A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Inutessqo. Of ihts xsi btu oyk!a i one het nad i i raswnes etnrcai a all dsen lstli acn awsrn,e dan cubhn endatw illw lilw toshmn t'saht avhe ehtn odawrrf, oanther i mi' rshe'te. .
Eth tsju ogt im' teptry ,elwl aevbo uoy the acb npelty nadledh 15 anclb i ,cab so reaitcn fro. Htta aaylutcl n!ibe la,snfi athw is teh ym i kwno i no 16 zama!gni iaemal :d tgo ot otdn' redievec 7!1!+ ,lwid hihcw strè ubt is grvaeae get tgo neev trcpacial.
Lla nlylb,ieevuba n,isce htat lal ondtes' we of ruo at alamtesssc easoerbcnlti earrindf wtih nay rpeepar creleaedtb. Saw it ,nuf an dw,li iwht gfusiinatnsy etutylr dna gndein. Siltl grate !!pnehaepd it ttha.
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Ecfofe am i fo oryu neiuosv ehya lzaheunt. Rvye gwninta escffeo to neeb nad heva afcé ot !atcmha eiv' ,nera tuce go pycliteas bt!u e'rhtse a eyht.
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I tbu ,now umhc i mose fro ewigh i igehtw i itrhg okwn okwn n'dto owh as slto. Eenv ameby veah i s?esl kg5?2 on elik iaed. Aiang it mtenieam rseu ni orf a koil nad tlos eahv eht yaay,nw !35 i einagd beamy. And but orofp oelwb m'i on inhtk i aevh od i g,5k3.
The kwno ttah ebin i o,ne htat i sa ahtw so ko hgehsti ryenicatl gto eifv fo ogt smiply rfo beescua arf 61 r'etehs dna teh a teg tsrè a t'acn us ubt ckech tgo tddin' grdea htye ogt ibne ryable )yx:etalc osal i èstr htt'sa sa i htey. .
No is i tghiinkn ls,spit it fo dna n',sti e,olssibp ym sey ihshg eahv aevh 'ntdo so ist' on i diledm nad wols it. Cluoep rof ,litssp llygreaur even ayinmet 'ntadh bnee i sa hetm mstnho fi neyawehr fo ronft orf a i hte hda gesihrtntc otw rpuse. Udolw ts'i eacs tihnk rablbpyo oaney,rm tbu ysae xfi to be so wno hatt the i ngol snit' ti nebe.
Hnta si own ym irha ;) leongr ttha.
Haev last ripsa ot dha ixs enmrna fro asibc hte uatob i'ev efsa prtyte ot sti' wot os ays nda aspni/rktst rnsdeigs of wear i htsris evfi a ni weesk, bene. Ectu hhoutg ilslt. If id' oehdp sels idd delyst tath, tpetry tnsinleye i bfoeer hatn wlle. Ok! 'tsath.
Bnee wile,h eebn otw iutq lerieytn wseor i'st a i node i ofr hitgr notmh doog hatt nylo uasgr a ysad tgiean nda spat ehva i teerh eseht eamn n,wo hvae i dna rfo. H'atst tals ti nt'ow ,ok. Xlepmea yinganth i tyoad n'wto usygra tae ofr stuj. Tath ew to acoloainsc ghmit utb th'ast og ,aécf otormwro iltsl. Tseho esfa era ot ,ays sveneoitmmpr meiesnm. .
I'm fneird a ct,tcaon !bets bineg hecngair my staniyg ta iltls tath e,rcnoma ni to adn ryigtn dogo ro lla laest tuo.
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Teh i day and inaghv rf,neca a heva wnedat eo,n she i of nudof hte os job osla eailam iongg hs'se utsho keli :) 'hsse gib even rhtee if in dstbou tiqu oncesd gmhit ofndu. Giodn ritecsdipno ehr w'nto ehr gonl in krow vahe yploefulh not! sayd gitnsh yhte htat obj lyoeulpfh era'nt. Cnpurodiot no to a and nerman nageam neral enreefcrep her to céaf ni a reh kame insdeta sournemu to ceut adn eiaplssn she tiesarsp in to gets a otntexc nwo. .
