A letter from your tired past self

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, I'm bored in my bed. I don't want to play The Sims 4 and I just took a nap. I could go on Discord and talk to folks there, but my "social battery" is empty. I'm enjoying my alone or rather my truly alone time. Let me explain (as if you didn't know). I spend most if not all of my days in my bedroom, only coming out to eat or use the bathroom. I'm living like a rat. My bedroom is my living room, study room, and kitchen all at once. For example, I'd say I left this room only four times. It's 5:44 PM. Yeah. My truly alone time is now. I have no contact with the outside world, whether through social media or the people living with me. I didn't even take a shower today. I avoid my "roommates" as much as possible. I don't want to be a source of trouble or criticism. Is it social anxiety? Maybe. Anyway, they barely saw my face. I'm still in my underwear and if it weren't so cold in the Bay Area, I'd be sitting at my table wasting my time on my computer. I should be studying for the written driving test, yet here I am, procrastinating and complaining about it. Well, it seems I'm starting to use this website like a journal, even though this letter will probably be public. How about you? Are you also withering away wherever you are? I hope you're out and about, like your past self. Maybe you even started organizing again. Anyway, have a nice day/night. As for me, I'll probably write more letters or find a way to leave my room to eat dinner. The sun has already set. It's cold out. Let's try to have a nice rest of our day. Writing this with an unwashed and unsavory face, Your Past Self.

Epilogue

about 17 hours later

Dear Past Me,

You're doing better. Way better!
In fact, you moved out of your city and you're living with five pets! It's a lot, I know, but you manage...

Ays i'd ti llew rtypte. .
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Won nca e,teltr i ue’oyr ttah i defelitiny fniayll you hatt sedpeserd etll tsih vdeecrei.
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Ehv’atn oyu jtsu it ieezdlra ety. Othug estim aer they okwn atht i dna tterbe ti ubt mees steg. Dhosl aied hte snte tawh for nda eavh no tuo uyo uufrte eilf yasre yuo you shti ni rtelte three. Riaphpe a pesonr ryueo’. Sya a d’i pnerso rtebte ’euryo neve. Moinendte ouy si lsitl ntixaye htta laueyfutnornt rtehe. A v’yeou sti’ but say a thorugb oyu met maeagn ycti rmoe you to acisol oen os rouy na lppoee tunol’dw i tnah teridneff aiyxnte inomvg by away. New ’ouevy made ednfrsi. Sa lelw dsrneif slto vo’uey. Vgeua itsh ot lla yerv meess uyo. Nagied uyor ouv’ey i are not’d heviyrtneg hiepa,pr oyu nwta ouy oknw, plsoi eynger to. Yeo’vu ryou lmsie giande cakb. Ruoy taps cabk erpreaepad hsa egvnieryht uyo rfmo nwdaet. Uyo evha laso ltso shgtin mose. Some nad nto fsdenir once agnia utjs eeplop. Fro of idn’dt a snsee addre vyoue’ iendga oryu beoref ruutfe eistx htta. Lyrsuofe dna oasl dwtnea oyu ’uovye okol slawya oldsh eefl the ouy oslt at ot in hnwe thaw mstie ro,mrir hte at ouy tfuuer reodwn osmoeen ese be utb. On ’sshe dan mkuaep adn atht feldonruw ’sehs si nda and azagnmi opesrn llsti ssimel oelnvgiv ehs oll hsa etrga she nad. Ouy owlud oelv erh. Wuold mhet uyo olev. Oinrnzgagi nbee ’oevyu rome osla. Sneci tub are you itpueovprs tagtrins so acn mwoh godo dna oeyr’u tciy lslit orme eepopl adn iamigen ahd ear a srouppt mmt,yuncoi ndeo yre’ou to orme the uoy idenfrs ’oruey ton lla ouyr ni arnprte yuo emon,yar vyer inlovdev ni a tnrewko you ehva fo tgteoreh etesh earfs oyu umch yrttpe ubt erkab kabc tihw ot a neht ahnt rdesrgase,l npigehl ’yvueo uory efca iptlicyolal ouy keat had bdlui nliaicnaf yuo sronesa sbuecae. Atht amde ’di uyo asy htme oury ete,rtb lycarle ntmeeig hsa flei. Htis of nd’to lal ’dnto cipna sya e,frt ot. Nimgco is pleh. Goincm t’is cukqi. Ouy i voel. Etka hsower yuo a onos o,lyephluf. .
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Ruuetf eslf royu.
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P. Cvdeisor lvox : s llo’yu. To?abu :) see few a in ikalntg waht d’ont o’lluy rfo uesofrly nowk m’i.

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