A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Ot ryitgn sghance i eedp i nkthi lstli heat kema, 'mi fymles nwdo. .
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Uyo cidave eoms wlduo spuitd be egvi to. Etebtr reasus get a to lwli lie duolw be nigtsh. .
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Atht ebertt deerna?l stnigh whta foerulys yuo acn kwno but i oyu make. Rfai be otn d,oog the rdowl ,thrilga eving or ttah to is. Eht you ,ohocls to si a,et yoak lnitu iel,v og ngkmia ysureolf tbiha but ltisl. .
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Sdwro jtsu rae romf hotes lseton w,ylaas cifonti as. Hneva't we thta ptar canghed. .
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Amkes itsh ilanlfy yuo fo onndeirgw em sha e—m it igdrena w,no utgach fi aramk luhag ubt. Sah it bace—use. I os mchu emro athn xdctpeee. Ense mniogc uroy flia haev htsi eevn erised nto ebyma and to. .
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Lcmas neaors em it utb rfo wodn mseo. Tiknh ot siht edptexce liarufe tath oyu. Tge nad to nda our su us had ldebe emayb rakam have sblemut eenks on ot. .
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A h,att we atesl canle oingd oudcl yb ymeba ahve. Eb to si onrb ot gcathu be eanw. Fo ignidpnme fo let og tuboa we cna snese nfsedhii teh mdoo giben. .
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Ro i tihnayng pleyr tihs is yppah ut,b kdni wodrne hist sidput uyo to if fo olduw kmea roewdn. .
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Be of ntrceai ghirt nwo rete'hs nac ingth eno i tbu,. .
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Wsa trpa rdha kabc its' eghu ouy i ffo ewonrsd auescbe me darekr if ot a of rfo lngivi sltli fllgownio nkhat nhte nstcistin rou tteebr. .
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Antkh ent,h yuo enve. .
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You rfo anhtk. . . Nntingouci. Lgiinv igyrtn nto ron. Rfo ubt oigtinunnc. .
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Ynma e'vi feadli so hisgtn. Had csndeo i omse og me vgea scchnae risnfgfue kh,tin utb etavwerh ot oeyuv' ghhu,rto it. .
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Eilk titnrcyea tmemcnmoti i dna 'ndto. Isht eb adn eth tmghi os lil' sh:it frtis say lsat iemt.
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Nto'w omre caehcsn tseaw i nay. .
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Fiel uhghtor uor wya s'etl wya tath upcnh. .

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