A letter from June 13th, 2023

In tiem ta nirfed cseubea stih asw rados oescl usjt i flie yleral ta atnw’s ehs i dan ttah edfirn dit’nd guorp eahv onw erh to my firsnde nyelol so eitm elraly has aluij. ’sawth flie mi’ nwhe atubo sarec leab ifel kile heva em tkae em ubtao ti ihm tbu tikhn i saty td’ind i sacnaqectunia he giknat hda em my teh uatbo ceseuba ifel utb ayrlel steoh ym i to nad tuhr twna ’im i btu i ofr usjt ta hvea i tihkn yad did nda iltls ndtd’i teh so to i that fo aecr od s’it i lengefis aehv 14 adn ti naogn and heav pepahn ddn’ti rveey nda wno trfea tuanq,aecciasn asme ym elov i i batou onw tno tbu. Napi htru sego keil ’mi ayaw elfe erven i dna sroew hte nvee. Nad twih ot nvee a abkc wchhi tusj rmeo rthsu it be em ro semoc ndtfeiefr ormf ni uyo hnoste esaph slywaa. Bcka ’im im’ ot ihts iwrte leba htat to otn pahyp. Eruosis eothsn keli sithng ti me dtn’di saw lief, i it hsiw nt’did lrayle be ym oww i no nda ni tbu giknat did i to kaem esamk i ceuas i utb. Gogni now iefl eartg os an’etr htigr reyall. Dybo awy i’m or i ym ont wiht hte kolo phayp. Ni fcnndotie tjsu ’mi ot as myfels sude nto be i. Nda lot lot in and tihs arye ’mi too uolrbet melysf ni tog butod ’im a a iuesngnegoss-dc i fo yelsmf ngiavh. Raoesn and moyrena i wiht wsa lutaf and my tsi’ be i the ot tujs ohnsgtmei eemssmtoi nad eh ekli do so own ogteehrt me aymreon ro ddi eefsl ti tcan’ hagn ti lelw ielk ywh eirfoydbn em ew want efesl my it sndoe’t ghniatyn uot and. R’wee ym **** he dna uot kwno dppoesus ays kile aer nqetosui cesua ledor ackb a ym eht uasce tsiitnaou eehst’r tniadst earf ot ermo and him utsj eb no to gtsgebi adn lwil spat pdphneea of ’mi asy ilwl ash is seru i me kabc tgnhi ton hmi nagmdee i hawt nede gtetrohe be hatw labe a usjt nac hits irlg ew but em t’is wehn rohtgete aehv yehintrveg he i is tath ownk si cna we evyr arcsed ,otl ,bcak dot’n nebe asd i i usbecae won i smeco ngnathyi dan main ac’tn giev for yngnaiht but mhi woh hatt eroff lli’ my evne i twha utb hougne eb ot kiel etehr st’i dan tge ritgh gte i ttha thsru do stuj isecn tnwa fro it we etatrm ibignegnn nda wno for him eh all i ohw tog wlil ,be olsohc wokn keil adn hte iawt iwta tahn ’eiv wnhe my lfees nad ti rof. Hgnoue tno ’tsi i’m taht aewra and vyre fo. I dan i arcsd eon idenoyrbf lla sya tirnegyehv qseotuni hwo ’tis adn vhea v nodt’ difenbyro eh irstf i a nda tbu irfst ym ecbaseu so tlil egt sfemly efel do eksam it i sloa anwna to ym os ubt so siftr lot dsai ’tstah i ghitmones czary anwan do i,hm nwo up imh dfuno ,arageirm s,aef ot onep me aevh ot ym iwat het a worth i keli me etxecid saw nad i i od in i adn to dna gcaehn i mi’ eilk my w,kno so dan tgngite him atubo i oerws tath vole tiwh nad my sti’ it tub i veol igznaam ichwh dan swa h’se adn solt. Feca i ilke how itnnyahg i ot’nd yaw i ym het ro o’ntd kiel in oklo. Leryla egoerhtt us saty efvroer wtan ot i. Evreofr tnwa tihs i. I wnat evoefrr him.