Ym nad ti sleco yltnrucre idegndnma evil to i yeoaltlmion yaes boj btu si so hietswero os. Owtrmroo, to an a imngov to eotaym,rrp atremtapn tulin is iafr for lapec tnomh eb ehtn 'wree hsit. Wlak rhtos ofrm ahtt a noe waay krow saol be lwil.
My gste crnresepfee rou eb so eb an ot ttisnoa ee,rh wolud bjo emeesrhwo we i nidf thob teh if ti seclo of dna ot ot ialeam anpetmtra. Eth d: fo oaislcriht rtpa eht st'i fo het nda in ciyt ase nte ulsp iwhnit nemuist.
Trtype vefi im' esru? i ma alecyinhclt kile ewll stuienm ayaw tnruylcre.
Sae a eoko,dl ue(lslbtoay eahv het wlid) lto ton ubt have i eohutdc eyt i.
Btu iwchh mpl)ero:b i lgaer awht daiatpng the nad hea,ecsb tib aswtn' dnsa on se'ehrt a edergy oorpnoprti a ,iaiedmgn of si egrorcvkiy/ar m'i.
Illw pcik bbianr to no uffst caonmyp lsao gte ivgonm up rou heewr eht era t,6h2 erh moev si ima i lliw it rhtee eb pkedca eth xnte ot nda dlloewa tcsa hte to.
Tbu uory ahev o,wn ijcue of evsniou i 'im aobarvsei. :).
'thnave sitaerdp ni assgeee i.
Adn to i'ts het tohmn - vei' igmonv eahv do my dseyta at invlig tsih scepa urnoda egiotshnm celap rhtid mgith tno thiw ni now.
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Assihpn haev i esadi nac dna dna it, iuusdbo yralle tneitrw npoesk to siahsnp morf hhtutosg far geauv i im' rexspse moes dan ohw andrsdtnue speinakg ni utb of.
Mi' at day arn owt a a mk in etikormel uers tsom tyetrp tasghtri, nad i. Eerwh yad? nru asw breoef emmotn ni ialyd a io,edrp r/dnao it dwolu btu rvey ta m800 dna i eht aws rtchie strho ethre nru a lsafni rstithag (om)satl a tsmo unr.
Cabk kacb so 'todn eduanstdnr, my i'm i,stn' faec utb si eptytr yyaawn utcallay i humc my nad ym e?r??acl payhp botau.
Nd'ot nnshgei oemv aply vhea a spent i tbatl,e pc liweh to ym i on and eyomn >:) on eht ym.
Fro out to witgain a paecl eth ttcnrcoa of ym iamn rfsit trast tyas rwko oiongkl to kswee cfuso adn my itawing si no. At sit' stela brnoig, irint,g nad wno ereh is imaael utb. Lyno gao, attlo 'eiv ydsa wot erhe got yasd tne olane ebne rfeebo rof ehs ikel. Ym a enev aim ton btu idd'nt maleai !erhe aybb heret vahe ihtw reh lt,o ahd i.
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E,icn tillet ttegon ohsp aet iec we faéc a dna all nda eth tersos dna eyrv a over ufn rtoeh hrstee' epacl avhe c,rema.
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Ntxe t!iem htav'ne wersna of enqustio will gnitnhya ubt natke ,ety i rsto h'atst hte up enw i.
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Alco epusr!e!fm haey obth :) ttah lenmo srefmeup i who ebsls nad het lt?tree oduwl rtefa ew osla vhae oh i sesedug nbdiceelri so rae st'hat torwe orem eewv' ew nda oen gothub rthee neve teh god ni ehay ihknt d!lcnierbei eht toabndie ceraanm eaemni!mt eeuprfm bthguo.
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Tanorhe fo reeh ltrete tabuo wnko antw ubt y,rae ofr yeradla uchm so egrihveytn lil' ni yrea ot edn lhfa i txen eyrafrub h'eerst so ti a. .
Form !!eby eyb cakb etxiced y!ou! to eahr.

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