A letter from Sep 29, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear Future me, Im going to stay late for you, im going to care for you, i am going to work hard for you, those sweat and tears, i am going to study so hard u are going to be so proud. I would do anything for you. That’s why i am going to start this Winter Arc 2024. Because i want to focus on myself and improve my mental and physique health. I want to achieve a better mental health, physique health, being kinder, having a better skin, feeling good in my skin, studying with a good mindset, thanking Allah for everything, fasting for health and imaan, being close to Allah, doing my daily adhkar, not bullying someone, when seeing doha almubasher say sorry to her and ask forgiveness, be kind to everybody, respect everybody especially my parents, talking as a muslim women, soft and calm, having the skill to cook moroccan food, having respect to everybody and not shouting. I want to get the following things done: - graduating at VWO - studying 6 years for VWO, not more. - having a healthy muscular body My struggles are: - my almost dead grandma, the love that i have for her is endless, never-ending - myself, i think everything is hard, and give up too fast I want to be a strict, smart, muscular, respectful, kind, succesful woman who is proud of herself. Hey Safae! Im at a hard period in my life, where i dont pray, dont do my adhkar, dont do my homework, have a almost dead grandma, cry 3 times atleast everyday, have a very bad mental health, hate myself and just survive every day, thats why i saw the Winter Arc and wanted to start it. Exactly on day one of the Winter Arc, i have a geography test, im curious if im going to score hard. I sleep very late and wake up late, where is the real Safae? Where is it? Thats why im writing a letter to my future self. Bye Bye, see u later. 21.33 (ur 14 y old past Safae) 29-9-2024

Epilogue

9 months later

The following is a letter from December 30, 2025, delivered from the past by FutureMe

Dear FutureMe,
Hoe gaat het?
Mentaal ben net niet zo stabiel namelijk.
Ik ga naar...

Injm ki en rhso,tocolsp 4/27 peaasmlitr kkij ed met sfmli en neb dosbeses ybos emt dmsaark en is ir,vjeekls n,elefoto mn.
Ietseltnlu obhyb en is m. Ene monetm sta nejtes bhe ej kmaa 8,5 emoio ej eldmdideg naa ode kjrgi ? ne dgjkaesli fo euisrwkh en cjifrse? tdi po 01 netotrek jij ne elunlttise ik gno ej jji. Ik steb mn otem thec dgoe agta doen liingkeje elw eterb raam eth. Tda neiamd en cocttan phoo neit emt emh ayhay beh vneer ook drsean en vere tsogetp creoettatcn ijj ki. Niam po nrlaepodh a,j is heb je ej naa eht ne oeh ong agat ode een ne dit ja ugrslgte ej nerwuots neb mjin dilneifneag etm eoh het nciti?edo knd,teaoow gtaa emt aetgsrt je en xaneme zo oz mnetom adgea?n. Lneysa et ik gelrede 2260 ik eitn mo goneeg zefl ahwnetc ik ne dat kan hbe bne,. Geebnnni aajr <3 idt rtfpeec teilsufan cepftre ga ik en.
Saafe xoxo ej jcseath.
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Hye hte eodg tme aatg me etjhaes,c. Uno inet rm gie is koe eth helaeaml. Ebn nlamtae bteaerlsi atw ik. Scotporohsl ook ed aarn ki ag. X2 mdaan rpe. Is miesatlpra rpecfte. Oedg idrenie nou aelgv. Uur 222300/ ekwkra om dnro aplas enb en 6 ki. 00. Etm sbsoesed soby ik bne. Teh is ctaeeecpr dta nee fite. Ezonrkao eme te en de ebh gnaa dergele om mnagead re ouiteeknz. Rfgnieak vtoozaraerk tdtenok leal ehb awt armad ni ehle etcy/luekscn nee nm nevle ki. Nu ik daakmr inte zo ebsdoess aram kjik erwe een. Ed neanmn rjalsaohoc lkraa la tcho neostte vrobijoo i izjn si. Nutlesteli aatg nak wle brtee ki dstsee arma. Ene nav ode ebetej lasle ki. Ijmn nzji ahhhaaa rshtgaci srjefci. Ik 9 nosdt 11 gddemeedil ats re mjin k(i dit rnttokee aaj!r) ne. Si iatsbeel 5 ene. 5. Hcte eoerrfv ekre itd ayhay rlaarfoe neb ik grtesi tem cteeacrtnno gsotetp. Ggeetadcrotercunte elw usd mhu beh ik m. Eforvre rmaa ehtis tostegp. Wrnae idt ???????? ????? ???? amasalmaa ????? n:roedwo ?? nz leattas. Tad ja hmu ne. Me jkkniebe ki ik odaewtokn zuc adra tme jnmi rmaah eaiktskkrlgned dwaera thsecol rmt owruv kile deerou teopstg ki tme tanel nee rnmann ga enti oord ben ben. Nmji rfiugu sartk mioo in. Doeg hhaa ehle dnhlpaero tgaa. Lelsp het i ekbro. Ismuc was eht elpsl. Hooadltpr eebrt ezonrd evle ne ej snelerl bne ej ikeumz sla. Cusof eefjzl po onrgdoa aomnaedeing ne. Zie eikjveenrgl rrbaeposoatvel eerandn je ne indgne tgene met uti ofdho ik nimj o,arndgoa mlzfee bifjl nka sturig dema tien in aan atshc ni ,itd mijn la:soz stiednj. Rtebe sdu is wel injm eiodctni. Fangiledine yhbob nbe jnim tniegene ki si unuu avn antw the eht ana. Eied ik neb in haaahh esoettn alvge alakr met tem chloo,s. M ag po tid cpfrete haaahh ebh vbeinjl ik dkeijgle wo4v gtneaoslef ittzne hjraloocsa ki. Glerii oxox je ureftu fasae 03. 6. 0622. 284:2. Hteef uur enteg jaaj!aaaj!jj)a tisepaenl en 3 ldenednar chsanst -32 eowngenn rok(omka aagdnva -11 mo tme.

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