A letter from May 08, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear Leen, How are you? The last time we talk it was after your birthday. You got what you wanted like I said Allah work in mysterious ways. Oh but uhh we lost our father in the end... maybe Allah knows he hinder our growth. Maybe it was a doa that you and he makbulkan finally. But we lost him may he put him in Jannah and let him get what he deserves. I know you have been crying,silently, alone, including in the car... just trust in him. You could cry a river and he will make it happen. You are doing a good job.He's there watching always watching. Hang in there. You still remember him don't you, selit his name in Dua and let He do the rest. He have meet us again maybe he will help us see him again maybe this time there will be a bud growing. Peace be Upon you myself, and always stay strong.

Epilogue

7 months later

Hey there future old me, its June now in 2025. Im currently sad trying to finish an email...

I nagai idfn a so thta duclo jbo. Niessbsu hurghot dtind teg the. . . Won 8ht2 efrat by rithg earhrd but teg lrallteyi ot sit we hrbtiday eornaillismi not tnggtie era ym. Doa aaafhr iitnknhg nigod ym ofr better ta a tlsae of dna dohjo dna was mba hatt sa. Tdlo he hte uytcron him fi go si saylfe fo elt em ehter i uot. Nidntsicoo em stco all ctetpor nad ni good su etm at.
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For i eh have lylafi,n aws i otn sa him laso ownk ainga tel em go. Tpu noe i upt nyol sa tcwei in hlala in rou tpha notisaitu tath my dao stdeeip he eth mhi my is. Iwhtuot htta vere to if ti onlsse ilek eyh od a erdiw wlli twna htrate uoy tenegim nssicrpe guy atht is a he me eh ngvgii a ouy.
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He igeilgrnn ehtre tlisl is asdssne me si tub i kwno inacgthw. Ipshgun thgri dna me het ta miet lacep. .

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benamaraaya05:

11 months ago

May Allah gives you the strength you need 🩷 may him put your father in the highest of his jannah

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