A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

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2. Ulmg efilnge aytdo ’mi. Eebn vaeh bene hrogu w’eve ubt mgangian htnsig. Tasl pu i beofdryni tihgn with eobrk ym. So yve’uo taht to aehpnp teh nkow biartlengi llew ta lyeral vhinag elvea kgnaiber ot tegnot tub ddneee dan smae ti eooensm ’its htrea ot sefel meti. To otnosiem his dierw morf an os dan owh dod i on hr,ai eryev i lfmyse geleinf to hsi verye eh hvea ,byod st’i nad atescr own mark atht, kwno ndcteais.
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41. Kile dan od’nt reoyman wrnbo ne,erg aeyrll ew ellyow.
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17. Or tae erwat blbyapro.
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19. Thas’t ti eernsc taobu lony htign tobua ipheno prtoctore eth i heav and 61 enobrk rop the is an.
02. Oeeryvne ilke ti owt deam sarey it orf rewid dna sdlaet. I no so emdiss hisw asolic humc t’hnad idyeifentl uot eriaitoncnt.
12. Btu lranege itsrhg nofriiclaa we nneadb hirstg vt’aneh ahnum in tusj a sha of lilkuyc rociatcoan/bnnprttoeoi in lto eben atobu etyh tohse theer scduresio stnhgi dan ievl ewerh. Su ot niaz anryegm roceamp ensiutcor etorh.
22. Soen the adh oyu eams.
32. Wokr and mwohkreo. Eednd douwl eenv acalyult ew ggoni adsi ew to ceelolg veern we up though. No omeceb to yo’reu eewjrle a ckrta.
24. Cet vi’e toylms ,faurtuma ighwcatn bbso nbee iingsml grbse,ur f,rndsie. Ligink you end emodsiec rlleya udalt pu.
52. Oclo si onw *** ingbe. Halierutse nda ky2 aslo.
62. On ,rgni 3 r,sae rae enso tuonbt a a inrepcsig dna hbot nrgi lebyl. Vahe a bnchu fo oyu sotttao aslo.
27. Sindatt sone.
28. Ym leieydnitf eprbkau.
29. Won abeagaelnm its’ ont rmoe wya as c,mhu. Taodceinim rof we tesdopp ganitk !reay stal it.
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23. I hatt raisp at tgo ttrhif two aanbk. Awre i mhte dreevyya. Go the a btho aacylutl at ehmt acbk ihtw oyu fetl elhto nad were to nhiedb pesron ethm tge uoy made. Fro lost an aginserr fro kloo dan eth i uhro to ehots het hurtgho eitdwa ufond.
33. I uhgotth it vathen’ auotb ety. Esom vahe nhitk tmei to i.
43. ): i lwli.
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36. Do i. Gvtynreihe and etglgur,s slilt to koot retbet ti nwo ,eerht si egt a utb mtei we gnlo.
37. Setsmeiom. Infe oghuht own tsi’ usuyall. Larley nlyo ti aerh if me beshtro ni i idtlae it baotu.
83. Lto i i yuo rree,memb dn’idt utb utaob a nhitk.
39. And kdwero i i to aehpytr ewtn.
04. We tbu nset tbu btter!e gao tge lkei uoy swa iths the rnaduo a we 4 sarey anytgnih isnec did lats mtie llitte tdire it demses.
I uyo ot bene voel edoluv’w uyo ees too! ayphp yadot su. Vwoud’le way nigod asd ntgshi mose utb valrloe daem yuo ue’ryo btrete. Nda of ove’uy far cmoe who ouy pruod.
Utfuer - raitb.

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