A letter from Jul 6th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Hey love, Now If you asked me where I think I'd be five years from now, I wouldn't know, I don't know what life has waiting for me, would I find love? Maybe find something better than love? Would I have a cat? A house? A child? I have absolutely no idea, that's what makes life beautiful, it being unexpected. But if you ask me what I hope I'd have achieved by then, well I'd say having an English degree, so I can finally become a writer. Maybe learn the violin, I'd been wanting that for ages. I want to remind you that you are loved, I love you unconditionally, I am proud of you, and your achievements however small they are. I hope that by then both of our parents would be alright, I know how much ***** scares you, how much it's been terrifying you since you lost an uncle and aunt in the same month, I also hope all of our grandparents are alright, if they're not, I know they're proud of you, because so am I. And well, If I don't live long enough to receive this letter, I must admit that there were so many things I wished I could do, and still wish to do, but I have lived a beautiful life, and I wouldn't trade it for a thing. I love you, I'm proud of my little flower, you will always be enough for me, just remember that when it gets dark. Love, me.

Epilogue

4 days later

hey me,

I come to you with news.

I have not found love, I don't have a cat, a house, or a child for now (thank god). And forgive me,...

An how hisnlge teienhr nor ahev payl elndrae i gerdee i haev niovli het to.
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Am dds,o i niagats of iwrert a hsamtowe ouhght all. Ta tiewr ynde llwi ot i,t ugsrltge ont elast utb tfeno i try rmeo i otn, i ahnt. Dindt' tnewad as thtghuo hte rsepume to i ouy tlle eedn wno you back ncfya i gerede mcuh tub i i uyo ttah u,p sa it. Nsvirvugi i fro you tsih brsgin mieecvtashn,e lgno ohpe as my em ti cmhu hatt brgins as ym mtirh sa.
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Em my yera ohw fo aedm ifnla ogh?hutt i ot it wve'oudl ,lcegeol eynriaclt.
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Hasll ti whti het leiv few n,wo ysr,ea htwi surmepe ghhtou gdo's ieeepnerdcx ecarg, i n,esw htwi i ni eavh fiel nad afe,r trse rfige h'tneav ofr ym i fo i lvdie doog eth het pats by teseh.
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You to onkw dan yuo ma no rleett rlegno were oertw isth sde,rpdees ,me ttah i hnwe i. Dha i yruo ntikh xten rdew ewnh nwok oyu fo f,eli eayrs to ahtt 5 a klbna toabu you eht. I wno do'nt.
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Esou,h efiv you sedsgue tath (ro ry,esa mignaaz wil,l i na i s'god eht hlsla orcdt,o hlals i heav si ohmw a heasrpp i ou'ndltw eavh htta okwn etnmeoevldp uyo uo'd)vewl yb enxt at,nw a lahsl ni be lvoe i. Unsdouderr be rinsedf yb llhas i. Evro mcanreo i pelope ttha u,nf hte wlil me lilw iwll os eth sppaerh ld,wor rouf lwil a e,syra u,pc form lyorbabp deesir het xten os i ndihlrwiw i teem it ucmh nda be vhea all ti dan lowdr nbrig ni. I texcied ma so.
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Infglluifl ouy a seon i hvae videl dto'n i i tath os am l'il i ihts edtifirer vedol leiv ahtt i gehuon o,lss lngo na vegi lewl, a and nmya ttah of pa,phy aws life, depu,ta tread lowu'dnt tnihg dna so atht to for onwk fi i.
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Tlleit ,ouy elwrfo velo i ym. Ti! ew eadm.
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E,ovl em.

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