A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

Rfo chum a ont a ohecci tub eno su rhitg ddenee. Nfglyi ihtw ousorlc anta tbu we oto ont kdrceac. At sutgdiyn up itsm nddee. .
Rae r,oingkw ew ,rreetccauthi !heer!! plamnigni,co illts inysudgt ew.
Dan atp atysed riya losa. Idd oto aid. Hot tfle eeoplp tsom. .
Evol raer aytyoll era ynetnicscos dan my. .
Whti i ctuoh manyd in tdin'd tsya. .
Knhti rayleb imh vere i of. I dfni ytr leov yse ot utb eurs idd. .
Ot tdeir i ifdn ppleoe cctooin,nne tddae. Tdclun'o ondfu i llit olvde yleped i a nma oayrmne. Tlef ,do egvi to tohnign i illt to ahd.
Em veodl he adsi he. Em ikled he ogthhut he. Utb ont em to eohnug keep nuardo. 8 we ndigat osnmth reeatsdpa aterf. .
Keiuseddlt,l esiksd, ero,v wsa i nad twdnae engotrfto. .
Erso above ti btu oewhsom i. .
F)(iyykk le,fair ylf het ecuaorg tis' ig ahd ths'ta ot i wsign aaywls ewn.
Ovicd hvae reaonmy we olas dnto'. Cdvio cte hhtlaoug ceiscvna, emos vidoc fo iongg dabl nglo fo ciaonpml. Lla albgndi lwduo i but erthi si yas ni segen. .
Lsao rymeaon naawn i vleo n'tod. .
Fo now sa i ma ktnih i ncteont. Ppae,rih tnetocn ni efgilen ym isnk. .
Evah on u metnal ohw aevh ouabt diea muhc hivedcea i aahh yacilrt. .
Otmeessim ylolen thaxinsueg acn it eb dna btu. .
Rrwoy oelv o'tdn tub. I uyo, iagnaetv am rainnelg i to this acll tog hytralbni feil rohught. .
I teh anwna ta say dne. .
,yuo 'tsi ,me i'st ts'i us. .
Ogninht is thta dan woudl hcenag i botua hteer. .
Edorl your rsiteienl elsf.
Hksa. .

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