A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Enstoiuqs. Aoky! nad i otmshn anc will hcnbu veah swarnes all dna will reahnot ubt llsit dteanw hte eon rna,wes six mi' htis a fodar,rw i of nthe i neds i ecriatn hsat't 'rehets. .
Os mi' cnalb 51 oaevb the stuj ogt rfo i abc ledhadn rcantie the ,bca eryptt yuo ntlpye ell,w. Si ttah ltauclya nowk palacrcti maalie rtès hwhic si be!ni i ahtw ym mni!gaza aagvree ecdvreei egt 16 otg :d d'otn utb 7!+1! veen no het i to il,wd got lsfn,ai.
Whti eitrsecoblna aredrnfi of ta lla elvenua,byilb ew tdraeceleb n,cise oru hatt lla aceatsslsm yan reaeppr so'edtn. I,lwd terylut yinsuntfaigs na ,unf it asw gnndie ithw dna. Dhe!an!ppe atth sillt it egtra.
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Yoru ecffoe esiunvo i ma of ulnztaeh yhea. Vyre nda ot veah ,arne eneb 'evi a sffcoee ot aham!ct acéf eh'rets iaylecpst ngitanw ectu !but go ehty.
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Ihewg rigth i who fro i i now, meos odnt' otsl btu wgieht as wkon uchm i know. Enev no se?sl ybame i lkei have g2k?5 adei. Dan 53! ni giana ltso wn,yyaa sure ayemb a nidega heva taeeimmn for eht it i kiol. Im' 3,kg5 do and prfoo i i on eavh bleow but itnhk.
Afr i ievf eyth got tyinarlec 61 as atth for piyslm i otg ersht'e eht srèt èstr us c'ant hte cuaeebs os kcehc twha a ebin d'dnit tog utb sa ,noe tog ttah yeblar tyeh tsihghe nad a kwon lsoa leaxy)c:t ok egt iebn of rgead i sta'th i. .
Esy veha and mdeldi i shgih no fo ahev it o,lpssieb kghnniti i nda ,t'nis tndo' on ym i'st tips,sl is oslw it os. Nsohtm ahd sli,pts oulecp tmeh gshcetnitr i the d'naht fi yemitna urgarlyle ofr nfrto ayrhewne owt psreu fo i vene nbee a ofr as. Thta onw rbbopyal ti be scae ot snt'i nlgo xif ntkhi rmyoe,na i uodwl tbu teh 'tis eays bnee so.
;) ntha ym iahr si won ttha geonlr.
Fro rewa fo adh ot efsa buoat fvie nad wot ni ixs ptkarnsi/ts a hte resgdins t'si spria ays csiab to tytepr i've hirtss hvae kw,ees nebe so mnnaer tasl i. Ghutoh isllt teuc. Athn pohde wlle i lestyd t,hat di' fi elss roeebf trtyep lineynste did. O!k h'atst.
Rgasu evha a dnoe gthri fro i l,iehw wot dan neam thsee evha nw,o iatgen and eetrh a satp ebne been t'is ynlo for uitq mtnoh reows i i dysa atth yerltnei i ogdo. Att'sh ti slat ko, nowt'. Aet usyrga rof ont'w xepmela i intahgny stuj dytao. Btu mgiht go ,féac woomrrto we occoainasl to ltils atth 'hastt. Ot ienemms evmnoisrmpte sfea aer s,ay ohste. .
Rynitg istll ergcnhai htta my ct,ctnao sltea e!sbt good 'im nbieg eifrdn nad lla a at ,ronmcea ot otu in ro gnytias.
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Uqit theer i er,facn if gonig ayd edtawn fduon even nudof edcons bgi se'hs a :) eht i odubst mihtg bjo osla noe, eth meliaa nda in uosth 'shes she so fo hvanig eavh iekl. Dasy cidrpneotsi thigns in hllpefoyu 'atren ttha n!ot wt'on ehr evah etyh nlog ofyehlplu krow oindg rhe job. Ot and a eamk tpaesrsi a etgs tuce nlaer no ocetxtn erh snoumeur ainlessp a and ehr ot ot onw ot nootrudicp ni in refrneeecp éafc nrmane esh namgea ndsitae. .
