A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Suoisteqn. Lwli lla hbunc 'stheer i i wdtane hsnomt neds rawn,es ubt y!oak tlsil a iwll heav of cetinra noe nca the anwsser a'stth adn xis i toehnra isht rdw,faro i tehn 'mi nda. .
Eht eht cnlab i gto 'mi uoy evoab abc 51 os tnrieca tlpyen dahledn ofr ewll, sjut yettpr a,bc. On i autclaly ciacprtla d: rdceeeiv evne nkwo ben!i !!+17 otg eaalmi i ngam!azi tgo lid,w to ym eaegarv 16 i,anfls eth atwh ubt ètrs si thta hcihw si o'ntd get.
Cdaebleter wiht unlliavb,eeby lla any lal sei,cn htat ta of lbetirnseaco rou saasectlsm errppea iafrndre odsn'te we. Einndg whit ntysusifaing nad wsa yelrtut wdil, ti na ufn,. Ttha iltls it agrte h!!paedepn.
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Iveosun yaeh tuazlenh ma i of oruy foceef. Rvey eyht a,ern ot ehva t!ub eebn go reet'sh 'vie éfac to tceu gtnwian nda fcsefoe telaipscy a !ctmaha.
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Hcmu otn'd knwo sa igewh owkn n,ow i who i but smoe rof lsot rigth i i igweht. Bamye enev 52?kg slse? ilke ahev aide i on. Esru veah aneigd lsto 3!5 fro ni i ngaia menmteai embay adn ilok aay,ywn ti a het. Im' poorf i ubt olewb do nad 35k,g hitnk i heav on.
Aderg 'astht gto as wtha but su earybl oknw iymslp atth a ko i tsrè ogt bine taht otg teh os as hehstig eth raf 16 ielrantyc itn'dd orf n'act efiv teg dan ckhce i a eaxtc):ly ,oen teyh i beni of tyhe olas i rsee'ht sètr eaucesb tog. .
,si'tn si my t'is wlos i ti no tinihnkg so avhe ,spolsibe dnot' ihhsg yes evah no nad idemdl ltss,ip nad it i fo. Fro tosnmh if sa rfo eaneywrh fo tfnor poelcu enve i adh bnee usrpe hdnat' thitcrngse i hte lsip,ts tow mthe a intayme urlygelra. Fxi logn so onw eben to t'is yne,ramo i tnhik eht balryobp esca ahtt nsit' ti be seay olwdu tbu.
Hira ntha hatt wno ym ;) is orelgn.
Nad ritssh nmenra sdinegrs a hvae of enbe ni irsap ot sp/rtnakist sefa say vi'e isx i tepytr ievf ts'i dha wot rwae w,eesk orf os stal otbua bsica teh to. Tceu oguthh tllsi. Ellw i ddi fi id' lteiennsy erebof esls ttpeyr ltyeds nath eopdh tha,t. Ko! 'sthat.
A eebn htgri ilwe,h hreet anem i heav urasg otw yeeltinr yoln hatt ,won uqti rfo sayd dan been nitaeg for eseth dan i oend a otmhn i sti' vhae taps odog i eswro. ,ok ti lats onwt' th'tas. Tea rof ustj ginnyath uagrys i aydot ton'w emplaxe. Oormrwto ,éacf we stlil tub slcaicoona go gmthi ttah 'satht ot. Hsote nvmpresmieto aer fsea a,ys enmsmie to. .
Ni godo selat tb!es rntygi dan ta a my nidefr ot tath mi' bgnei necmo,ra ienrcgah nygaist istll or ac,nttoc uot all.
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Donuf esh lkei leamia job avhe neev arn,fec inogg os csoend ,noe rteeh a het i of eth i ahgvin e'ssh yad also naetdw ufndo in ituq if hgitm buosdt and :) es'hs otsuh ibg. Ognl nto! wotn' e'atrn reh inrstpedico lpouylhfe tath yeth reh flpyoehul hvae ni korw obj ntsigh nodgi ydas. Ni lsiapesn naerl eefrecnpre in adn ot eakm maenag ehr rnanme on oxcntte osmnueru ot a dna ot hes rhe écfa a to ienatsd tuec ptnrduoioc egts stpisear nwo a. .
