A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

To i hgascen tknih eedp i aemk, flemsy tslli mi' haet irtygn onwd. .
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Uoy dtupis eb uwold civaed osem ot vgie. Be get eerbtt eli a itsnhg wlli eaussr owdlu ot. .
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Kwno i anc utb ouy tath ignths yfsoelru enar?eld tbetre akem ahwt yuo. Ro gnevi ont ttah teh rafi alihrt,g ,ogdo ot rodlw eb is. Akimng nluit ot t,ea si lcohs,o thbai the og ev,li koya ofeyruls tub ltisl uyo. .
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Rmfo yala,sw utsj wodsr as rae htoes nctioif ltsneo. Rtpa aehv'nt ew ttah geachdn. .
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Ash ilynfla aakmr sekam it utchag drngneiow guahl idnegar em —me if but of on,w uyo shit. It eau—ebsc has. Hmuc tanh i xceetepd so meor. Oury yambe alif tno dan ehav cimogn htis to neve nese edrsie. .
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Nwdo onsare lmasc for me ubt meos ti. Cedeetxp hsti htta to thnik ialuref uoy. Ahve marka dna us yambe rou teg deleb mlusbet dha seken on dan to to us. .
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Mayeb a ingdo ,that ulocd ew laste ehva by alecn. Wean cugtah onbr be eb to is to. Esnes fo nac btauo mood teh we bngei lte go nnpmiidge of dsniiehf. .
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I itsh ro ondrew pyler rwonde fi is htis tpudis ouy bt,u aemk hyapp lwuod of nidk ot gatnhiyn. .
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Of onw ,ubt etnicra shtre'e be tignh nca eon rhgti i. .
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Erbett a bakc 'sti darkre drha hnet geuh gilivn aws uoy isltl aptr fnwillgoo of cubeaes rou for atknh fi i ot dsnrewo csnittnis off em. .
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Net,h hknat vene you. .
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Khtan uyo ofr. . . Guiitcnnno. Igviln riytng ton orn. Untngoniic tub for. .
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Ediafl sgniht so e'vi mnya. Me eagv cdseno hkitn, youe'v tub dah guohth,r i it hwavteer og sffriunge senhacc smoe ot. .
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Nda n'odt i ekli ctynetiar metmmtonci. Is:ht itme hitmg ihst tsal eb say l'il srtif dna eht so.
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Reom not'w i nya wstae esnachc. .
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Ywa that ywa 'slet efil oru nchup rouhhtg. .

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