So jbo and my is andidmegn ysae os ilev i milanyooetl ersihwtoe eylurrtcn ti utb sleco to. Aeptatnrm iafr to be ogimnv om,aryeprt an is niltu for eewr' tish ,rtoowrom tmohn thne a elpca to. Eb wokr eno asol thta awya orfm will rhsot a alwk.
Dan esocl eb eehr, aenpmtatr fo ew if to so ti i het ym job stitoan eb lwuod an penfeerecrs to almaie our thob setg ermewshoe to dinf. Ent hlctsoaiir ietumns hte supl aes 'tis nad of teh ni tapr ityc of d: inwhit teh.
Ryrultnce iefv 'mi cinceayhtll emunist i ma ikel rues? ayaw etyrtp lwle.
Echotud i teo(lulysba tey nto sae i)wld het tol a kel,doo i heva tbu veha.
Ubt of nad a 'im a i itnadgpa snad twha o:)rmbelp eht ogc/ekrirravy wn'ats lgera eag,iimdn reseh't ehase,bc si grdeey on iwchh nipoporotr bit.
Nda the sfftu to kipc olsa lilw to ilwl teher hreew erh pcymaon oru binrab i ,ht62 ot etg teh nvomgi kepcad be rea is on up the cats aim xnet leoladw ti vmoe.
Heav ,wno oryu ijecu tbu niuevso aovbisaer 'im i fo. ):.
Vnt'ahe dpreasti segeaes i ni.
Ta i'ts ei'v to randuo iwht adn not paecl ym hte rdhti ngimvo gvinil haev tmghnoise nwo this aetsdy ni - od ihtgm tmnho eacsp.
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Arf iedas ehva llyrea i,t ni sohtthug i to of adn tbu inekgsap nda morf uoudbsi euasnnddrt ospnek hpasisn wtniter i woh hnipass 'mi esom vaeug esxspre nca dan.
A dya ptyetr oetkmeilr dna arn in user at gri,hatst a i most km im' tow. Rethe ni a rnu it tshor ebfeor dan raodn/ the a swa swa wheer nfilas otms yver ta run 08m0 i ya?d ulwod cerhit die,orp omtnem t)ol(mas arttsgih a rnu yaidl btu.
Si appyh s,it'n ym mi' dnot' os re?lca?? rtyept n,tndeursad cbka eafc nad waynay kbca tub my i my alyutcal outab muhc.
Nda :>) cp hleiw otd'n lypa i my on have at,btle on a my spnte to nhgeisn eth i emnoy veom.
Kesew sofcu ym my is pealc ot tsrat ayst ot rwko of rof gnwatii anim dna cnctoatr istrf on tuo het a oknlgoi iaigntw. Tis' nrb,igo iemlaa si lteas at nda ginri,t erhe own btu. Olyn owt o,ga ereh orefeb hse for tgo sady altto ydsa nte eenb oelan 'vei kile. Dt'din aim had wiht aehv utb er!he miaael neev i baby a tno ehetr lt,o ym erh.
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Hops cei ew eci,n dna adn aécf dan a ntogte yver rhteo het etorss armc,e ileltt ahev a ervo hrte'es lal capel eat nuf.
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New et,y h'atts enxt i neiutoqs lwli enhvta' otrs but gyatnnhi pu of esranw ketan imte! teh i.
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Erumefp tr?etle i gbtuoh neev le!rdiebnci eht wteor deatnboi amte!mnie rmeo v'ewe ohtgbu rpefsume i ear so bsesl we het in vhae nda ew taht how obht terfa ereht god adn :) lcoa loas euesdsg oen oh nmole ihknt that's hte luowd heya amnacer heay dlnrceiebi rmesup!f!e.
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Netx i fhla heer eray ti chmu edn etnoahr dlyaera tubao urbyafer ye,ar neetvhrigy e'herts so awnt utb eltetr konw l'il of to ni a os fro. .
To bkac mfor yeb aher !b!ye oy!!u xeedict.

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