A letter from November 5th, 2019

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hi!!! its me, hope you're doing well. are you still into shows? art? did you get out of ur house? how is amias?do u have a gf? or friends even lmao when did u quit maccas? do u have a normal job? have you ever sold art? are u on meds?

Epilogue

over 1 year later

hi fifteen year old me!!! i’m 21 now . i’m doing much better than you were. being a teenager is so hard but you’ll get through it :)

i’m not...

And t!toatoin!!g reerca shswo ,ameryon me upodr itrnyg fo i yoru yuo skeat iont are rta oyu lyaerl toms erupsu fo pu ot niot kwro a rea ltsli tmi!!e epoh in. .
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Sdeieral of i eden i uto t’idnd i ot get meoh and tn’ddi. Filmya vahe a oyu etgar. Psveroutpi tehy rea to oyu rea gnrcia dan adn mthe eahv ngiovl kyucl adn. .
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Si me trpa the itb het ihts atsth’ to eradhst iewtr rfo. Ysror os os ’im. Lmup dan my hits chets nghavi at ghohutt of a ot totarh letl ni uoy het hr’seet. Aayw saiam spedas. Eh hopiycrpehtr hda yatoadhpomyirc. Ciniotndo arhet si’t a. In os was ogdo i khnit lnyo he hte desi inap newh hta’st ltef tond’ eh. Ferdufse fo astc fo ot utb eavh olgn mohe teh away ntod’ ouwttih otsl t’nod pisngsa isama dheat hiknt i igrivelpe fliapun wduipn a ofolybtramc irthe ta. No eh hsodwe gsnis. You ot seusdppo adn dbbeoaobeae to acliro erew ese go a tsaviefl and. Ti adys ethre st21 featr uyro raibdhyt was. Teh dade ihm nbgie yuo keow on up floro ot. Epleisgn asw no tsche ebfoer your ighnt eh fmlyrbocato hte. Dah kihnt kaatct ddenus a he i ehrat. Hvea rgreedposs in it hte if rdusfefe udcol yaw ulodhs ihs ionntodic aveh eh. Tiknh eh i but dti’dn. Nda tenw oftbymrcaol eh dlveo. Aoyk ’wton welhi ti be rebok uyor odlwr qiute you for a dan. Leef tmos uyo rdeasc ll’oyu eth hatt vere aehv. Ot tnaw dton’ oyu houthg a new enev ouy tge act. A rhe atc yuo allf ehr enyd in htta ovle sasp wlli llwi utb he dfee wtih nad lwil a igtgent lliw rtsay dan uoy one nbdoaan tesknit. Ehr uyo lwli nad peek dttoee mnea reh. Knteti het tosm nad hes erve tweetess si ivolgn. But rcepela nohignt ereais ’nstode wlli saiam nda ehs it rvee ti eakm lilw. Illw ni arfe slispoeb not it esh ekam to ielv. .
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Yuo tseb hsti !rdnr!fe!gili! tlel ucldo a ma to adn cedtiex :) ask reev i yuo od ofr ilierfdrng ahve the i are yhte bti. Ethy levo drteeta pu yuo nda yswa ni tater a doclu enw be uoy lordw eopn fo wlli kithn tdndi’ welho oyu. Hwo dnaoru you wlli ovel tlle owh will nad much uyo htey rtiwe off you rpteoy you dan whos hcum ehtm esme vreeoeyn ehyt dna you phpriae. Ees you fro uyrofles wlli it. I ofr oyu eexctid ma os. .
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Is!!ndref! i stol evah wef ytua!a!l!cl of !h!!etm a.
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Rfnddielega dna uiqt ni maascc 2022 igknrow sttar uyo ta 2210 ni. You tagre husc is githn a orf ti. ’im so to bemceo oclo a ouy crptniapee tesohlc uoy no lpepeo eobcem erev ocemeb nad omre nagrmae ewnk dna and lyteurcnr gte ym 2ci yanm a ahnt cloud grtea ouy totoat os a mete odinfcnet nad e!!b! amyn yaw. Atr evren dah odsl i’ev but ie’v pinrotepstiuo. Fere up gniivg oyu edn rof … aayw ignths inlogv ubt. To blrobyap ierssurp chwhi :,) no is oyu.
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Ithw uyo ’mi ygihhl ot tlea on nda 2210 gte in addh pstcseedu iamuts em!sd aer evha eogidndas. Eesns aemks it. Dgsireae resu ’im duowl uoy. .
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Ma i os og!!! korw heva ot i i tcrsmusoe adn haev at wtngiri.
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Mi oyu i dan love you porud of. 3< ): garte gthsni imgnco rea.