A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Cledtee gaani agani :( asw hapecdmie instdepre in tbu he oueartnyfunlt is saw 0224.
2. Eeglfin umgl ydaot im’. Tsginh hgrou agnigman eevw’ eenb ahev ubt eebn. My pu alst ionbdefry ihgtn bkroe ihwt i. It eahpnp enoeosm esfel ovyu’e lewl naegtibril eleav eenedd ta ot htta avgihn ot harte so gbnkaeir aesm ts’i eth wonk but to dan llryea etim eontgt. Nad vyeer efligne vahe dy,ob eh i ’sit dod on arects i esmnioto to ,atht wdier owkn how so rh,ai to and felyms an yeevr antcised now ormf his rmak shi.
3. Ye,s nebe ncise it’s ethi!!er ayesr smlota ubt 4.
4. I’st a ebrtet tbi owdn ti rof gto tlielt ulldde wno ubt. Huhtgo ettrbe has nttoge /reaossrsjicelyecwe.
5. Sy!e.
6. Teetbr nttoge sda naidstt rae ew tsi’ odu’y owh be tiwh itkhn lislt i ubt. Ncctaot tno hugtho no ’eewr roaeynm.
7. Got ew larciaoinf tu!o wno veli ew ni.
8. Ym ear mbera ama,y dna bffs da,llas.
9. Pitsuoisinhtas adn isnipehrslota ousisre owt we gto eoms otin. Asetdl ovre fro noe tecrne 2 yreas sotm the.
10. P: on.
11. Adn loogmy lahycnolme. Cedir ey’uvo atoyd leersva emsit.
12. I nkiht ”57’ nda i teher 512-111 whgie tqearusr nad.
31. Won ey!s mod rwok ta pzaiz we. U erdoffe pomodrte 6 otg atfer roenaht eahv nbee nhosmt dan eo!n rlcytnee.
41. Aylrel nda ,nerge moreyan elik rnowb yeowll tod’n ew.
6115/. E’vwe ddaed well rupgo aer teh embrem my ahrnote yse tllsi bbesai to sa !eher. Eovdl nujo if ouy hre wken oyu ’udvwole.
17. Tae or oyblpabr weatr.
81. Ot kcstu unr ew amde eht for semo vedmo utb and narodu rambe ew amay ilac evah fnsried wenh nlgo.
91. Teootrrcp is aoubt okerbn it adn outab tah’st yoln 16 teh an i veha tnhig opr eht poiehn rncsee.
20. Klei ti rfo ti adn wto idwre yeveenro ersya aedm edlats. Out on htadn’ dsmsie scliao so toaienictrn humc ihws entdeylfii i.
21. Eewhr a ni pa/tbanrniicoctoenroot oniaalricf outba we grlnaee sah of bene ievl ethre tghnis ni annbed uilclyk lto tusj steoh sgirth ubt hyte ’vntaeh amnhu uescisdro tshgir dna. Omceapr ot nzai retho us geynmar cinroestu.
22. Hda maes you eht seon.
23. Nda wrmokhoe wkro. Nogig we hhtgou dasi ot clolgee we edend pu uolwd ew enve lyaatucl neevr. Become reuoy’ a no to kctar rwleeej.
24. ’eiv mlsigni bergusr, obsb aam,ufrtu neis,dfr etc msloyt enbe ntgcihaw. Iilgnk yllrae up dcseomei dne uoy ladtu.
25. Onw loco *** bgeni is. Alehisrute yk2 slao nad.
26. Lbley tutbno osne a are es,ar no ,rngi htob ngri nad 3 a iprgesicn. Hubcn oyu hvae a lsoa sttoaot of.
27. Nseo sdinatt.
82. Ilyfetedin ym kabpure.
92. Cmh,u oemr amlabgaeen nwo ayw sti’ as tno. Rof tmdenoaiic !year ti sppotde slta ngitak we.
3/301. Ye,s ew emet epeplo eoms tcaonct kpee in but idd tod’n ew yoneram cool. A mfro and wollof fo to yuo opepel ahtt oyu salo nwet lto etciw taewnig. Saoacnlclioy uyo tkal uygs.
32. Got at i two tifrht bnaka ispar hatt. I htme ryydeaev waer. A nda taaylucl you roespn hmte you egt thme ot the htwi ltfe at hobt kbac og aemd reew tohle dnbhie. Eidtwa na srraieng ruoh kool nfudo het sheto eht ot ofr uhtrogh i rof olst dan.
33. I atbuo htguhto tye ti ave’htn. Osem i kthni hvea ot iemt.
34. ): i lilw.
35. !no 4. F!ra!! ni os ecoglel 0 pag.
63. I do. Nlog ebrett nwo to we g,lstuerg gte ubt eivrhnyetg ti is etim dan okot a th,ere listl.
73. Soemetism. ’ist lluyusa htgouh wno ifen. Hoetrsb i fi reah em ti ni eyrlla ti elidat uatbo nylo.
83. I tbu kihtn rebemre,m utaob i uoy ’nidtd a otl.
93. I etwn derowk heyrpat nad ot i.
40. Roudan ubt idret siecn we idd imte tub ntes e!btrte ago 4 hist eryas swa ettlli egt tlsa we teh a eilk nighaytn dssmee you it.
Us i tdyoa evlo oto! pyahp ot eneb yuo ees wlou’evd yuo. Hngsit rlvolae eur’oy ’uelvowd inogd das tbu yuo meos awy rtteeb made. Ouy duopr woh eocm arf yeuo’v fo nda.
Trfeuu iabrt -.

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