge ew enwk thta rnaciet erom ehcra ifel eerw drhera ofmr. .
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I rtdenu yhw rou dnsntrduae thikn wsa til—ese ee'wv taotentni ekboldc i or ieiyrnrfgt rheeomesw iths ,otu. Danpiecm yuo hoenp meska ,acepedtc eesunesrq grriyentif, ewehr ssene nomrs was ni it erque rsigl oliacs yreve on ouyr hte ot g,inerrityf toupia ndfiesr yhw ttiarcsi ouyr the dwrol eewr nce,osd evild aws rwee tnoi rwee adn ingyritrfe, uyo reew a treansp irrne,gtiyf epcase uryo deief,nd aws veold iytngr oevl ignkwa a. Eth gidon ti 'eewr uown,d eruftu the yawa, hftai nvere of yb ttha, ehav rdepee a guohlaht in a,wy lslit is part etnw atibh ruo do i. Edsasnm dame this sit' atr ,tbtree oru. .
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Ef:il ioclas.
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You ryae oloc of the ccetonp eth terfa of w,ay idd wokn rehiet rodswc cdsneo the send n'idtd yb llgec?eo i. We rast won etarg lpoepe, teh in fo ivednolv ni or fo rsveeal uqree rpsugo htem hang tsom. Wef omd od a nsgedi rsnedfi nptdorocui ywa, nda hvea ha+(nn)sa atht dan ainivv dmea wn,o we. Adepy aws yb sgbegti 060$ ggi oyru iavisnv fheatr. Frepssoro opp:eel an gnsdei o,uygn of iojnnw kim ijyia laso nzaagim ley,k muyciomtn ohbutgr. Neat hmainws oury oy irnsoe yuo cerojpt lbue hdeimtre gborhtu and dot elpa. ,ourepe wot we we ni eevn and to satndc,lo oadunr cialn,de aaorbd bigne we tvisiign 72 ernfsid maed eadlgnn in tnew mn,host uydts neeodyj. Ye'ouv 020 nad spaeg dkeopoarcbs emosierm of pu. Cqyiukl fo emeacb enaicdl one eavrfito yuor oncsieurt. Amnyis enudilc epolep na,nhha :sgwa ncgo, ssi,cae rohet. .
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Irhgt eebn unf eerrcsah ,now sah. Sah eben no malyaak, vole omgilon our ubt jyo stihse ew osspeforr ngeg, nda lab iknia whti s,u oru. Cat eenv. .
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Nda azgmnai ,nlaiae thwi snipernatimt—bta, rfo asol ledvi rteeh lirgs 'veew tnyreeit hte ym tngnalori ni ererc,a tmze loceegl fo. Trtdesa ineaal terfa ni eiwlh yhrte'e zemt nigadt ,oot al now a and. Dna twhi hre ot hah,lte utufer smatres nda rmgprao hoem lheitsoainpr tuiq bkca lsgoa reh rhe rof ot ymfail enamlt ztem go eeaaru-evlt reh. An idsttaiaveirmn crae nkworgi sa ,mhoe aissanstt ofr abck ytlicifa eis'l eye na. Gae jsut se'hs deam atnrrag,pnde espsda btuoa nbee me ti tiankg reh egrrhdaotnm ntihk of sah arec wa,ay nad reh ahd. .
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Nda niitb uoatnuciml btho a ni rea nda dsay hitw of oyu fdinesr slcoe tsaoc, cnoatr oyu vasti,icm ucsb,l dema a fo gpuor uthghor esndinpg arsb. R,haardv) eal,xi a yelentrc agelse,n acrerhes saimrr in flte broby wrko in iarec, ho(w o,dysn ot alb. Eolpep hetd,ear nrvitab tamrs, neonli nad coalyilhcnr bit a pougr of puer. .
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Of peek i enfdisr vuiddilani my o,crseu. A owesh cco,o utp ahewlt dan attnisimide ryuo iengrf sah epsrudtpo aesdrm lrtleyslnese ouy nac dzsa,ezl tub erven owh no. .
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Rdaetst ghi,tn ilfe r,deesntnicm rou iolcsa ruo saw,y ni os htsi glnsaiep eolppe ttha vwee' tcsracyi vangih amec of that eongtt omrf oyuht odog nda dgnidesh ta fof 'ewev tccpcanaee. Ents,rpe to i cnahet,itu eself in ldayre le—lnraove erew' adn oru aerhpty en,jetmgusd einnlrag wno naypig hatereka,rb no am how ertes,f imrnbremege znmiemii aerds the sttru it evor stju no ebnig ahwt crpei uor ign,sth tgntgie illw. .
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Trihg at onutcire het ubt i ,awys os ookl pepole, hwo rea ma atste ahev w,on oru dna ainbtmio tyhe all tr,sam ilfe iolcas of imnaazg emth i of cpiec,gnta si, ofr nloertat ubt on etehs and ugrelatf qcsiietur my. Its' ot nto orhtw btu thuothg oodg a h,vea one gnitnavtiseig. Ekam wluod y,seali ogththu yflsme niefdsr atth say i enrev i i aobtu. Out ioultonncavnen ilgenha hte gniicsaiolz el,elcog sdwaa—n leysmf fgndini ecrultu it sunow,d ni foognti lod my ym eehrt, slmfye sillt uoradn ot —teirinrfysg,i ntiugtp em inspguur nteetri,ss. Ot fo hte ti nsnidkse f,fo tsreonm ubt kolo eud dpyea and ohw peres. Mlbhde,u nad upord rlya,le m'i. A eominto sti' tneargs. Oaueidsnrb yuo gina oryu est lliw do m,e tebter no avhe boudt htna ,igfotno i ,imocnmyut nifd veen. Can e,llh loco oen we be yda eabmy. Colo taht eht lerayl oo,cl fo dkni eletsts. To ti dfwoarr okol i. .
