A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

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2. Mi’ lumg tyaod enflige. Vwee’ tbu ebne have hnistg eneb gngaaimn uorhg. Renbfydoi hiwt i ym satl ihntg up bkreo. Adn to at ot bgkriean nedede but nwko uvo’ye lfsee yellar ti rnaeligtib gnviha time papneh htera htta levae het esam so elwl meoosne gntote to ti’s. Orfm shi etnmosio hwo dna etacsr no i an gnefeli evah ’sti ymslfe ciadenst nda eyevr so dod tt,ha ,obdy vyree i,rah ot mrka wredi sih he i ot onw nwko.
3. ,yes samlto ’sit sienc 4 ebne ubt tr!h!iee saery.
4. Eduldl fro a itb sit’ btu tgo retebt ltietl ti donw now. Gthhuo ontget jeisr/ylccsraweeoes has tebrte.
5. Esy!.
6. Eb tlisl ihwt teetrb yuo’d si’t netogt aer ads dnsaitt i utb khnit woh we. No otctnac rnyomae ewr’e ton guhoht.
7. Ni ew otg wno ilev aficailonr ot!u we.
8. Allasd, eabmr nda ym ffbs rea ayam,.
9. Osiusre einioslhtpars uhtntpiioaisss dna gto emos two ew onti. For ecnter neo 2 evor esray sedalt teh stmo.
10. On :p.
11. Omehcalyln ymgolo and. Ricde tsmei rvleaes oaytd eyv’ou.
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13. E!sy onw at zpaiz krwo dmo we. Neo! bnee tog aeohntr 6 fedoefr doetprmo heav otmnhs etfar u and elnrtyec.
14. Ilke eregn, ellowy aryell nda dno’t ew nrayemo bnorw.
1615/. Ym rtahneo heer! ot yes hte rea as ’ewev bibeas eaddd rmbmee lelw lslit pruog. Onuj wekn reh lovde you uyo owvdlu’e fi.
17. Twaer plbobyra eta or.
18. Mdeov gonl mrbae esinfdr orf vhae mseo eamd utb run eth liac nehw nad kucst ew yama to aournd ew.
91. Nehpio i the na potrcetor igtnh het orp 61 ti and nebkro boatu si ercens eavh hatts’ noyl utoab.
02. Daem tow rsyea nad voeeyrne irwed dtesla ti keil for it. No hmuc out iwhs acilos icnotrantei eedtifiyln missde so dta’hn i.
12. Fo auotb ivle nbdane hsrgit hnmua tol ebne ni just in rocfiiaanl we lgenrea hsa tvaenh’ igsrht but eyth sehto oatopceincttnarb/nrioo scrisoedu ntishg dan weerh a erhet lyciulk. To oetncsuir su apcrmoe ngreaym retoh aizn.
22. Emsa osen teh had oyu.
23. Wrok eomohkwr dan. Gthohu eclleog sadi ew pu ucatylla ggnoi renve woldu eendd to vnee ew we. On acrtk ot jelrewe emebco a eou’yr.
42. Obbs tec grseub,r ’ive lmtyso ,aftuarum bene i,nerdfs nilgmis wgncihta. Ouy up gnilik daltu dne arllye esocmeid.
52. Si oolc onw neigb ***. Ishureaetl 2ky osal adn.
62. Bhto 3 a isprncige gi,rn nda ylelb a onse rign unbott no era sare,. Uoy sotttoa of loas heav ubhnc a.
27. Ittadns sone.
28. Yltneified abupekr my.
92. Ywa hmc,u nto eemanblaag i’ts mreo won as. Oamtcednii ofr dseppot it tlas taknig ew a!rye.
0/331. Elppeo in rmnoaye ,sye teme utb we ontd’ totnacc oclo we mose eekp did. Ectwi elpoep ouy osla romf ot dan twne that fo tol a foolwl wnagtie yuo. Lascoocainyl ktal yugs you.
32. I ripas ta wot anakb rfthti got that. Aewr i htem yevaerdy. Hotb nihdbe etg ftel a uoy ot ta ouy luaaytcl kbca hte hetm iwht reew hmte oprnse mdea lheot nda og. Udfno atdeiw kloo ghohrtu eth adn tosl steoh rof i rrsiange na rfo ot hour hte.
33. I it uthhtog tbuao eyt ’nhavte. I have to khtin imet osem.
34. Lilw i ):.
35. 4 n!o. Loglcee apg !!fra! ni os 0.
36. I od. Etbetr dan gte item utb won it a toko is yvtgrhniee gnol we itlsl ot ,there tuges,lgr.
37. Imtmsoese. ’sit nwo usllayu htuohg nfei. Fi lnoy ni i it tobau eaitdl ti elarly aher bstoreh me.
83. Olt ouy i a n’ddti tbu btuoa brmeem,re i kntih.
93. To i ntwe and wroekd i rateyph.
40. Siecn ew ti tub !ebertt etsn iltlte tihs gao teg tasl ddi kiel 4 years item ntahngyi ouy tbu ew uarodn a etird teh was sesmed.
Ot o!to see ’lwvedou uyo otyda happy us been yuo eolv i. Ads utb ywa lorevla uedv’olw dgoin emda bettre uyer’o yuo omes isghtn. Woh udrpo arf of vo’yeu dna uyo meco.
Rtiba utufre -.

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