A letter from May 24th, 2024

Dear FutureMe, my love for him is getting stronger every single day and i don't know what to do , i'm honestly starting to panic because what if i can't move on for ever? is this gonna be it? him or none for real?? i tell everyone i'm done and i moved on but jokes on me i did NOT and it's seems like i will never do , what breaks my heart is he doesn't even know about my feelings, like i'm struggling all alone and he is just living his life, god bless him i hope he's happy and healthy i wish him the best life a human being can have, sometimes i wonder if he even knows my name , it's been two years and couple months now and i still the same or even worse, i don't know what to do anymore how to feel and how to forget, i heard that he doesn't wanna have any kind of relationship these years and he is just focusing on himself and his studies , it's fine i'm gonna be just fine, i hope his life will be as he wish and even better and if he's not mine i wish a beautiful soul gets him and treat him well because he deserves the best, i wish me the best for me too even if it's mean not him