A letter from Nov 22nd, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, are you ok? I'm tired. My body feels sluggish. I just want to sleep in my cosy bed right now. And I am sleepy. I guess I had enough sleep but I didn't sleep on time. It's because lately, I have been so concerned with how others think about how I look in a recent post that I made on Reddit. but truth be told, the responses changed a little bit part of my life. I feel more pretty and desirable. I had never felt that. I had never felt so happy about myself although I do know that there are next steps. I must be fit. I must be toned. I must start the gym. My partner isn't interested in the gym. i don't blame him. i don't understand myself. why is it so hard for me to do and act on things that I like to do? why do I need a partner to do it? I don't. what am I a baby? I'm not a baby. I am pushing 30. I have been very hesitant since I was solo. I have big fear. Why and what. What stops me? can't I just start moving and don't look back?

Epilogue

over 3 years later

Hey, my past self. Don't worry! You actually have started...

Hit gniod you ilady omre tspse 6000 ta slaulyu and mho,e toruowsk. Look ,kg gitehw uoy hogthu to etnod eemeds nad to ylsgihlt 40 44 veen anle mrof lislt iecrdsena uyro kg ehva. Dbtsooe rfom fomr veercdei hwos' ygu ,selat ni nto (at ceeninfdoc dan rouy a yuo fc,ta )wielh ehonrta a nlpmcemiot erhe, fro hatt. Hse' to onw uoyr cdtdadie ooniklg luigndib lumessc fomr dna atrrpen dna gym ygtihlsl brielku ehom erhehlita crxsi!eee si. .
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Nthki ot ptrieetr be dna i anht dues uyo uyo okol. ):.
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0226 18 amy.

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