A letter from Jul 18th, 2021

Dear Mabel/Bee/Nicolas, Hiya! How are you doing, this is 16-year-old Bee righting to you. Right now our pronouns are anything. Not quite gender fluid but loves any gender and gendered term. Name wise we're pretty chill with any of the three that this letter is addressed to. Has this changed, if so what are they now? *********, we're currently leaning Lesbian (we're probably lesbian). Is that true, if so do we have a girlfriend? If not do we have a partner of some sort? Did we make it? Are we in the college of our dreams? Is it everything we hoped for? I have so many questions for you, but I can't quite organize them fully. I guess my main one would be, are we okay? Mentally how are we holding up, when I'm writing this mom is going to talk to Gramps about his will and stuff like that. Is he gone? Did we lose him? How are our other realtives? Grandma? And Grandpappy? Hold on for me okay, you've got this.