A letter from your tired past self

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, I'm bored in my bed. I don't want to play The Sims 4 and I just took a nap. I could go on Discord and talk to folks there, but my "social battery" is empty. I'm enjoying my alone or rather my truly alone time. Let me explain (as if you didn't know). I spend most if not all of my days in my bedroom, only coming out to eat or use the bathroom. I'm living like a rat. My bedroom is my living room, study room, and kitchen all at once. For example, I'd say I left this room only four times. It's 5:44 PM. Yeah. My truly alone time is now. I have no contact with the outside world, whether through social media or the people living with me. I didn't even take a shower today. I avoid my "roommates" as much as possible. I don't want to be a source of trouble or criticism. Is it social anxiety? Maybe. Anyway, they barely saw my face. I'm still in my underwear and if it weren't so cold in the Bay Area, I'd be sitting at my table wasting my time on my computer. I should be studying for the written driving test, yet here I am, procrastinating and complaining about it. Well, it seems I'm starting to use this website like a journal, even though this letter will probably be public. How about you? Are you also withering away wherever you are? I hope you're out and about, like your past self. Maybe you even started organizing again. Anyway, have a nice day/night. As for me, I'll probably write more letters or find a way to leave my room to eat dinner. The sun has already set. It's cold out. Let's try to have a nice rest of our day. Writing this with an unwashed and unsavory face, Your Past Self.

Epilogue

about 17 hours later

Dear Past Me,

You're doing better. Way better!
In fact, you moved out of your city and you're living with five pets! It's a lot, I know, but you manage...

'id it etyrtp sya wlel. .
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I hsti onw uoy ahtt ttha dveircee r’oeyu rdseedeps et,ertl leteyinfid ellt can i lanyilf.
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It stju yet you nhe’vat ilreedaz. Utohg egts atht nad mees iesmt i ehyt nowk tebter it rae tub. Fiel adei in hist ofr nset treeh yrsae ttleer whta and hvea ouy tuo oyu oyu rfueut the sohdl no. Rosepn a ’uroey eiahprp. Betrte ays eyour’ di’ eevn a rspeon. Hrtee sitll oednmiten ttah yneiatx ouy nefrtnulayuot is. A colisa oury but an aegnam vogmin os a i by yitnxae nrifedfet t’dnwolu ticy to epoelp tis’ say noe emt y’vueo tugrboh waay uoy roem uyo ahtn. Adem ey’ouv frindes wne. Desrfni lwel ostl as uye’ov. Uyo tihs all esesm vrey to vauge. Uoy egnyer e’ovuy ntaw phie,arp to’nd agndei ,onkw ear yuo vhryngetei to oyur i plosi. O’vuey lsiem akbc ryou dgeani. Edererapap sha uroy tdaenw yreetvginh tspa bcka mfro oyu. Otsl uoy olas veah nhgtis eoms. Nerfisd ocen niaga ujts omes lppeoe dna tno. Fro rufeut iexst e’yuvo nssee fo freebo a edrda atth neidga ’itddn ryou. Sdhlo ni teh ta wehn okol ta eelf floyeusr also uoy ees awth oeoenms erndwo oyu but sitem adn uyo tlos atedwn ,rrmiro erftuu vo’uye ot the eb asywla. Evvoginl lufoewndr nad ttha ahs tlils she and es’hs kaeump dna nad hse etgar si rnspoe he’ss anzamgi adn no llo ilemss. Hre love yuo udolw. Yuo ovle ulowd tmeh. Vu’oye more olas enbe zgrinigaon. Nda more dgoo itrvsppoue fo nhta whmo uoy tno ni a yr’euo uhmc and neo,ayrm dsirnfe yuo eht tbu rnerpat in kbera uyo btu faec bsecuea ppeloe ttyerp ityc evry dah hniepgl back hnte okrewtn you aesrf veha iltls era erhtetog a orem oden ’vyoeu eeths esnic ulidb ear aetk yor’ue alclitoiply uyor os yuro ,rsadeegrls sarosen oyu mtny,mociu lla o’yreu to ropupst lnodivve cnialfani anc uoy aignmei to a had thwi uoy sinttrga. Mngeeti ouy royu mdea hatt lief ’id eallycr ash say ethm t,trbee. Of tdn’o ipnac ihts ot ntd’o lal sya f,tre. Iogncm is phel. Ocignm tsi’ cuikq. You loev i. Ktea hlfepu,yol a horsew ouy noos. .
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Lefs ruyo urutfe.
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P. ’oyllu s vxol : ceridvso. Tahw ni ’mi ?baotu otd’n a :) wfe nwko rof ees srluoyfe gtnlika louy’l.

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