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Otuhc nad ounonr ym i tiwh ayd sa,hah ,ianlja secou,r peke eon,s ni of. .
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Emhlm?noaictpcs setraetg.
A ogdo and by i rikcb i thta i a ma am ibltu nad nda i nedfri, yiuglenne stih aevh rkwo i ,umitsoiab eolnypastir kin—eil hrots, leif ard,h i tsley bickr. Ehret omtsal neyiaiolrntatln to ollegce e,edreg of uro den r'wee sr,tesop eon hte ndeesrept ewve'. Ysp !)( ntio caoiubml we a ot got and dna nierdpepep iiyentruvs tmdiotcem. Ey,h( a d be acn )rcdo!to yuo. (ro onw iverd cna ear ixsegnceri gisned noutrdpico iytngr onigd ,to) ew ew lcoo and whagsyih ,owkr. ,oh ot,u a mace neo nda rcead on adedt ew r,lgi. Ma i etprudso i my horveew eth of itnhk ,idtemns. On smfeyl nlgore erewh mrfo i onw korw erpects i adn dan i omfr caelp of a ,clak cmae lueyrp. .
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Sdare?g.
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Roem fo ear on trhee gettnig gds,rae greasd sawdar eno ,aomyern fo oyu resmt 'ryeuo ouy sa tesoh gurtadea ni ,akoy rae nodgi. Eh,serarc oogclshypy to ktoo it ******* sufamlh,e is htgir het aws teh tme txera ybo ndi,coeis hdsp a yera tub na i well a ayotd aiillcnc i it ihtnk woh do is ase,m rof sa dgnio ew. .
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Tigrh bteisgg hte pleomrb nwo?.
Ot meess tuprm lrvaese mitsmgainr oiptngder teh oerv, ot itnakg arw osmt nad srimec vrirouosnca fmro s:ltea ngeasldoi be si eocoynm ni teh etfl pobrmles hssbmeal, ai. Rdolw pehgnpnai nsogceide in the terh'se vaersle. Fo pu wkro and i lsghcyooyp nfid vieg to am dsieng, facseciri to ofr hte i boj, ot rlysoe,paln amde mtiomc to nda a aiciclnl cnih dariaf daifra ttreenis meotumnm and iarfad. Veah i i nda ntd'o ,hsit ndto' indiglrfre all a r,ac and i vhae haev t'dno a nmyoe. .
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Hwihc olohc:s.
Id!vsa.
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Rea p?ayph we.
Rstse,esd nda ubt on nkrwgoi a ti, bti eys. Ya,ucllta on. Fera i vlei in. M?a ot i arnew:s i heer odnoim,ec wneh i can dan in sa swa nsa teh eijcbtoevyl ays asy i aws thiw i msae eb ppahy 'im ncat' moe,r own swa as blea phpay i ohw.
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On oj?sb /orleculgfeeut hnaygitn.
Hsti het oqtinues is gib. .
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Adse?mr.
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Doeadr renfids ndoudeursr nad leoepp ,asrlom how ni to ntaw a iotsconucap dan yb olco heav kidn leiv slrveo by t,cyi cloo olco i. Anlciaytal to i seu ltnpeaoti my watn dna idsnge. Veah lsmla i sgihentom, ot nwta liebdphsu. Canerti ym dna i udorp ********* be ot nwat fo. I isatnco ot leocs nad eb and wtan da,d oonhr nad and awaysl drtgaueh my terta dan eb ot to emth ,mom ogdo in mhi ewll shti a htevemncsaei mhi. Nftnedcoi tnaw ot elef i. I **** nomey emak twna me a si ot fo to 01k(0 r)n mgiinnod-bwl otn. Ot neienetddpn awtn eb i. To ubuftilae nwat be adn tmrsa i. Tanw ot receedtsp nad lernavet i pewfourl nad be. Hiwt utjs he,y otshen gnbie ym eriesds. .
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Dnewat ntihk a i a sujt oehp adpeut 1,6 egvi usatst sntw'a moer ntpositeue,r eriwrt i ritniwg aws lnssbuten htis and oethsn oot erbtte, nda eth oiefrgv at ot thta i ym dame os. I rdeedma dlubi nad peho heop erut, pu we'ev ew fo amce ot some samder swyala ym fo tawh tihs flei i. ,ilngeef 'tsi it so a i lilw ma i i ctesh in my so of fele be of ,oyu uprdo orpud oyu, rdiwe. Otg vu'oey verne stldee,t vey'uo uyor eptyrt eagv hdae udeolshr nevre and ,up a yeuv'o oogd no. Mi' i olev idnf het ouy onogkil peho rof. .
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22 ega ,leslat.