Dear FutureMe,
If I read this I’m still alive and my 14 year old self writing this is proud of you💞
Epilogue
over 2 years later
Hey i’m still alive but to be honest i wish i took my life when i wrote this when i was writing this it was really only me my best...
At to isfdrne rlylae adn my t’awns clsoe hse wno rdiefn sha sodra so in’dtd vahe llnyeo htat iluaj efindr juts i ta ietm her lfei cubesea i ouprg tiem lelayr swa in isth. I i iddnt’ i ym iefl hvea tknih vaeh d’idnt dna 14 oubat thta to itunas,cqcnaae for btu od i i efart adn bael kile dna asbceue lengfesi he craes nahppe wno take ym elfi avhe ti ta kaintg usjt rveey adn ltils dtndi’ ’mi and so atobu ehwn i tnccnqaaasiue evha htose i dah me oabtu ihm ont asem me me leov i i khnit utb stay ot ’im ym tanw ilef alryle tub fo ubtoa utb caer i did ti ta’whs eth eht now ady agonn s’it hrut. Oesg hte lkei inap trhu enve ’mi yawa i and erwso lefe evrne. Hciwh rendfftie utsj yuo stuhr aaslyw emro em noehts ot dan nvee a comse hspae ni tihw it mfor be kcab or. Cbak ot tiwer bael isth mi’ ton yhppa ot ’mi ttah. Ousirse ot make keil tsnghi eucsa i askem be in me no i shiw it btu ’ddnti toehsn i it dna oww lalyre ym ditdn’ i wsa nkagti btu i ddi flie,. Lfei so lelayr traeg nwo ’netar iongg rtghi. I’m or not oybd i hte payph ywa tihw ym olok. As eb juts elymfs ncfodient in eusd ot mi’ i tno. Too sei-counssegdng a myelsf fmysle mi’ this mi’ a tuobd dna i ni giahvn fo ni otl olt tog and urltobe ryae. Od klei t’cna tuo tusj stnde’o lwel arenso adn and ew swa mesimseot gnha ym nda lafut ti yhnitgan elfes ot he dna nwta my ornamey it ddi ehtgorte hte odyfnirbe os it nameroy why htimognes me i i iwth be flees wno s’it or eilk me. Ingibgenn egt tbu i ti tsr’eeh tidants nbee ot htwa teg ohw lo,t bcka lliw for vie’ he egttoreh him sjut nede eb ti when rgli wno qtoiuens to avhe yerv i tgterhoe wiat ew i nto agnntihy i’st sha fefro wtai a tan’c i who is remo feles ’lil osmce veen i say ofr kown od dna b,cka si fare nhta utsj mih ew htgnnyai gvreiehytn ysa on iegbstg he dan i ehnw dan him ckba adn nda uceebsa be treeh eikl gvei htta of ntiutaois rsthu htta sda lbae nca eb lal **** i lkei retamt my wtah rfo anpedpeh ihm eh hlsoco ueasc the dan manedge em ew uto tub i ym ree’w liwl are wlli ’its i drloe wnta and rsue cna that elik won wkno got my esuca this si teh to rof escin tbu uoghne dan a ,eb m’i wnko tpas no’td suodsepp my main trihg em wtha ithgn jtsu dcsera. ’im evry i’st gneuho of nto awera hatt nad. Srfti kile i ti eno i its’ hse’ fsitr do i ahts’t i outeisqn i i nda em i ym and asy my up laso ihchw so disa dna gemr,arai ovle to nyreboifd adn sa,ef wanna to im’ till oslt adrsc nad so i d’ton ot tol v istfr obuta nope a nk,ow ,mih ohw elfe tub my all me ym it i a eh my nrfyodebi get klei wno the i i od so os feslym eigtgnt asekm nad hgaecn yzrac ynriveetgh btu zamaing i oewrs nad si’t dna utb mhi vaeh dna cetdiex in swa and od hwtro nhgoesitm levo uscabee wtih htat was anwna mih uofdn ot aitw aehv. Iekl i i ym owh ot’nd loko in itynngha lkei i or yaw cfae the d’nto. To toegreht us ysta i eeorrvf llayer tnaw. Rerfove itsh i awtn. I hmi oefrvre tanw.
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