A letter from Feb 13, 2024

Dear Sheena, Honey, you're all grown up now. 16, going 17! You wrote this on February 13th, 2024 at 11:26PM. You've read a few old letters you wrote to yourself years ago and it made you want to write one again. There are so many challenges that befell you this year but you know it's because of your own doing. These moments, you wished you were able to actually do what you're capable of doing. I also don't know what's stopping you. You also wished you weren't so lazy TT. You're in Grade 10 - Mabini currently, always nervous about scores. Santino and you are okay, still going on (i dont know how we do it but here we are anyway😭). Nothing much has changed, but when something did, it changed big time. You're doing well, thankfully. You also wished your sleeping schedule was more stable cause it clearly isn't. I want to say that I'll always be soooo proud of you (just don't be so lazy). My love for you is overflowing, happy birthday! You're 17 now, how does it feel? I hope you're happy :) Continue being the kind person you are, okay? Do not let anything faze you. If you think you're doing something wrong, ask anyone if you are. Do not be afraid. You have a sort of pixie cut 😠😠😠😠 Thank you for withstanding your struggles (if they're even real, char). Thank you for being kind, loving and caring. Deep inside, you care alot but you just don't know how to express it. I hope you finally do because so many people also need your love in this world of difference. You're still on kpop, reading aus and manhwas right? By this time, I hope you finally decided to write Sand Beneath Shallow Waters. Do not let Sinta and Siju down like you did with Sam and Zeph 😭. Keep pursuing what you really want, okay? Make it a habit to open up to God when you feel like no one will be sympathetic enough to listen. Apologize for your mistakes. Be verbal. Say what you really mean. Again, happy birthday, Sheenacakes. You know I love you so much. From: The Sheena on Feb132024, 11:40pm