A letter from Oct 07, 2024

Dear baby, Idk what I feel about me?I like me,but I don't know if i am lovable. I do find me pretty but maybe I am just lying to make myself feel better. I feel so insecure by the way I look. If only I was pretty, I would have had him. I want him so much that it hurts but me not being pretty makes me so insecure that I can't get myself get closer to him even though I want nothing more than to be closer to him. I like him. So can you make me pretty? Ik it's all about mindset but we all know that this face card declines every where. I know I shouldn't be insecure, or I shouldn't think about him, it's frustrating. I don't enjoy living anymore Yours,