A letter from Oct 2nd, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I am so proud of you at how far you have come in the last 10 years. From where you were at the age of 20. Having a baby, in an unhealthy relationship that was abusive, to unable to finish school because your priorities weren’t straight like you thought. To a lot of partying and living. You made a lot of great memories but hid a lot of pain. Right before turning 30 you wanted a healthier version of you. You took your mental health serious and put in work for yourself. Continuous therapy, dealing with your depression/anxiety, letting go of friendships & relationships that are not serving you. Creating an atmosphere that is healthy for you and your babies. Being more present for your babies. For your 30’s you have set the Intentions of peace, love, and happiness. To be a better version of yourself. You have left a relationship, which has been painful, but to make the Intensions you set for yourself to be true. You have realized life is too short to be Unhappy. & all through your 20’s you were Unhappy. The best version and happiest version of yourself will reflect in your boys. They too will be the best versions of themselves. I hope you have kept your goals in vision and keep knocking each one off of your list. Because you are capable of anything you set your mind too. You are strong, resilient, admirable, a leader, a loving mother, and a wonderful friend. Hold on to the people who fill up your cup when needed and don’t forget to keep filling theirs up as well. 💜 Love always, Me. You have grown so much from 20 until 30. Keep growing & glowing!

Epilogue

over 3 years later

Dear Me,

I need you to pause for a moment and really take in how far you’ve come because I know you don’t give yourself enough credit.

Life didn’t get...

Oecn saiere lagclimya uoy keil ldwou dpeho ti. Acft, yamn ni ogt hevarie a,syw in ti. Rdreiac bhta,krraee eht eyou’v lakt twghei atoub doul csoinou,fn thta dkni otn’d pepoel dan tmso otaomneli uto skest,acb of. Lsitl yet ouy adn heer aer. Niygrt tilsl. Hrsut oichsogn neev sllti it btt,ree when.
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Leef tlso yuo okwn hrigt own i.
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Ksrwo htsi ’taths who ont btu. Dsote’n ’oueyr eanm nda thta fgaiiln.
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Oen otn ta ear kabc you uaqsre.
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Nwo woh yuo ear soeomen tlsoo has. Waesrenas. Eiecxperne. Ibudnorsea. Uyo era enev feel dyllinb ptsoydu— now dolu iezcnergo ors,epdeisn yb rouy eyht my,nerao ianga ienbg if rtihg uyro cloodnerlt odc, taxneiy, oyur tmeh ton ruoy.
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Nlie nto si tistgrah a eahilgn. Symse ist’. It lspoo. Ti asspeu. It srttaser. Ouy’ev dna nuoned ti avh’ten ubt yetrvehg,ni elesf seoiesmmt ilke ouy.
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Oerm thna altac,ylu ueyr’o won thta.
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A cepla mfro ruyo hrttu, suvavril of ilfe dlneirgbiu uoy era ont.
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Miet ot atke yoru aer ouy adollew.
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Ta elalwdo emsa hte to tiem fele dsa rea leuhpfo nad uoy.
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Ot tuo tye you ahve nto duirfeg ti lal dewallo are.
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Twha is rmattse isht:.
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Uoy ygntri era.
Rea csiohnog yuo ettreb.
Ouy llist aer eher.
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Adn dorup be somteghin si to ttah of.
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Ouy a eden uory perftce kisd osrvine ’ntdo fo.
Ehyt a dene oen erla.
Oen anehigl a.
A oen ggniowr.
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Cxytael rea tath nad owh oyu si.
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Pkee onggi.
The quite veen sady on.
Yads het no ahevy evne.
Ergrspos fele ignakm nto wnhe uyo kiel yoer’u evne.
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Bacsuee rae oyu.
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Nwnknuo, kolo itsh hte- of ckba nad maoisposcn lilw d—nevrao ta vonersi yresoful perdi you neo ouy in tgtiisn cmhu flee illw tatginsr so eon eth day,.
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Yuo ont olts are.
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Of obnemicg are het in ouy dmleid.
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Thiw vo,el.
Em 💜.

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