A letter from Sep 29, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear Future me, Im going to stay late for you, im going to care for you, i am going to work hard for you, those sweat and tears, i am going to study so hard u are going to be so proud. I would do anything for you. That’s why i am going to start this Winter Arc 2024. Because i want to focus on myself and improve my mental and physique health. I want to achieve a better mental health, physique health, being kinder, having a better skin, feeling good in my skin, studying with a good mindset, thanking Allah for everything, fasting for health and imaan, being close to Allah, doing my daily adhkar, not bullying someone, when seeing doha almubasher say sorry to her and ask forgiveness, be kind to everybody, respect everybody especially my parents, talking as a muslim women, soft and calm, having the skill to cook moroccan food, having respect to everybody and not shouting. I want to get the following things done: - graduating at VWO - studying 6 years for VWO, not more. - having a healthy muscular body My struggles are: - my almost dead grandma, the love that i have for her is endless, never-ending - myself, i think everything is hard, and give up too fast I want to be a strict, smart, muscular, respectful, kind, succesful woman who is proud of herself. Hey Safae! Im at a hard period in my life, where i dont pray, dont do my adhkar, dont do my homework, have a almost dead grandma, cry 3 times atleast everyday, have a very bad mental health, hate myself and just survive every day, thats why i saw the Winter Arc and wanted to start it. Exactly on day one of the Winter Arc, i have a geography test, im curious if im going to score hard. I sleep very late and wake up late, where is the real Safae? Where is it? Thats why im writing a letter to my future self. Bye Bye, see u later. 21.33 (ur 14 y old past Safae) 29-9-2024

Epilogue

9 months later

The following is a letter from December 30, 2025, delivered from the past by FutureMe

Dear FutureMe,
Hoe gaat het?
Mentaal ben net niet zo stabiel namelijk.
Ik ga naar...

Ifmls shool,cposrt altsmeapri de mte ikkj en mn s,ekeljirv ki en 47/2 jnmi byso ,otneolef rmkdaas en enb emt boseseds si.
Ne m uiselntlet si hbbyo. 85, ne ijj grjki ene ne uiwkserh ej motmen ej op doe ettoerkn ebh iljdeagks ana ne j?sicfer ? sjeent oeimo 10 jji tid gdleemidd ogn sat ki ej aamk fo tiuelelnts. Eejngkili ki teh maar best beert wel ehtc odge mn noed gtaa etmo. Verne emh eteaotrccnt ik tnaoctc atd emt ne hopo bhe ook tine ne yaayh inmeda vree eardns jij gteptos. Tem aagt tgsraet eexamn naa je odnk,oewta mjni si rgutgles tid oetmnm eang?ad nwoserut ogn ne ne hoe op ianm j,a je taga tem ebh zo oz heo c?itidneo the je nrdlhoepa ediineflnag ej en een bne aj eod eht. Ank dlgeere enctwha zlfe om 2260 tad te geeogn ne ik neb, ki heb niet aesnly ki. En jara rfectpe ga ftsiaulen ik <3 nniebneg pceefrt itd.
Je eashctj safea oxxo.
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Yhe emt aatg gedo me het ehejasct,. Tein uon si mehalela eth rm egi eko. Awt ik neb tlnaema erlibtsea. Ag oko ki sopotrhcslo nara ed. Manad x2 per. Peftrec si rtmpalsaei. Ieienrd egvla doge uon. 6 nbe om uru rdon 220/203 ne wkraek ik aapls. 00. Dsesbeos tem yosb ki nbe. Eetpccare the eitf een dta si. En anga beh edeelgr edmngaa eoiketzun om eem konroaze de er te. Taw heel nm edktnto ik een efkanrgi damra ni hbe lela luytckc/esen evnle ervtzkraaoo. Armdak ki oz jkik ene arma un esesbdos itne eewr. I ed aosalocrhj arlak al tohc teotens si vorobijo iznj nnanme. Ik dsseet lwe ltluieenst eetbr nka gata arma. Van ik sllae nee eetbej ode. Hhaahaa jimn rsitghca csjirfe jinz. Tsa ne itd er jr)!aa sondt 9 tnretoke 11 i(k mdegeidled mjni ik. 5 beaseilt si nee. 5. Veeforr ik rolferaa ahayy neb sitegr dit ehct reke totnccneaer otetgsp emt. Rrudcegoetnceatgte uhm dsu hbe m ik wle. Ptogset eorvfre sethi mara. Nrod:weo ???? ????? nz ltteaas ?? dti nerwa smlaamaaa ???????? ?????. En hum aj adt. Dltkngirsaeekk hmaar ag ik nbe ik enjbkeik ruowv raad em aaderw injm otptegs enb nnnram etnla etm tien oodr nee ki kile mte mrt oawkoednt otcsehl edureo zuc. Fiuugr moio ni jinm akrts. Agat hhaa ehel gdeo rdnoalpeh. Kerob i teh llpse. Eth lsple uismc aws. Ej drzoen las rnseell neb vlee ej umkeiz beetr dtlhrpoao ne. Usofc aoinaengmde po oaondrg jlefze en. Amde eingdn naa di,t nka ntege ijnm ik ne rsuigt injm hoodf jnseitd draa,onog ni uit z:slao ej tein in ezlmfe evkglnireje tem jlfib areednn ascht ize eoraaesvlpobrt. Sdu teber lew indteioc injm si. Nawt si jinm eht ki yohbb aan anv nefadlgeini uuun neetigne teh enb. Nbe eide laark in ik etm ttsoene ahahah vaelg mte oo,shlc. Hhahaa ebh ofeesaglnt op ag arloahscjo ki m ki beviljn o4vw nzetit dit jikdlege cteefpr. Ligier 03 aaefs ej oxxo etrfuu. 6. 2026. 4228:. Tleipesna neoegwnn eefht sncstha moar(okk vaagdna aajj!!jaajja)a -32 om ngete en drlendean ruu 3 tem 11-.

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