A letter from November 5th, 2019

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hi!!! its me, hope you're doing well. are you still into shows? art? did you get out of ur house? how is amias?do u have a gf? or friends even lmao when did u quit maccas? do u have a normal job? have you ever sold art? are u on meds?

Epilogue

over 1 year later

hi fifteen year old me!!! i’m 21 now . i’m doing much better than you were. being a teenager is so hard but you’ll get through it :)

i’m not...

Ouy upruse rnygit arnyemo, rowk adn rellay noti you tmso sswho a!got!ittno! up tar i in t!ime! uyro aer eatsk reerac fo rea tslli ot ropdu epho me of a inot. .
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Of gte out itd’dn nidt’d nede to ohem deeilsar adn i i i. Eatrg hvae ouy a aflymi. Yuo nda nda are teyh turppevois ot htme dan gonlvi era ckuly iarngc evha. .
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Artp iretw eth si ’hstat bit setrhad rof me teh ot iths. Mi’ so so ryrso. Adn in tish t’reseh ot ouy huoghtt ym the fo tsech ltel mlup ta a rthato naivhg. Asima aayw sdepas. He adh criopytrehhp cryydaoomiathp. Sti’ trhea a otidninco. O’tnd wsa pina tta’hs i olyn esdi lfet knhti he oogd in eh het ehwn so. Eht nlog lprieevgi ta fo o’tdn iasma stlo ’tndo edaht ierth khint ubt atycomlrofb ot avhe npgsias ywaa udnwpi twiutoh i csta fefrsdeu a fo omeh uiplafn. Insgs ewdsho no eh. See uspspoed a adn erew roclia tafvisel to nda og ot uoy doboebeaeab. Ti trfea dirbhayt dysa htree uroy saw ts21. Kweo to edad ouy on egibn frool hmi teh pu. Ngiht techs teh yruo otbafocrlmy rfebeo he ngespeil swa on. Ehtar itkhn dha eusdnd a taatkc eh i. Sih ni hvea oshldu gdosserpre if fefuesrd it eh wya ncitnoiod lcodu vahe teh. Eh d’dint ithkn tbu i. Vdelo eh and wnte mocyroftbla. Nto’w it oyu be teuiq a oyka yruo dna dlowr wilhe orf kbore. ’uylol atht elef eahv eth scaerd otsm oyu evre. Tca ntwa eevn oghuht a get you ot uoy wne ’dton. Eh a dyne dna cta hwit eolv will nbaodna ssap flla will rhe edfe tbu uoy a lwli her nggttei sttkein nad ni lwli htat asryt eon oyu. Wlli kpee her uyo dan todtee reh mean. Si tsmo eth seh igolnv adn wsesette tiktne reve. Asiam dna easeir ti it cpaelre lwli lilw ednts’o meka veer hse tnnigho btu. Tno levi ni ot llwi akem ti seh ieobsslp refa. .
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Bset do eth rof ehty hvea igefn!!r!l!dir sith bti ask rea ludoc adn tlel a uyo i etexcid i ot enigfrridl veer am uyo :). Lodwr of nda you treat oyu eb lwli ocudl wen hwoel ni velo daertet in’tdd you ways a yeth peon knthi up. Wosh dna eeonryve humc yuo uoy tell lwli woh yuo yepotr yeth adn ehty ndarou levo nad ouy itwer off chum liwl yuo pairhep them eesm woh. Rfeluyos ti wlil uoy rof see. Idteexc os uoy ofr am i. .
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Sfri!!ned! fo i tosl ll!!ac!yatu !te!m!h evha a wfe.
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Ni scmaca rgowink 0221 nad at lgfnderaide 2202 strat oyu in qiut. Uchs ti geart a githn si uyo rfo. Dna and i2c way to ermo ahtn eocmbe totota a ’mi a mayn vere a mete on ermagan uoy eknw peploe e!!!b nefotncid uoy mebeco uoy dan rrcutneyl pcrpeianet nad os olco ceebom yanm ym os cldou teg rgtae tlseoch. Tra nerev vie’ vei’ eoruipoipttsn dha tbu ldos. Vggiin ned waay … olgvni you tbu fere ofr up hsgnit. Obpylabr to is ,): on whcih yuo sreiprus.
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Nad aehv gte rae hadd twhi ot ealt tscdpusee yighhl you 1022 im’ on sdnaoeigd !sedm ni suiatm. Sense ti ekmas. Mi’ wdulo ruse aerigesd yuo. .
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Vahe itriwng ta haev !g!!o ot i i nad orwk am i smesoruct so.
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And lvoe i you udorp mi ouy of. ): ghtins ear <3 rgeat nmocgi.