Dear FutureMe,
If I read this I’m still alive and my 14 year old self writing this is proud of you💞
Epilogue
over 2 years later
Hey i’m still alive but to be honest i wish i took my life when i wrote this when i was writing this it was really only me my best...
Emti cleso fisrned uajil aveh etim irefdn in ym i lief eabusce ahs she ta this tna’ws deifnr ahtt srado dt’ind to ta sjtu asw so eollyn i opurg lalery rhe own nad erylla. Ym fro thur oelv tub i i to me ltsil dna tasy wno glisenef ti yreev oshet fo aveh ongna ti’s erac efli nad but giknta mhi lief didt’n heav nad od me now buoat when i yda tbu llyear i’m klie eabeucs tkhni ym tkae uatob esam aehv ti ahtt tndd’i nuqcacneisata i at 14 d’dnti nda ym ddi eth paepnh nikht i erfat nuqnacistea,ac os mi’ t’hswa i tub i i eh aleb i eth not obtua autbo ot dha tanw me just dna i esarc flei veha. Yaaw adn i im’ tuhr teh lfee oegs rweso rvene lkie iapn evne. Ujst a ackb rmeo eoscm it to asyalw me tensho adn morf oyu be enve hhiwc ehasp neefdrift rsthu htwi ro ni. Hits to ttah hpapy bcka tiwer tno im’ m’i beal to. Kaem me ,ifel htosen eksma osiuesr utb elki gisnht cuesa i ti no lelrya d’ditn itnagk idd’nt wsa i i utb to ddi wwo i ni nda ym i wsih it eb. So now ’renat ylalre lefi trgae tihrg gigon. Iwht het ym awy ont i’m olok ydob phpay or i. Sujt i mi’ ni ot slmyef tno udse ntdinoecf sa be. M’i a olt iths viaghn efsmyl ssogc-inseguend ’mi a in i eyar nda fo tol too eoulbrt in ymesfl dubto and tog. Eth ro my od be i to fluat it sflee menaroy ym yromnea ahng so stju asw eosnra we act’n and snhmitego me did eilk em mmietseos flsee otu nda whti edoyirbfn nwo tinhagyn dse’not he ielk it adn wnat well it wyh sit’ i dna oeehrgtt. Ehnw **** it tis’ get and wokn mnia si ilwl my my idnttsa lwil eh ckab for selef iekl githn i leba but eb wnok tath hmi i csdera cant’ and ew wno cisne evi’ ngiignbne eurs adn twna jsut revy ende to trehe tge eh atht aevh no lwli i not sah i iatw i yntnaihg fo out i vnee utb i deolr that tgsgbei grtveyiehn heongu ew teh all atiw omer it ikle hrtig o,lt ’herset say ujst nad ioqtenus acbk, rteogeth fare eivg wno li’l cabk dna is we adn ikel itsh ,eb ’sit sepupsod aemtrt eacus ym asecueb rfo asy aer sjtu asecu ot nca be mhi si somec ’im my neeb and a anc i eeapnhpd tbu be awht eh nygathni a wkno mhi emgdane sda em stap hwo eewr’ oittanius olhosc for nehw hmi naht tnod’ me for ustrh hwta orffe do dan i het got ohw grli ot rtoetheg thwa. Dan of atht ist’ rwaea ’im ngeuoh ton yrev. Nad so ’hse eht wthi adn utb ni aehv ti he i fiydbrnoe yazcr eopn i do sdia ihm iodfnyerb ot i ym ti nad ubato rtsif elik i v ttha i trsfi i nda edxietc os ase,f irstf irrg,aema ym my a elef waann hwort s’ti ot to ubt litl chhiw nanwa so aznmgia levo oen utb i m’i otl uesebca od od etiggnt aols ’ist me undfo me smake i my ikel i adn a owh i imonegsth and hmi wita ot adn worse dna was i up nad ta’sth outesiqn adrsc ,mih hncgea gte ostl sya onw lsmyfe os ,wkon heva my all nda d’tno niteryvgeh loev was i. Way hintgany ont’d d’ton i ym i efca eth keil how or oolk ni i ielk. Yast ot erfoevr i alrley natw su geroteth. Wtan orvrfee this i. Ntaw mhi i ofreerv.
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