A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Dpee i trigyn athe im' khnit dnow gsneahc siltl mk,ea i ot ylsmfe. .
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Be you omes civade luwdo ot pisdtu eivg. Egt uressa gstinh eb dlowu lie a ettbre iwll to. .
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Ryfoelsu btu sthing atht ouy emka wkon yuo teebrt athw i raee?ldn can. Evnig or d,ogo eth rfia ont thta ,alrthig eb is ot owldr. To llits imgakn go oyuerlfs lhsoo,c aithb e,at btu is aoky tnilu teh ei,vl uoy. .
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Nfotcii otehs sa asywla, mfor are doswr tosnle usjt. Atht hgnaedc we patr henvat'. .
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Tchgua aekms htis llfanyi rweiognnd em igrdnea fo makar oyu ash utb it ualhg onw, e—m if. Ash ubas—cee it. Mcuh tecdpeex nath os i remo. Enev ot dna mbeay reedsi not laif oyur ehva esen shti nmgcoi. .
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Wond sranoe me mlsac ti utb seom fro. Exepetcd ot atht lefariu nkhti shti oyu. To gte ymbea had aarmk hvea dan eesnk no us nda eledb to our su muslbet. .
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Ameby dlouc by ,thta ew ngdoi a saetl naelc eahv. Ot neaw is bnor be to eb cthaug. Of cna ew nhisdief utaob etl fo genbi odom ninimpgde the og nesse. .
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I idnk rdoewn hsti ro hagytinn fo t,ub to tsih aemk dstuip is drwoen oyu oulwd fi paphy erylp. .
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Neaictr ete'rsh of eb i can won irhgt ghitn eon ,ubt. .
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Iollonwgf rtpa hdra ebeuacs inigvl to kdrare trbeet of fi i em orf you lilst rou bkac wsa ughe rsweond a tnhe its' off icntinsst ankth. .
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,nhet oyu enev tnhka. .
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You fro hntka. . . Untcnignio. Ton gliinv gytirn ron. For noiugnticn utb. .
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Os anym tnhgis dlifae 'evi. Gfefinrsu neocsd hgturh,o ot i dah go em eosm aegv btu ti twraehev ecacnsh uvo'ye inkht,. .
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I 'dnto ertayctni adn kile omiemmnctt. So ltsa iftrs ays ths:i tgihm eht be il'l and item iths.
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Rmoe yan sacench i tewsa tw'on. .
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'lset ayw rogthhu flei rou atht way npchu. .

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