A letter from August 11th, 2019

Peaceful right?

hey lex, it’s weird that I’ve already written 4 other letters but I feel the need to write more. This summer has been a roller coaster of emotions, we experienced some good, some bad, and some ugly. I’m trying to keep a positive attitude but it’s just been so hard lately, i spent my summer chasing after mark, i tried to hard to make us happen but he didn’t want me. He says he still likes me but he always makes mistakes and he doesn’t wanna put me through that or something ?? I haven’t texted him in almost a week but I called him yesterday to see if he could help me and isabel get our car unstuck but he said he couldn’t help and then hung up before I could say thanks anyway. I’m really hurt and I wish I didn’t feel this way. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do anymore, do I just wallow in self pity until my heart heals itself somehow ? I’m so lost and confused and I can only hope that we have our **** together by the time you get this letter. Oh also happy birthday ! make sure you get that tattoo over spring break unless you’ve decided not to then that’s fine! I hope that when I read this letter again I’ll be happier and that reading marks name won’t hurt. I’m praying for our happiness and I hope it finds us :) until we meet again, xoxo lex

Epilogue

about 2 months later

Hi lex :)

I remember that summer oh so clearly and i want to apologize for putting you through all of that hurt over a boy who doesn’t know what...

S’eh giond. Nggio os ot dnoe a)dys of uoy tiw(h dab ra,eth laeh lintu htat fra ryou was u’vyoe tpiy ouy owdwella rneve dgoo it in reeizald eht the pnoixecet lsef. But omrf lurerga aluatcly dan dcvoi ’ndto clohos etserh’ clses,sa ! of igong apdi a ayaw we eewk ’lli loeeglc sslcaes, loelecg ekrba vhae ogtthree d?o tkaing be dan go nwte to sllit tub ifle we our uro flul xonneettnis tshi em to uor itgmh im’ sti’ ecisn ew acsesls loev baseuce our took is csuae tbu ruo ofr niprsg ingttge of aerbk on they eakrb os ,pu er’ew orf ehav efer agiktn kaoy agp. Apphy ewre ): ree’w rneev nad ethy tey gtegtni sith iwth tub eidreazl endtos’ eb ot tii,sodipnagnp raynemo mi’ su ton alts s’m !!! eivespnex we the emna ngfinsuoc hwo ym it sneo to pornes si e’sh hrtu tegtgin tup euscabe onmsoee ototat and btu aeidnrg who tbu esma weendek sveeder nsti’ iggon epcierd otn the ’mi i. Smese hiwt payhp it gf apphy lsaet so ubseeac he eh svredsee sih so eabsb, dgoo ta wno seh’ dan ht’ast. Iogrkwn ’sit ti an but pisahenp,s uor isegtinetrn asw wsa been u ofr nktha :) oen it sesi,wh laos ofr gtera eepk ipragny ithydrba het. Fnu ti si tgetngi swih 81 upt ianp dcolu i rlyeal as i ro,me lpooaigez roawdrf uabot ): apsele htat eth nad wkno you sa ekpe all utogthh to ew dknai guh dan nti’s rysac is’t uhrt and oryue’ how rhwto be ot so upghsni gurohth and.
For yairngp rou ’im ehps,snipa llsit.
Xo,xo elx <3.

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