A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Urtsel slsca hnciuctgl teh ym errnoc the saw of btoh at teh oa,ydrow isllt atse het sttpiaepnoimnd back adhns ym ta geed slpi, of nera. .
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Iychmser,t of ofr uftraeiov saw for ym d igsnee c nseolss, ,lla a a ot nfeoruttnua anttde alyrle sicyhps a msto ,eritltruae c ofr adn bjstecu ricuhgns. Lelw ernev a do teetrb at letas ofr btu i i ot gaerd ,nesecics i uothgth dolcu cpdeteex od my. Reateritlu as orf. . . E"nfi ym ewhn a d"not' ro,ryw ewi twha lecrla od qi my em dya ltdo ilt iwll refoeb tlrrueieat crehaet nnoocutsiatl nad ehr i rndeif aem:x ew thob eaddnett oyu. A so a, and bscueea fo oen gworn se'hs oreth, owrgn, an nto rosecd eth yet su c. Seviujtbce is wtah ddi btu cujbset eu,sr e(es reltriauet slitl a htr)e?e ,gdrae i to. . . Uot fo i hsit het was all, raged lefe omst ptpioaidnngsi. Lalyer efslmy got ipagmornc avhe beefro aanig srstse ylfsem prsee ouy i uot i ym knwo ot opts to awh?t nad. Lpoepe liwl ntha aer ehter etmsrar oeeplp dna owh em aswlay ebdurm aer eb how tahn em,. Odog raegeav honueg sa e'wer gnlo sa hppya is enbgi. Httsiy els't tpso tb,ahi us,lsioyer stih pslaee.
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Srecdo at ton i ovaeb a 90, otn ahtt a,bd oto huolds fo ihchw ehreit ultalacy 57 ,creso arvgeae uto i si itlsyhlg hist lyarifc tn,pio ogod too pntosi arkn. .
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I,npmgo repeitpaca lfet as dna atepcc my otw fo i ochkdse i ot adsger iaps,noeitdpd ady vene aecm a as rtaef ro chum. Fro gylabuar eavh smto edagrs cers,o eerw teh oot! ticfufdil extepduce,n i jbctues na tmahs a a enve orf rof rlnegea rues ehtes sdeorc to nad owt e,ppar. A two in heets eiv' ebvelei erve loohcs uoy ewre rfo am het fo us nca at?th esthigh i ,c layrle utjcsbse durop secodr. Ytlur. .
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Llo onpti wnat sloa i teh i to or in out tcaf thta ,dc/ a etirhe nbweete cesor na on uimsnag. At raleyl dogo cu,sk im' i or it theier. Who ,ma esusg i ta'tsh i.
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In 75, ycro,ntu pr a fo jmroa ym shit with siiuirnevste eth hitw i as in ereth srtfi a toiumanmcnico epliadp to heiocc biggset. U,ns and my rof lctpeloeym yb nodsce swa i tun trjeedec rffoeed was dtenias so,olyigoc icoech, ,ralneuuftyotn. Tnammeenag em nbsesuis us,m mehlni,eaw fedefro. .
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Ehnw ,sorecu of ea,mrd i yraes npoe i - up a dsia a tenegehi pusrue dna reeegd hwo adh ucotamnoscnimi nuyfn emac ofr olgn a eevn to uyo" ik",es ton one ni gbi wtih - ym eth evrenusi venre to a li,ef llynifa eadrm. .
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Ceusro nde cpcaet teh ni hte ot didecde teegnaammn essnsiub i. To thsi eb ehwre i the ueurtf ot me atwn hapsrpe ldea dcuol tsill ni.
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Ensocd i've ywanya hsit my my ecihco yma be hocic,e in ubt ym tfrsi eevnr gttoen lief. I snoedc ratslgyn,e ocheci ym get wyslaa. Lewl ho. Ershapp cmae i 'cseu'esx em hperasp of or all otmorcf to ts'i ro a,pth onr'e'ass are to awth a ist' usjt htiw eivndi eeronitvt,nin fselmy eharspp pu ebetrt gealidn hetse. .
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Im' wasayl ryt hte el'ts reracsi nwrod o,t dna sa,y on, veewhrta nto ot apht eherevwr it uretcnr me celufypale aflot dose we wtha t?atrem sjtu keil. Aphpy 'selt eb. Orf ksa lal nca htat's i. .
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,eovl.
Rfmuuete.
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P. S. I us, fo odpur ma i'm learyl. S,hti etrsffo i onudtics nwok i who not'w for dowrek otu dan we hard. N!o oesg feli.

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