A letter from Jan 11, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hello bro kesa hai.Right now it is 11th of january 2023.nov 13 ko mdcat dia tha but fortunately or unfortunately nahi hua admission.Allah is the best planner. i got 155/200.right now i have a plan that for the first 3 months of 2023 i am going to learn some skills and then do free lancing.Then after that three months i will decide what i want to do in my life whether Bs Softwear engineering or to repeat mdcat.Right now i am 19 which is the last year of my teenage.This whole teenage journey is full of ups and downs succcess and learnings,joy happisness,bhot amazing saal thy ye teenage k.abhi furqan mobile dekh raha hai ,3:38 pm , mama kitchen me kaam kr rahi hain,mai ye letter likh raha hu , bhai lahore hai . everything is looking good and fine koi major problem nahi hai.right now i am struggling with my discipline but i know that i am going to be successful in future is liye future ki zyada tension nahi hai.Mama mujhy abhi ghar ki safai krny ka kh rahi hain.I am greatful for my life and my family.now i am feeling like that my life is normal.bhot sardi hai abhi heater bhi laga hua hai.mujhy bohot maza aa raha hai sardiu me.also meri abhi dark series bhi chal rahi hai bhot maza aarha hai series dekhny me.right i have time to focus on learning some skills and then earning some money but unfortunately me disciplined nahi ho pa raha.Right now i dont know k me future me kya krna chahta hu .also abhi mujhy e commerce k bussiness ka bhi idea aaya hai and me is pr action lenay ka soch raha hu balke action lu ga.also right i want to practice no fap, in year 2022 i did no fap of 135 days alhamdulilah and i am proud of it but after mdcat the streak broke but as always i dont give up i am going to do it and inshallah at the end of this year i will have done it. Also this is my manifestation that i want to go to the 2025 expo which is going to be held in osaka japan with my own money.it is my dream and i am going to work hard for my dream and fulfil my dream.Right now i am also doing journaling. I think right now i have to apply Detox of mobile because right now i am not doing what i should do.i am not focusing on my doal.right now i have done no fap of 6 days 😂 but i am going to make it to 365 days🙂. I have a full plan of what i am going to do in 2023. Ok so right now it is 21st april 2023 also the last roza of this beautiful month of ramadan aur abhi abhi jumma parh kr aaya hu. Tomrrow is Eid and i am very happy and excited for eid.Ab is letter ko complete karu ga ya hr 3 months bd aa kr apni batian likha karu ga let see.Right now life is going very happy healthy and smooth alhamdulilah . this is the best ramadan of my life i have enjoyed it a lot alhamdulilah i have left very bad things and i will try to maintain it for the rest of my year inshallah i have left music in this month. Right now life is going very good alhamdulilah everything is going good and normal and right now i have pretty much sorted that what i am going to do in the my life . right now i am very sure about Bs CS and after eid i will start to prepare for USAT and NTS NAT test to take admission. Also i have a obvious dream of going to Japan in 2025 for expo which inshallah will going to happen . before i have not a very clear plan of how i am going to do it but now i have a little bit road map of how i am going to do it. Inshallah it will happen if it is good for me.Allah knows if it is not good for me then na hi pura ho ye dream. After eid i have am going to follow a very strict routine and going to be very desciplined and consistent , which is going to be difficult i know bht inshllah i will do it, because in order to get something i have to pay for it. Also i have to manage my clg fees and other expenses on my own. And i have a plan of doing it by freelancing.Right now i am learning web development , JS remains baqi almost ho gaya hai and i will freelance my this skill and i will further skill up and scale this is how i am going to fullfill my dreams. Bhai life me kuch bara karna hai , i am born to do big things aur pakistan k liye bhi kuch krna hai Agar me nahi kr saka to phir kon hi kr pae ga. Alhamdulilah this is the good phase of my life and i am realising it and appreciating it and enjoying it very well. I think thats it lets end this and i hope when i receive this letter everything will be much more good and i will be on my track of fulfilling my dreams.Self independency is a very big dream for me and it is very important for inorder to support me and my family. And bro agar kuch reasons se nahi bhi hua dont ever give just try hard and give your best i know u will do it.