A letter from October 26th, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Idechaepm ginaa (: in neytufrotluna gnaia epderitsn aws wsa he utb si elteced 2402.
2. Gulm tdayo i’m eglfien. Btu eenb ve’we ahve guohr bene ginsht ggninmaa. Tihw hitng ym bkoer i eobindrfy pu tlsa. Eednde ot nda to si’t llayer to gainhv het same mtie knaiegbr tonetg ta so nseoome hppean it wlel aleev efesl btu v’oeyu kwno ebirlatign terah atth. Ish dierw ,body dseicatn i mfor aveh ht,at every ,aihr every armk nda siomnote nwo st’i dod semfly erasct eh ot to i ish know na leefnig nad os on how.
3. Asomlt i’st bnee escin sarey 4 ihr!!tee s,ye btu.
4. Tib litlte onwd a tretbe utb dledlu it ’sit won rof tog. Hsa ghutoh tbeter yewaejcierrslosec/s enttog.
5. E!ys.
6. Egtotn natsdit we with btu ’sti ohw nitkh are eb etebtr i sltil ads ’yduo. Otn on actncot were’ enmaoyr uhgoht.
7. T!ou ni ogt wno eivl ew fialiacron we.
8. Mraeb bsff my y,ama nad rae aasld,l.
9. Gto ilrehipsnstoa essurio wto ssitnipsiuoath dan ew tion esom. Cenrte noe 2 esdalt for sraey stom evro teh.
01. No :p.
11. Nda yhceaolnlm ylmgoo. Yuo’ve earevsl yoatd rceid tiesm.
12. Uesrrtqa 5’”7 dan i i reteh nitkh 1511-12 adn whieg.
31. !sye at okwr omd ew onw zzpai. Hotraen nlreteyc 6 tog efodfer snmhot raeft ahev e!on nda drmptooe bene u.
14. Nad oemarny bronw ew leylar liek lewylo ,grene ont’d.
/1516. Group my addde sa eht ot ahnrote he!re evw’e lstil yse are rbmeme lwel besbia. If rhe yuo ewkn uyo uojn devlo ’ulwvdoe.
17. Tea or ypblboar ewtar.
18. Onlg idesfrn nur for amerb we amed ayma ialc but meso edmov oudanr nda hnew to ew eht ahev sckut.
19. Cersne si het i rop het hgint aobtu na 16 bernok sttah’ and ahve rcrpoteot it neioph otuab lyon.
20. Rof roeevyne it it sealtd dema adn iwder lkie years wot. Hnatd’ i hucm tou fyeliidten isdmse so iwhs on asilco itconientar.
12. Ash hunma rheew ni in ew tol a eyth nda iyluklc lnaocirifa irhgst ’tnaveh resuodcis etohs theer trisgh bnee gtsnih eegnlra abdnne btu aobtu of ujts ievl cteioaanptritnooocn/br. Su hrteo anzi maegryn to iotcnsure mreopac.
22. Uoy enso ahd eth aesm.
32. Nad kowr ohwemkor. We tuhohg we nvere ggino vnee we lgleceo ot tlylucaa iads up dened owlud. Ey’uro aktcr eboecm to ewrejle no a.
42. ’vei ytmosl obsb etc erndis,f bnee wcinhgta glnsimi atumur,af ,brsrgue. Iilkgn den pu cmseoeid alyrel uoy atuld.
52. *** own olco eibgn is. Nad y2k ehilrteusa laso.
62. On nsoe 3 a thob gnir rea elbly rign, nda eirpgnsci sae,r a tbnuto. A salo yuo nhbuc eavh ttstaoo fo.
27. Enso tinadst.
28. Etieydlnif eupabkr my.
29. I’st as wno eomr ywa enamabglae tno cmhu,. Yea!r ltas ofr gaktni ew ti pptdeso oeimandtci.
10/33. ’ntdo but did in eemt eoms ew yenmoar eoplep sey, tncocat ew colo eepk. Yuo fo ot poplee wnte owlolf rofm olt you a alos tciwe nigtaew dan thta. Uysg yuo katl ylsncociaoal.
32. Akbna got owt thta psira tfhirt i ta. Htem i aewr eedvayyr. A you bkca tlyuacal at ltheo itwh meth etg uoy ot otbh go made flet rnpeos dnbehi weer het nad hetm. Oseth nrsairge eth rof ndofu hthugor na hrou olko i to hte orf tidawe dan tlos.
33. Thn’aev i gohttuh butao it ety. Veah knthi i tmie smoe ot.
34. ): i lilw.
35. !on 4. !raf!! gollece agp so 0 ni.
36. I od. Gonl etinreghyv a won we ot ti ttrbee ietm ,teehr tisll si gte ,eturggls and toko but.
37. Smsiteemo. Huhogt is’t uslayul nife nwo. Reha idetla hsoertb utboa ni elylra i nloy me it it if.
83. ,mebeerrm buato tlo ’tdnid htink a i ubt i yuo.
93. I krwdoe dan ntwe partehy to i.
40. Aws utb 4 smsdee teg inesc ago teh e!ebrtt it ngynahti yuo ew lats udnroa mtei seary ew did a ttliel teidr hist leki etsn btu.
Yodta you oevl eodlvu’w to oyu us to!o bene ppyha ese i. Etrteb stnihg oyu btu r’ouye some lodwe’vu ywa aemd asd ngdio lvaerol. Uodrp ohw ceom uyo of uo’eyv afr dan.
- utefur baitr.

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