A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Endestrip tunaylntorfeu ni wsa dheimapce aagin si he (: ubt 0422 nigaa wsa celtdee.
2. Tdayo ’im ieneglf uglm. Eahv nbee tbu ihgtns uoghr eneb gmnianga ewve’. Higtn ym salt kerbo edrofinyb i up thwi. It arelly esfle to einargbk ppnhea etmi ewll smae nghaiv teh to atth at etrha ’ist ongtet btu ngliarietb o’evyu esoneom elave dan neeedd os knwo ot. An eahv oknw eratsc woh efgeinl sih dan ot eh ntosmoei so mrfo sit’ ddo kamr on shi dna i ,thta i wired iar,h dbo,y nwo lfysem rvyee dtnciaes veeyr to.
3. Ayesr tub been sncie esy, stoalm is’t eh!rite! 4.
4. Onw donw delldu rof tbu tgo it it’s a bit lltite etbtre. Uhhotg nttgeo ahs etebtr cawrei/ssersjoyeelc.
5. Es!y.
6. Ew eogttn ’its kihnt you’d asd aer brtete owh i itwh btu be iltsl tsdanit. Otn ewer’ uoghth on mryoean aocnttc.
7. Tog we in u!to lvie won ew aoiifcarnl.
8. My aasldl, nad aer ym,aa fsbf ebrma.
9. And wto ntio stioinhaptssiu srotlaiespinh smoe ew srusoei tog. Necert eno rof vreo tsdela 2 eht mtos eryas.
01. No p:.
11. Nhlaeyoclm oolgym dan. Emtis aerlves ’uoyve aoydt ciedr.
21. Adn i i adn aqtersur ihnkt ’5”7 -152111 treeh ghiwe.
31. Odm owkr yse! at ew pzzai now. 6 ohtnaer u erctlnye roefedf adn gto hnmost nbee noe! atfer aevh etdroopm.
14. G,erne adn we ’dnot lelwoy nbrwo eryall like enamyro.
6151/. Are ddade hatroen lsitl het pgoru ot eremmb absbei ym sa ’evew r!hee lewl esy. Jnou knew you rhe fi uoy udwleo’v vdleo.
71. Ro aet brbalpoy tarwe.
18. Het ymaa ot nhew ckstu clai utb eadm nad run dnrisef aveh rfo ebarm emos we lngo ew drnauo mvoed.
91. Iheonp ecnesr 16 aehv atubo hte orebkn i inthg st’ath het nda si na rtrtoepoc it btuao nloy rpo.
02. Vrnoeeye wirde ofr owt dna daem resay tldeas ti it ekli. On netocrntiai os mchu mssdie out i siwh elieytfidn nda’ht locisa.
12. Apitnoricnrt/oatoencbo wereh hmanu a sordsiuec ialraoicfn etyh in hrtee utoab bndnea dan in olt hseot stuj ukyclli fo but hritsg we ash ritshg nealreg vlie ’tvhena nthsig enbe. Nazi us to gayrmne tuseionrc pcomaer treoh.
22. Het smea ahd noes ouy.
23. Rkwo koremowh dna. Up nrvee idsa we ot veen houhtg wlodu celoegl lcaltyau ndede iggno ew we. Erelewj yeu’or a eceobm ot no rtcka.
42. Canitghw oymlts ,ernisfd usrbgre, fu,uatmar nebe ei’v lismngi tce obbs. Ylaelr pu cioesdem edn dalut you gilkni.
52. Inebg *** own oloc is. Ky2 ehesulairt and aslo.
26. Blley a ttonbu no ,irgn 3 nad obth a rae seon ,rsae ngir irnpgecsi. Fo laso nbchu uoy toaotst eavh a.
72. Osne sittadn.
28. Iiedyftlen ukabpre ym.
92. Omre onw bemnaaaelg i’st sa uh,mc awy tno. R!yae ti deoptsp meidanctio tkinag atsl for we.
3013/. Cncotat meroany utb ddi lppoee s,ye eosm in ekpe lcoo ew eemt n’dto ew. Teiwc tlo popeel yuo watnegi dna ahtt asol mrof to uyo of loolfw a tnew. Kalt oyu yncaisoclaol sugy.
32. Abkan ogt at hitftr i owt ipars ttah. Htem i wrea aerdeyyv. Rewe teg dan hwti rpenso fetl abck hmet to eht cylaulta obth ta them a heibdn amed hlteo ouy uoy go. Rraniseg and an eht rfo to oolk ruoh theos the htgrouh nudof otls wdiaet i rfo.
33. Ti uobat nvte’ah yte i tgouhht. I ot ntihk mtei emso hvae.
34. :) liwl i.
53. 4 !no. Ni r!fa!! pga egoelcl os 0.
63. Do i. Ew meit otko evryetngih is ubt a teg tills nad to re,the eebttr lngo it won lu,rsggte.
37. Mesetimso. Wno sallyuu fnei ist’ uhtgoh. Leylra fi i ti aieldt ti me rhae noyl ni hrtoseb tboua.
83. I i btu nddi’t a olt oyu inkth r,emeerbm buato.
39. Ekwdro i i to ntwe nda phytera.
40. Inynthga a uoy lltite teg ew ti emessd ncesi ddi ltsa swa ago 4 isht temi but we het tbu yrsae rdnaou nste keil r!ebtte tidre.
To!o ouy ot yuo lveo eben su lu’ewdvo i hapyp yoadt see. Stighn omse ’eoudvlw dngoi mead teetrb but lvolrae you sad awy ’eruyo. Uo’vey puord adn raf eocm fo yuo hwo.
Rufteu brita -.

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