A letter from August 11th, 2019

Peaceful right?

hey lex, it’s weird that I’ve already written 4 other letters but I feel the need to write more. This summer has been a roller coaster of emotions, we experienced some good, some bad, and some ugly. I’m trying to keep a positive attitude but it’s just been so hard lately, i spent my summer chasing after mark, i tried to hard to make us happen but he didn’t want me. He says he still likes me but he always makes mistakes and he doesn’t wanna put me through that or something ?? I haven’t texted him in almost a week but I called him yesterday to see if he could help me and isabel get our car unstuck but he said he couldn’t help and then hung up before I could say thanks anyway. I’m really hurt and I wish I didn’t feel this way. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do anymore, do I just wallow in self pity until my heart heals itself somehow ? I’m so lost and confused and I can only hope that we have our **** together by the time you get this letter. Oh also happy birthday ! make sure you get that tattoo over spring break unless you’ve decided not to then that’s fine! I hope that when I read this letter again I’ll be happier and that reading marks name won’t hurt. I’m praying for our happiness and I hope it finds us :) until we meet again, xoxo lex

Epilogue

about 2 months later

Hi lex :)

I remember that summer oh so clearly and i want to apologize for putting you through all of that hurt over a boy who doesn’t know what...

Hse’ dnigo. In rneve oyu ceepnxtoi iytp yuo ti eth tunli y’evou ith(w ldzeeira yad)s niogg ttah fo yoru dgoo ot the so eahl atre,h dab efls asw afr oedn waeodllw. Ahve frmo nicse ubt tyeh eifl kitagn em ruo lful nad ew so fo heetsr’ reef yaaw ’sti eehrgott ignpsr m’i acues okay apdi ca,sless il’l tbu gap eb ’todn to ew nda uor stlli mthig krbea o?d pu, utb oru our ewek a saslsec enwt on berak clulaaty avhe ’rwee icvod aguerlr kraeb iexestntnno for fro tshi oelv egleocl of ikngta we scssa,el hsolco si aeusbec onggi rou okto etnggit loceelg ot ! og. I’m ehty yte utb tgignte rveen eb rew’e nmae teh ng,otnisaipidp not hrut ewer s’edotn izeraeld hits hte and epnosr isfcogunn nwdkeee s’tin slta i paphy ’sm tpu dieeprc owh utb ubt us ingerad armyneo is ogign wtih ot seon evesnexpi vdesree m’i otn tottao oenomse ym to :) !!! nda we esbecau asem how iegnttg ti hs’e. So with stta’h at eslat ahpyp eesdervs fg eh doog os nad own sa,ebb hpyap esbeuac ish s’eh it esesm he. It hwise,s fro t’si neo also esasip,hnp ubt ngirttiseen nbee wsa u grnaypi gtare saw ti iryatdhb nrwigok ruo the hknta peke :) orf an. Gtenigt thghuto eb uyo ghu whis it pnia hughotr leaeps wokn leayrl to wrrfdao isgpuhn dna nda kpee the nad 18 thru nkaid adn i sa ocdul all ti’ns :) cysra how gleoizpoa ufn ot put om,re htta orthw is so i u’yero as s’ti we utbao.
Our hpnis,pesa sitll for rpagnyi m’i.
Lex xoxo, <3.

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