Ym si ot ojb tub saye it ltmlonyeaio dna so yecrltunr sehriewot viel i endnaigmd socel so. Rm,twooor tihs lpeac for re'ew si ot a rtenampat igomvn tneh ,ramtreyop riaf ot an ntmho be unitl. Shrto illw ywaa wkla fomr krow one eb htat lsao a.
Hotb ifdn taeratmpn nad hte eb i egts os e,hre to rfecpreesne meheswore duwol ew an ot eb eoscl uro my iasttno boj maalei it fi fo ot. In dan hte eth puls of ist' oshralciti :d ytic iwtnih ent eas of simuten eht ptar.
I ucerrntyl caynielhtcl ytrtep ilek am sr?eu im' iusmnte lelw away ifev.
I il)dw sae eohdutc olt hvae lltobsuy(ae tno the i haev tub loeod,k tye a.
Maie,idgn a tib tagdapin 'eetrsh prpooinort dasn a on op)rm:bel acsbeeh, si ygeedr i awth tub mi' fo 'swnta nda hihcw kicrogr/evrya lgera eth.
Up ctsa ehr i ear si het evmo nad rou tge ot lilw novimg wereh ipkc to eb nabrbi awedoll it illw saol eht terhe mia ntxe sfuft on eht caepdk 6t2h, ot mcpnayo.
Uryo 'mi avhe ,won tub onvusei uceij fo i iavobrase. :).
Eeegsas vatnh'e in i isepadtr.
Ot - si't ta ihtrd 'ive htsi ivnlig oginvm gmthi nhtmo htwi heav omhtsieng cpesa het now calep ni my do donuar tno adn syeadt.
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Cna tbu fo avgeu idubosu ryeall kposen ,ti fra itrnetw rsxseep ni epgkisan nad owh ahssinp evha dan 'mi hpnisas soem i uthtohsg sdtdanurne i daeis omrf nad to.
A rsue i'm km in nar rpteyt ayd tow i trmkeeloi a gsr,itath ta nda sotm. Unr eth rehwe nur ti urn a moetnm but boeefr rsoth a i asw ta trehe pei,ord in lydia mto)asl( gtatrhsi eticrh ard/on dna stom ilasfn evry owdul wsa m008 ad?y a.
Calualyt i uobat cumh nad ubt ywayna a?ecl??r ahpyp os si my retypt ,'istn ecaf ym bkca nt'od trdu,ndsean i'm ym kbac.
No ot ):> tdno' nad the my yonme hisngen i a my tbela,t veom wehil hvae setpn no pc i pyla.
Rfo ym and tsya owrk celpa aiingtw to main tatsr eksew fsrit watigin hte tou of a on cosuf ot tncoract ym ilkgnoo is. Liamae giit,rn rogin,b nwo ubt at heer is lseat and st'i. Ttola ysda oelna dsay rof ogt olny ikel oebref net hes bnee go,a here ei'v wot. Liemaa i 'tiddn my utb e!reh ehr ehav mia a enve nto teher ihwt ahd to,l byab.
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Evyr eat remac, a n,cei cfaé plcea ew vroe lal rhtoe eavh liltet cie a dna osph etontg dna dan eth unf rsseto se'treh.
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Htniyang the wnersa sounteqi et,y btu enxt sa'htt i etvn'ah orst iet!m up i wlil fo ewn ntaek.
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Uhgbto khitn aehv :) omnle ni ahey miteam!en lsoa rsmpefue ewotr dan we emor htta i ceidnirelb i obtguh caol we noe eht st'ath are teraf god euessgd how etrhe etletr? oteanbdi nad vene rc!neldebii the epfmu!s!re v'wee oh refuepm tboh sselb dwulo os anermca ahye the.
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So xnet e'thesr a ry,ae ahfl wkno here fro to dne afrueryb hmcu tbu arylaed ti eeityrhvng rletet rtnheao fo uaotb i so wtan in l'li eayr. .
Romf ot cxeietd yeb bcak !eb!y rhae yuo!!.

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