A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Ornecr fo utsrle asw obth eth at slp,i het my anre hsnda lssca of awo,dory edeg lislt aets at bcka gcnitluhc tmsindietpanpo my teh eth. .
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Ofr ineegs a eutt,eralir bjscetu laelry ym tmos c lal, ofr to a d c atendt adn a chpsysi gnhscuri of ,ihyscmetr nssleo,s swa vauietrfo rfanounetut rfo. Gdera od ernve ym i ta to lsate ttrebe xdteecep do i olcud llwe i tub ,eincscse uotghth ofr a. As artruetile orf. . . Trleauirte lrecla frboee oryw,r nefdri odlt til my ahtw dtn"'o ym iew i ouy iq ayd newh we btoh ne"if etnadedt hteecra dan illw me uslcatontnio a hre od mae:x. And a su oetr,h bsceuea o,gwrn a, eyt an owgrn of os ecsodr one the nto c hs'es. Buejtsc idd tlisl a tub rgaed, tietarrelu hwta is ese( )tereh? i to eus,r buejitsvce. . . Shit i lfee tuo of ll,a was gerda eth stmo ionidipngpats. And tou eeforb oyu syfmel ot prese etsrss inaga i my to onwk ptos evah lesyfm wa?th relyal rcapoingm i ogt. E,m be me hwo lilw lpopee plopee how tanh teerh htan nad rumedb lwaysa msrtera aer rea. Ewr'e aaegrev as neoguh si gbnie as doog ypahp ngol. Ospt iths sueroiy,ls aeples sl'et ih,tab tysith.
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I 75 dcores odog tuayllca too reso,c rieeth si onp,it tno i ihhcw 9,0 too knar tou tish ihgltlsy ,abd nto vaeagre lsoudh veaob aylfcir ponist a at htta of. .
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Eevn aieprcpate sa ayd a as i teraf and tacpce ,tdiianeppsod mchu ecma or ocshekd ltfe of ot adresg ym i ,npoimg wot. Suer nad odrsec e,scro ofr aegdsr ot too! rof hastm dlfticuif tbsjcue an weer eenv i a rneelag a for ethse otw mots brgayaul eht arpp,e eahv etp,encduxe. Vei' fo uoy ishthge anc t?ath lvbeiee eth reev i su orf ochslo otw odcser ruopd arlley in ubsjsetc am eerw ehtes a ,c. Tulyr. .
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Twan hte ot or heiter slao a an i i fcta oll on tpoin enbeetw uot ,/dc recos gisanmu htta ni. Yalerl eirteh im' ks,uc ro it ta i oogd. I woh usges h'ttsa a,m i.
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In 75, a i hte rfsit stih thiw pr as ot majro sriueiisntve ereth pldipea tiwh fo ctunr,oy ioehcc a my btegsgi in amcnmionocuit. Odscen eclltoymep my edantsi snu, adn saw lo,gyoscoi defofre i rof unt jecrteed nrttfeoluunay, saw by ioche,c. Edfoefr manetagnem ie,mleanwh us,m me usbenssi. .
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- ym edeegr nynfu acem rcu,seo i e,fli hwne i orf a a lanfiyl of ibg tihw noe dias esray a ersupu teh up einvseur vene eiethgne ton ot gonl "esi,k in owh reven "uoy adn onep ot - edmar had ionnutmsoaccmi a dr,eam. .
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To i teh ecidded catpce teh ni screuo anetnmgema den siusnseb. The natw in tslil i erehw ruetfu ot siht to em rsppeha uocdl leda be.
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Nscoed i'ev may my eb my trsif never h,cocie anawyy otegnt htis ym ieccho ni feli btu. Gte ayalws my sgta,yrenl cheico ncosde i. Ho wlel. Fo hetes i'st rapehsp em meca a ttbeer i or or aer htwi tis' ocfrmot pahpres era''onss gdanile to to awth eapsrph pu th,ap ysmlef ivnide iteievn,nnotr tsju see'xsu'c all. .
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Ucrrnte cearrsi waylsa on, werheerv hte to mi' hpat ,sya jstu leik sel't em dna ont it hawt ew to, twhaevre tafol eosd rty aremtt? donrw aeeplcyulf. Pphay t'sel eb. Ths'ta fro sak all acn i. .
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Ve,ol.
Mruetuef.
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P. S. Prdou of ,us aerlly im' am i. Radh erodkw orf wn'to we oictudns uto nda h,tis oknw i ftrfseo i woh. Lfei sgeo !on.

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