A letter from Jun 10, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, You are 18, I can't believe it. I really hope we managed to get any of those scholarships and had the chance of leaving the country, but if we didn't is alright, don't be sad, you still have college and all this **** yet. I hope Mom and Dad are better now, I would write more but I'm not in the mood of crying more. Oh, and our dream of writing? How is it going? Is one of our most realistic dreams I think. I'll write a big letter later, I'm going to write my essay for a scholarship rn. Don't forget me, the little boy that I hope is still there, take care of me. (that's definitely not a reference to the new Spiderman movie)

Epilogue

4 months later

Dear Past Me,

I didn't get to leave the country, or anywhere as far as 50km radius in the past 3 years. I'm really sorry bud, I know how much...

W,aay fo at (and aslte dderame a gnevail itngteg eesgni orf of itb s)won, uoy.
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Smruem gto assrhpic,ohls i oprgmar but some ailprats nlyo. Hiwt o,g to put emtpy too awl htat had that 'im tge ro taht ie,enexvps pvoera it,b htta abck taht oc'ultnd lowud tub sbe,nsuis put hatt ihs orf ouy sorcseng oy'du hatt 'ddas elsl wludo odlwu entx im' arrn,tie ettbre uoy teg in he dowrl oryrs nad ftear oto alnlfiyai,cn yiaflnl wuldo ees mhi eth tup ryea yorrs hope a eyar pymet tcon'dul hgtnis reay erpismos.
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Nkiad retetb omm ,now dan era add. Toehr yr,noame aceh ralyel sels od'nt much at hyet hfgti houst. Eno to w,ya uepdssop up takl, e,betrt okwn a in tie,esmsmo thaw ym i moylst ltlsi yeth evnre lkoo ifel ie,kl to'nd a tbu haec ot olok ahhetly keil pilntaiseorh cenitar i realyl hiwch lefe to si i eho,rt si ni hda sienc ivaod ubt.
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Escruo eolgecl llryae roitnspiian ,lveo ,ekew aostenpias waay tub rkn,beo iht hree, aoen,myr mi' afedd uabot a oru nrwigti a ntex jbo ni is n'tdo edston' sitanrtg bti, a 'mi marde rou otn ltils i orf is fo nad brdeoaky. Im' os rosry. Fmli choslo elayrl film lislt og ye'rou ,dmar)e it to d'dint eanwdt dan ot toronto( ym i krow tbu nuy hs,oolc.
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Fi rniosesv ereh tiwh oot s,tfa t'can enev btse i my ot me fele thaw emmebrre 'htryee aosl chldi i lislt heset ynticaler idmpesarn sapt wya dinagf a,ywa ehop and etmseim,so is ryt aeprsh heal efls eht nda i grnrfceenei i an,c fo elki i thta nvee taht was i ieovm.
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Vole wiht - me.

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