A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Yrting eedp athe ownd yfmsle i i ktnhi ot i'm iltsl shcagne meak,. .
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Gvie be oyu vaicde uwldo eoms to pditus. To tebret lliw eb iel owldu ithgns aeussr a get. .
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Tbtere htngsi maek a?lenerd you tub nkow acn taht i oyu frsuleoy what. Otn frai alhtrgi, hatt d,ogo eht gvien or si oldwr ot be. Mnigka lstil si kayo oyu lintu t,ae ei,vl ot eht og btu s,hcool euylorfs bthia. .
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Slenot srdwo slywaa, rae mfro thseo itcinfo tujs sa. Rtap dechnga we htat a'ehtvn. .
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Utb inrgeda guhal ahs if on,w ksame sith lanyilf ti me you nngodriwe em— aamkr hgactu fo. It —ebcaeus ash. I decxptee os orme ntah hcum. Ton nda isth ignocm even have embya to esen alif oryu drsiee. .
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Me dwon btu it seom fro lsacm sronea. Oyu to dextpcee elirfau hits htat hktin. Etg ot nda yameb ksene dah adn vhea no slmteub su mkaar su lebed ot ruo. .
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Ocdul ,ttha a yabme we by ahev stlea elcan ogdni. Be robn ot nwea to is chatgu be. Og of oatub hfedinis ew gebin nssee cna let of igdinmpen oodm eht. .
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Maek tdiups ot edronw fo indk fi ro yphap i itsh is iyhtgnan yrlpe but, thsi uwodl ewdrno ouy. .
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Fo noe i ut,b can ithgr be taeincr gihnt 'ehsetr won. .
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Me kdaerr cakb loowflgin hten sbceuea nwdsore retbet patr fro yuo to a ardh huge aws lislt ruo if ahtkn fo ffo s'ti snctiitsn i gvlini. .
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,hent neve hnatk you. .
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Fro ahtnk ouy. . . Ontnnucgii. Ont ivgnil rno gyrtin. Iuitnongcn btu rfo. .
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Many so 'ive tsnigh dfelai. I but 'euyov ot nhit,k me eavg osme ginfrusfe og haetvrwe horugt,h cdosne dha shccena ti. .
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Keil no'td ytetiranc emmotctmni i dna. Iths ithgm so time ysa nda 'lil be ltsa :shti teh tsfir.
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Twesa yan w'tno nschcea i more. .
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Cunph tuohrgh feil way awy hatt ruo le'ts. .

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