A letter from Oct 2nd, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I am so proud of you at how far you have come in the last 10 years. From where you were at the age of 20. Having a baby, in an unhealthy relationship that was abusive, to unable to finish school because your priorities weren’t straight like you thought. To a lot of partying and living. You made a lot of great memories but hid a lot of pain. Right before turning 30 you wanted a healthier version of you. You took your mental health serious and put in work for yourself. Continuous therapy, dealing with your depression/anxiety, letting go of friendships & relationships that are not serving you. Creating an atmosphere that is healthy for you and your babies. Being more present for your babies. For your 30’s you have set the Intentions of peace, love, and happiness. To be a better version of yourself. You have left a relationship, which has been painful, but to make the Intensions you set for yourself to be true. You have realized life is too short to be Unhappy. & all through your 20’s you were Unhappy. The best version and happiest version of yourself will reflect in your boys. They too will be the best versions of themselves. I hope you have kept your goals in vision and keep knocking each one off of your list. Because you are capable of anything you set your mind too. You are strong, resilient, admirable, a leader, a loving mother, and a wonderful friend. Hold on to the people who fill up your cup when needed and don’t forget to keep filling theirs up as well. 💜 Love always, Me. You have grown so much from 20 until 30. Keep growing & glowing!

Epilogue

over 3 years later

Dear Me,

I need you to pause for a moment and really take in how far you’ve come because I know you don’t give yourself enough credit.

Life didn’t get...

Luwod lcmlyaaig odhep iesrae noce you ti eikl. Syw,a ti hervaei ,fatc mnya otg in in. Fo t,beaerkarh eht ulod otu oeu’vy ewithg kdni uabot iadcrre ppeelo lakt oenatilom k,abtssec adn fs,ocuinno msto thta dn’ot. Rea nad rhee tills tey uoy. Gytrin illts. Reebt,t nehw ilstl eenv ti ushtr hsigoocn.
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Northae ihst fiev you eilf tpsa eht euftilaub in ,esray ldorw gbhuotr toni. Own of a era htere remhto ouy. Idnuagce theer yuo hamnus voel, iteltl rof how ot sa,tyfe okol adn. Eosm tmhe rea iaerlze leef yuo oyu eptsdei syda, how remo oyu viging hnta.
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Hsnmgotei idd dcbneriile you - uartgaedd oyu. Neoc shdiefin 2052, uoy psoiembils elft ni whta. Adh to who of vorsnie ni onw esh ouldw eb sraye ptos fo igvenhtyer wae you og?a ouy hatt.
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Eebn phliitansero eldlup edstte oyu agnai ni a ehtar akcb ahtt ouy guthho nda dpy,ele nvee eavle oryu hsa ahs and ciohec to aemd teh otfrh. A seewkans htat tsa’wn. Swa a ttah teshtrng. Was thta horgtw. ,foryuels lfet it even irctnnuae atth was nhew erfirngtiy hincgoso dna you.
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Hrigt i efle now sotl ouy nwko.
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Ikds of enrisov tsbe ont lefe wkno oyru el,dsaoit gwisnoh eth adn esurlfoy e’uoyr ofr as you pu y,avhe klei i. Yuo kwon nhpeap leef eefr hwsi hatt pu y,aphp ewka uyo jstu udolc ,leohw neoihtg-rv adn clduo i ehnailg dna.
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Woh nto sith ubt orskw ts’tha. Nema nliafgi ’todnes oey’ur thta and.
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Rae you ont eon arqesu cabk at.
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How era ahs you otosl nmesooe nwo. Nraseewas. Xeepreince. Dsiaueobrn. Re,epsiodsn eyht rouy iagna eenv nexiaty, doul fi mteh aorymen, bllnyid ,odc uyo ton bengi yputods— oury your oodelrcltn ihgtr feel ceziorgen by aer won ryou.
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Tratihsg otn hgianel si einl a. Ist’ seysm. Ooslp it. It peauss. Ti tsrresta. It adn esmsomtei erhetgyn,vi keli elsfe y’oeuv uyo enodnu ’vethan btu.
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Hatt eonc tlisl atobu rea ewort yuo rsno,tg nomaw selirtine uoy.
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Tahn ttah nwo atlayul,c reou’y rmeo.
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Awth fall eepk besauec won ti ot nda iggno you tllsi nwok ptara iekl esfel.
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A nto leif uyo acpel ruyo uvlrsiav aer hr,tut of eiridlgnub morf.
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Lolaedw eimt uyo ot ear uroy etak.
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Das lldweoa nad emas to uyo eht eefl imet rea at hueoflp.
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Are lal otu nto aehv it ot gdeifru yte dllawoe you.
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Hi:ts is ermstta tahw.
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Rae inrygt oyu.
Uoy ttrebe cnoigsoh aer.
Lslti are yuo hree.
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Si segtohimn nda of ot orupd be taht.
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Odt’n dnee oyu fo a rineosv sdik crtfpee yoru.
Nede one rlae a ythe.
Oen a lageinh.
One oggirwn a.
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Atth si rea you who catylxe adn.
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Kpee niggo.
Enve adys tuqie on het.
Vene on aysd hte vhaey.
Lfee oyu tno veen wenh eory’u lkei pssrgoer kniamg.
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Aueecsb are oyu.
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Eon ittngis n,ouknwn evnd—oar da,y in ta het- of cmhu repid llwi siht efle ouy rensoiv trtnaigs oyu onmopicass so noe nad lyroufes cbak het iwll okol.
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Stlo otn yuo era.
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Era uyo ieocbgmn teh fo liemdd ni.
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Ihwt ,love.
Me 💜.

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