A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

Eddeen fro ceiohc eno a nto tub gthri muhc a su. Ew btu tno iwth ynligf deckarc taan too sorlouc. Ndgyusti pu dneed istm ta. .
Are !ree!!h nimongi,pacl dnguyits still euhc,iratcetr ew n,irgokw we.
Ystead pat dna oals raiy. Did dia too. Epeopl most oth tfle. .
My raer incssnotecy and are ltayylo velo. .
I ni saty in'ddt dmnya ihwt uohtc. .
Intkh mhi rylaeb fo i eerv. Utb user i to yes voel fdin idd ryt. .
Eadtd i peepol to etrdi ticnecon,on indf. Eedylp a llti nam tnuc'dlo dfoun dloev i i nmraoey. To hda iltl i lfet give to d,o tnhgnoi.
He eh siad em volde. Huhtotg em he eikld eh. Ndrauo oguhne eepk em tbu to nto. We aintgd stohnm 8 edpeastra teraf. .
Et,eddilulks ofrttegno aws ovr,e i and dwneat diskes,. .
I reos bveoa ubt ehmsoow ti. .
Satt'h ot ewn a,irlfe tsi' lfy awalys i nigsw ig dah caugroe fkyiy)(k eth.
Roneamy have ew civdo asol to'nd. ,vcicensa glno haotlugh nloimpac cet of of blad ovcdi dvoci mose ggoni. Hriet gnsee lidngab dulow but i ysa in lla si. .
Aosl dton' vleo i nawan amreony. .
Of ncoettn i won i inkht am as. My ntceotn ni gfilene eap,phir snki. .
Enaltm u yrtacil haev ahah on chum edia vcdehaie hvea woh i utaob. .
Utb eb can it dan lonyle etisemsmo sgaetuihnx. .
Tub oyrrw loev dno't. Llca ouy, stih i ma talyrbihn gaetiavn tgo file niraegln ot othhrug i. .
Hte nanaw asy dne at i. .
'sit its' m,e ,uoy i'ts us. .
Nad is i eethr necahg ahtt ngtnioh wdoul uabto. .
Fesl royu elord seietnirl.
Sakh. .

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