Dear FutureMe, its november 7th and I honestly don't know how to feel right now. I hate myself and honestly i kinda want to die but i don't know. I don't even know if you'll get this letter when its 2024 and you're 20. Hopefully you figured out or at least sorta know what you want to do in life. I'm writing this cause I'm at a point in life where i feel kinda hopeless but when you read this ... I hope u smile.I hope that you're crying but because you got through it and i hope you're happy. Im crying right now but you already knew that. I know a lot of things had changed in those 4 years. Like friends,family but you mostly. You better know how to drive,traveled, and do a lot of things with your best friend and if not do one of those things right now.Anyways my relationship with our parents has been so bad this year Im not even gonna lie but when u read this maybe it got better who knows.There's so many things i want to write about today but i rather not. I don't want to ruin your mood whenever you're reading this.I just hope you're doing better then you are right now and that u make 16 year old me proud.
Epilogue
2 days later
Dear past Me, Its november 7th 2024.....tbh about a month ago u wanted to die so idk if this is like a just a repeated thing with u being depressed...
Dan pehl wno 'euryo igtetgn utb lla stale at. Adn segine ur uyo nwo to taytspcrshii go see a uoyr a ioylphocsgts texn wsa went eewk wlel a gtelngoiscyo sa adn no. . . . Fo otla os oocdtsr lota. Shit ees sa ngtih a utb bda bth i 'dnot. Hepl vreen ahd lare ayn uoy. . Eussg i ti btu tis a hbt nlog late treebt reevn otko tiem etnh. Elcra dna rof on cesin dna esmd eyoru' as psresodnie olymgo sti hdad slfee erebfo ouyr nebe heda ewll sa ont and gonikrw. Fro genasddoi ogt addh salo uyo fnylail. Were salyaw i mudb aaywsl ti in u elik elfe u dtcroso igebn tbu utb saw engbi ouy ttah caef taht evi idcrmaat steala ni tefl meda yeh ti wonkn dcamaitr liek rub acn. Utb awysal hatt tfel i st'naw it leik itdavdianle it vei em fesel yb now dronua been neci veyenreo. Nwok traso i i od yaynwas hatw atnw to. Incialanf pesuur a ojb i ot adn a ni aucse noti lfee claep won godo htce be rhitg sboiheb i nawt othre tusj my maen btrtee enth ti teg ot. Atth eeshtr so. . Tnghis aslo ecahgdn toal fo ash. Kile sloa tsi flte oyu yamn tem eelopp tbu os ftfiy epolep fytif nwe. . . . I onhmt whti (onewmrosd ): itwh retbet gouhr gsues nwok einsc btu astp vride ot pus im ntraspe toelnhapiirs hwo iths eenb it oury mhuc i taol whit hatt both khtni uoy ogt dna os)wnd hsa fo ryou so ppyha. Codul todn' sceau ghtohur pelpoe tgo you a u glad my i i rinu u etwn ubt eevr im it orme os agenmii odom ihknt uclod c,uhm okwn rohgtuh atnh otl. Fo dropu wetn nvgetiehyr i odupr me konw of dtesiep ggnio 'im 'ontd hhdraisps i konw the u :) iilvng fi dna ruthgho wdluo u orf be u tbu ghrhtuo all lfyroues yb. Og im' eordl irgheh to etg illw orwk up hte hirhge eivl encixtpeasot dlo nda i hcum ot nda thigr uoyr rs2y0 dna now.
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