A letter from Jul 30, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, How have you been lately? Are you feeling happy? Sad? Anxious? Angry? Empty? (i hope not because i don't want you to feel numb again). Are you finally reviewing for board exam? If yes, I'm wishing you all the best with God's grace, by God's grace! You're now on your last step, don't be discouraged, don't doubt yourself. You've come this far and I know how frightening it is, kasi s'yempre ayan na yung moment of truth kung magiging RN ka ba. Just study hard, and smart. Believe that you can and you will, okay? I'm always proud of you and of what you're becoming 💗 And tell me, may sumira na ba sa plano natin na walang balak magboyfriend? Ang lakas naman n'ya kung gano'n at napapayag ka HAHAHAHAHAHA. If meron nga, I hope you're not scared to experience it. I hope there's no backing out. Fighter ka di ba? Have you also been into places alone? I know how much you're craving for that day to come. I know you want to experience the world by yourself, see God's creation with your own eyes, involve yourself to other culture because you always think it's wonderful. And if di mo pa mae-experience, I know you will. Oh and btw, alam mo na ba kung saan ka muna magtatrabaho? Then anong country after mo makakuha ng experience? Don't forget na tignan yung tax ng country ha. Ayun lang, tell me more about your life! <3 God Bless you more and more, ingat Nurse!

Epilogue

about 2 years later

I thought I never received a letter from you, nakalimutan ko lang palang tignan ang inbox dito.

Hi, a lot happened. Yes, we’re already a Registered Nurse. We made it...

I ruo oknw our tihs ni rybown leoppe myna thsi odg but cuinnidgl iamnkg a!fr also lie,f rfa ’didnt gnsiol so msena it. A sah bsaker otl hrtea 5022 fo. Tsfir i’st lloa it tnhe wryobn, ya,tat is wsa tnex. Lot bntgatli ithre hfogtu how pttaesin fo a dan iefl fro kcd ithw. Rstfi i of ot uot uiegfr hwhic dna a tlo to tlc’odnu ntomioe hs’erte haskaerterb rpcesos emse. Rcazy me fidle can miceidne rdive yllaer. Ot neided isddnege eb ssfeltusr its’. ,dgihhstni hte ttah ni im’ dculo tub krwo fendirs ew odnfu pahyp eacpl on ew eyrl on. .
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Efluors y,se nda tgo oirnbfdey olas a ew. “aklamas” eh ’hse ot cbeseau maeadgn eo,erwhv neo be ont jsut. Gaamend he enve lehl t’ddni. Back and og he we cdateeh tdn’di. Tsom drpuo ’mi of whta hat’st nda. To rmif wtah hcoose ew mofr ahtt twah asaywl si thaw onkw incdesio nowgr ahve ew hrtgi ewnh is etbween. Ardh ti aws. Go ew silhemf dan akbc him shi in dn’tid ehs’ ew taht sram ter,bte repvo tbu mkea etwnad to. Se’h fi nam sjtu ew a yob annoct imh up to cefro. Eyarll s’ti urtuhlf. Glad vreo all wno ’im it’s ujts. .
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!ti frdtfenei layared nalg acp!sel raey ubt dan g-ismaa ap v’eew yes, ew tilsl tm gna deam ew to bene ot amed ti ihts dihni. Vrrei inhkig fro rpti rmheot raatndia rfist oa)mtuinn! ipaiknt veer ithw ised oru( to ruo. No ewlmov,ehring top it i rkows ts’i the btu to si know eivw woh olrd teh alyler teh lfdewronu ees god eecadrt t’din fo. A ni wtne ew hucs ot caebh neth uubetlifa o,equzn lsandi gtbaeelca. A adn irtfs htne omm lcooehact aws nda nalpe ot ,n)!yai we temi ngidir nwet our( lilhs hiwt dna oobhl ayann we nda rstraei dda. Sdalin, asciagbal eebn oalan lnyoacab gotnifal caheb, veew’ plnao,ag nsdlai, cucrh,h t,esofr mna to satarnuret and rigvni edma. Aveh ntwe kehi ni we onehart tm osla to. Dna uyney alikunasgn rose iwht. Rssfit tish etre’hs tlo a of yrae. Ti eys we thsi edam afr. .
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Slao hte lxenc aemx file gnnainlp to and dtuosencm rfo w’ere anaegrr. Yledara temi auotb nikth t’si i. .
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Lkcu ruyeo’ em tslli wsiihng oeph. .

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