Dear FutureMe,
Today it's been 15 days since your dad passed away and it feels like it was yesterday. You still don't really believe that happened and it hurts so bad to get inside of that bedroom. I hope you're coping better now.
Is mom ok? Have you and your S/O decided to live with her or have you moved out?
Congratulations on your 8th aniversary with Him. I'm 100% sure you probably have been married for almost two years now.
Do you guys plan on having kids anytime soon? Do you already have them?
Right now, I'm struggling to get a job while mourning and helping mom. I'm not giving up because I know you depend on that to be with the love of your life and to make your dream come true, but it's so hard.
Well this letter is just for you to remember how hard things once were and how much better you are now.
Things might not be that good for you, I know future won't be all fun and games and roses and stuff but It can't get any worse than it is now, so yeah you're probably better than I am, lucky person!
See you in 3 years.
Epilogue
2 days later
Dear past me. I'm so sorry for our loss. It's somewhat refreshing to get this card, since I didn't really remember much from that time (It all went blank after...
A hilwe). Own uyro whit ni vene a eorv heom of geigntt etg eonmw omm uyo yuo essnusneai oneal ni nae'tspr two ryuo icsen nad lpees idd uory eyu'or uhoes herte. .
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Mo'sm ngoid. . . Ko. Tthas' so nto athn niakgs sseh' if uryoe' a,ws esorw hatw hse. . . Ayeh.
Ot fo beacseu n'roa it ,erh tbu ecddide eh urcoynt ecasbeu keam me vlie my dan heer wtih uyor ot 'cndtulo s/o listl 'seh otn. Bsedorr eth a lfy to swa ocyepltlme efw eh htsu weeks spudosep teyh trfae.
Ew uro tesdyryea ied,nde ewl(l, if rethtego nltcu'od were ipahepr odclu we vsynareira cpyllihsay aws, we t8h eb and. ).
Dan artapp you ryoue' wsih ot aceh giannnpl rou enev gnloiria ethro cabk arydlae yb 'eerw omfr igdendw ghwtie ehnt yuor. Teh nda eokrwpapr fo dna raec heltsoc antgki nueev re'ew.
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Yb our'ye how ,own ybo an lyearad the wy,a a yhealht can tuinae alwk of. Nath t,o a asw soepspdu btu and eh rerelia eh's in he htonm elythha 001% aemc luauftbie.
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The you erlett uyo etrfa 2 did attsr ertow smhtno rginkwo. You pya ubt ewer lmanet emda dan iskc emes ti alheth ni gdoo a wsa ruoy eicn ouy ojb hell lkei tgo ithw a ti. Ni you a ypcsh up othnsm 5 needd wadr treal. Tcsrit tneomin yor'eu onw on tangik nad odog you maed nad d'ont atfre dems 0k3g? eavg oinngtcu otsl a tdei uyo htye a eth hrete thm,e g1k6 ,rowry year i yuo aing of did.
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Hda mueltlpi wsa aevg juts a tfaer dteir ewf nulti tmhno eeswk uoyr( sbjo eenb )yaer unaarjy eerw nda eth yuo ketp gthni cesni 91 ro hits up oyu aeprhyt a ,atht yuo pu hedapenp ouy on nad tyr hwti odgin mase eht tihnwi slat. Ionlne who lats on bsaeceu elcu nroaeym hwtcis noe ithw he alaiybcls inmgak mcfalrobeto yuo nylo ot dha keew ehest t(bu nto si n'dto osthe ot nmatetonsppi elph tgolipshssocy moferr oyu hsa dna dnigo elfe sdow)r dsai cisstprtaiyh and oryu.
Deai yuo atmpotipnen oodg hda only seh hwo on tye neo uoy si vhea so.
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Had andlhe a were ouy dan a,yw srue egnbi yuo nracuemi yuo reidt het reyptt yb klie oyu oldcu btu h,tta. . Het os arged edacamy 4 a ouy uoy nlia on uchm ti het hseam ntpse godo adn cnsie wsa scuos?tmer nemyo tath ucsh nda on hda a aietrsalm userco.
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Dnuof allycuta was pdeolex homs!tn tlanme gbn,slsie atth ihst eth esplruea sirft vssree orf chus locdu aery yoru reasy eacpl cie vacosanti holaecoct a atht og sasocitsrn ti yuo hsit ihwt you wsa rceam mdpeirvo arey estta in dan awnna adn oyu 9 on sakem.
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Eavh mdoo eben rewso yunoelu,ftntar nsisgw ecnis canneysrilig mvobre,en dan ryou wrose. Hugal le,pxoed msreac, evry awy hmuc oot you higrc,teal ,yrc teg. . . Ni fo lal uhors a attrme. Eenb os it gthxiaeusn ahs. . . .
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The t12s ajn lme epsasd no yaaw. Dda idd dan waek eh eh he eatrh hsi oot ryeas ednied aws ofr teafr wyaa teg a ihs of ega hdate do rebtte ddlveeeop aws raye 3 oninhgt his a tiwh ubeasec kinda espsad to ekli nad umtor gao utb icsk had dnnocio,ti. Yhvintgeer stdroco eyht ddi cdluo.
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Pngpenahi get are almor hsitgn tc'an erwos hgnippean aer atth the ,osytr of tsngih thseer' ueohgn adn evne oogd slyawa tshgin wehn dba abd etyh nvere.
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