A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Acbk saw hte ,owdryao ntspaieompntdi of my ndhas tase my lsrute llsit ta the egde sclsa hte hobt iltccugnh nare sl,ip of rronec eth ta. .
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C somt nda for yrlale taetnd ech,smyrti d a a autnnutorfe sunhrigc hyicsps er,irealttu fo eutscbj ls,snose tviofuaer rfo ym aws ,lal c ofr a nsiege ot. Ym od rebtet i i llew i a egard od ththuog letas ofr tpedeexc tub at veenr oudlc ess,ccnei ot. Eiteutlarr ofr as. . . Nirdfe til yuo r,owry lilw me we a dolt hawt my qi iew tnltconauois rhe earehtc elaclr yda tbho febore hwen o'tn"d enfi" my i laertuitre e:axm and od etadndet. A esh's dna c dcreso rwogn us os wor,gn yte het ton noe ,a fo na beucase ,ehrot. Tcsbjeu (see ddi ot ahtw ur,es ecvteibjsu tslli er)eht? si a i raegd, ruteatlrei tbu. . . Ihst smto elfe al,l asw i of eht uto gdaer nnpoiaitigpds. Otg i feoerb nkow sfymle otu griopamcn tesssr ehav oyu to seymlf aanig ot ellayr aw?ht dna peres i ostp my. Smaretr aysalw burdem hwo e,m than me ahnt oleppe elpeop wlil adn era aer three eb who. Odog si ngieb sa onguhe 'wree yhpap lgon aerevag sa. Itba,h 'lste tyhsit oeiul,yssr pots itsh eplesa.
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Ton er,cos 75 doog erhite lactualy i uot onpits rank at nt,poi adb, a htis clafiyr is eaobv thta iltyglsh too orsedc ichwh eevarga i too fo sluohd 09, nto. .
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Fetra ckhsedo my sa evne aitaepcepr and i ro fo wto eacm ot i pen,aodidistp mhuc ctcaep day omgpin, rgdsea sa eftl a. Rcdose too! a ,aeppr fro lygaruab dituifcfl sdgrae rfo na owt nad eahv i msot a ,oscer mstha eevn to erew cpe,edunxte ehste eth orf nlgeera ruse jetcbsu. Hseet tcsseubj uprod in a thta? erev i'ev igsheth odcsre am veeielb uoy of ,c teh rof hsoolc cna eewr i rleayl otw su. Rluyt. .
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Tawn rhetei musanig no ot in uot c/,d an wteeneb or optin ecosr eht a i ttha slao ftac i oll. Gdoo ,ukcs itreeh i 'im ti ta or ylaelr. Who ,am i a'tths esgsu i.
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Moajr gebgits rfsti reeht ithw ni hwit a occnamntiimuo eht my i vissuiteiern ppildae ihst as pr coechi royt,unc to a of 57, ni. Tadeisn for ym cedson lltymeopce oc,ceih by tjcerede saw s,un tun ,loyiosgoc i swa nad yutoentlua,fnr efedorf. Weelm,hnai essnibsu deeforf tnegmmaean m,us em. .
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Uernisve oy"u a ewnh gib nnufy adre,m ot s,urceo i a oen evner ,lefi egerde ot ym in ,i"esk a even meac logn ohw teh urspeu redam dha i eonp - a eitgnhee ihwt of ton - for nicmntsacmuooi nda erysa sdia pu lafylin. .
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In etanmnagme eedicdd end ptacce sniseusb hte to het rscueo i. I this me ot in be lade tufeur ntwa listl eewhr to prshape ludoc teh.
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My ihts ndcsoe ecchio aanywy in my amy eb ym enttog i'ev fsrit rveen lefi occei,h but. I icecho tge sylaaw snecdo tysaernl,g my. Llwe ho. A iwth pu sosea'n'r e'sxeusc' rteebt eoitivtnnner, or em 'ist pah,t fo ot msefly to ndviei or jstu rea ndeilga sit' hpepras etesh eapprsh emca hwta i hppares mcrofot lal. .
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Ton im' vrwtehae ewrreevh ot, atfol ytr nword eriarcs hte hpta to ,ays no, it htaw keli lawasy deso me lcfepayeul unretcr ls'te juts ew att?emr dna. Phpay be s'let. Nac rfo lal sak i htta's. .
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Lo,ve.
Murtefue.
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P. S. I pdruo yellar of i'm ma ,us. Freofst hwo tou rof ow'nt i and hdar dewokr i souncdti i,hts ew wonk. Eifl no! osge.

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