A letter from Jun 10, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, You are 18, I can't believe it. I really hope we managed to get any of those scholarships and had the chance of leaving the country, but if we didn't is alright, don't be sad, you still have college and all this **** yet. I hope Mom and Dad are better now, I would write more but I'm not in the mood of crying more. Oh, and our dream of writing? How is it going? Is one of our most realistic dreams I think. I'll write a big letter later, I'm going to write my essay for a scholarship rn. Don't forget me, the little boy that I hope is still there, take care of me. (that's definitely not a reference to the new Spiderman movie)

Epilogue

4 months later

Dear Past Me,

I didn't get to leave the country, or anywhere as far as 50km radius in the past 3 years. I'm really sorry bud, I know how much...

Ofr a agnlvie selta (and gtngiet yaaw, demadre fo at gneesi ,o)nsw uoy fo tbi.
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Noly osem ishc,sslaprho saalirpt gormrpa i usrmem tub gto. Vproea tihw dsa'd tge ytmep atht mih nsithg atht secgnsor ouy after m'i eh ells wla exnt ndulc'ot atth dluwo dan get etpmy ptu hatt you evix,pesen rosyr yo'ud ayre lowdu ayre tri,nera utp t,bi hepo ro yera ahtt wluod dha put bkca ni hte ese nibsu,ess wdrlo udlow too a ot i'm anlyfli ryosr ,og oto il,lainncfay bteetr 'tlnucod fro sih htat rsmseopi tub htta.
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Kdnai nw,o ebtter dda dna rea mom. Thero leyral chmu heca sles sthuo ghfti t'don yhte ,mrnayeo ta. I si oymtsl ilslt kt,la a spopesdu wya, aovdi hihwc elif rylela tbu hcea to heyt iensc elef twah incrate ond't adh my pu i yahthel ni erte,bt aiirneltpohs tsimeesm,o eno a in i tbu nkow to si to teho,r oolk ernev elik oklo eikl,.
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Dtn'o dmaer a si i eh,er 'osednt corues bit, in ddafe of texn keaybdor yaaw a oatbu ofr ,enbrko ,kewe but stgraitn toaipesans nto is 'mi bjo laerly eloegcl and rmaoe,ny i'm ltlis our a ortnpanisii hti e,ovl ruo gintriw. Os m'i rsory. Lfmi ot t(otnoor it sl,ohoc d'ntdi milf to e,arm)d tbu owrk dan 'oeury my ryeall yun og lslti hlocos dwtaen i.
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Fles even i arephs atht yaw i llits hlae rehe'ty rmeemreb hdcli is gfnaid i nac, etbs eefl tacielnry em awa,y catn' oimve adn i htaw sisevonr of adn fi negecrrfnie aslo to htta afts, neev rty aws ehre htese oot stpa teis,mmoes the ym i sirpemadn thwi peoh i klie.
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Wtih - evol em.

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