A letter from July 30th, 2020

Time Travelled — almost 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How you doin!? well,the present me is all messy,unwanted and irritated I`m 16 and a month old now. You know how hard teen years can be , I hope you are okay cause right now Im not .Everyone is all judgy about all my decisions including my school and the course Im in.they made me doubt myself just cause i took commerce.ah!screw them. My friends too arent even trying to help me cope up with my lonliness.They are adding to the misery.My whole life is now a big WTF? Anyway if you are reading this STAY STRONG LOVE. Do not give up easily cause that is what I often do and I regret it a lot. I hope you are surrounded by positive people who might as well give you the importance you give to them;if not its ok .You dont always get what you want and in my case I never get what I want [Im hell of a Pessimist]. As per my plan you should now be in abroad studying Law and also have your own dancing blog [II think of me as becoming an incredible dancer] .I hope you are on the right path. You possibly remember your breakup with your bestfriend like that **** hurts like hell more than my love breakup.well I think about her every now and then.I know Im stupid.who`s your BFF now? lemme take a guess.A boy who wears glass and is the most handsome around.Hope Im right.[these are defo not my preferences ,its a wild guess I promise.] For the brighter side of life,Im still alive battling through a Pandemic. I will give my best to stay the same so that you can read this and idk get a motivation about how life is always a huge disaster and its not your fault . Let me give you some advice.Stay away from stupidity.Friends arent always there for you[sooner you realize the better ].Also not everyone you think is your friend.Dont let people take you for granted.LOVE YOURSELF.Things are gonna get better,believe me the thing you are worrying about right now and crying about it every night isnt even going to stay in your memories the after two years.You might even laugh about how silly you were.Time heals everything,EVERYTHING.Focus on your skin health ,Dont make me look older than I actually am.Lastly when you feel low, have some coffee and watch FRIENDS or Brooklyn 99.I bet youll laugh your heart out forgetting all the ****** things happening then.When nothing goes well in life,take a nap. CURRENTLY MY FAVORITE SONG IS EASTSIDE BY HALSLEY AND NIGHT CHANGES BY ONE DIECTION[HAVE YOU BOUGHT A TICKET FOR THE CONCERT YET?] Hope mom is happy and in great health.Keep her happy ,she is really counting on you.Dont let her down.Serve her right after all the sacrifices she has done for the sake of you JUST YOU and no one else. LOADS OF LOVE ,STAY SAFE AND STRONG.THE WAIT IS WORTH IT. LOVINGLY YOURS LAKSHMI

Epilogue

almost 3 years later

hii my very pessimistic self Lakshmi Aradhana

I am doing wonders after 6 years, I did get into an amazing college and the one you always wanted ya NLSIU Bengaluru....

Lfie neo dosicine tbaou my da eb nachdge l'ylou to yneetvirhg sumeda htat to arlyel srteiso tilens lal ad. Lceap nad i nad ewis in haev aveh hmweoos opeple i em the i was kuylc eneb aunodr ihtgr hrtig ervy ndirefs gianmaz tiem. Kngilta aws elwho stopedp a toh ot nda ache nhitg it lkaiaamv reoth i. Seog uoy itsll ekli on ygntais i ma ifle adis ntgosr. Gp dsay vrey wto i of tnrwigi mfro in ipihernnst ncniahe rdnauo ma be priode nad to a i uyo sauec spdeikp syda ilerfga. Od tae sith teka ooleacthc dog adn setr thaw em to ntwas si. I os ot his skhwresi ,muhc ndow syaer mih wot tasl ho for you dha a atc olevd. I ssim ilslt he em inaag so snfid epoh mih i umch,. Tfas etb ow'untdl i this het reew thme we anaig cbak utb fo lal ndhpeaep stgnaiy thiw os ehnt famyli kiel tisres rtmoeh shtae hmcu dna hetre tg?tih ew os it nfu atfc ad so way ear her tohmre eisd no wno chyerr adn eovl siamb ti. Hcreyr we hrtboer tme sdgo adn tsaht woh lsiek scuea asbim. Psased ohmnst tow amsib eargt oga wyaa been s'anht. Oencbu re'steh otg abb,y eh og hmi adn lalc si h'lel arfte htsi he oh nfu i imh gtlyhlsi rlae so usihtn 'mi is gonna rptyet trnsiihepn ppu so ejidurn eh my diptsu ciquk a cakb meet ewn adeortep. Nweom ot veha ad dseo yghtvieren eugss aer fro flie hr,sta utb eht oyu ofr iekl htsi emn ,ilfe het no tsupid xoceeptni eavh l,feorusy aaytewka lvei rnaodu oyln from o,ges eth'res see uyo lal i ut,o liek emn whree are korw i. Agetr sesslga? tsbe non yruo wmeon srndfie ouy oqiusnte to eb eeitrh i leki hrestpait is uyg **** tnwa veah so retih gn era afm ot woh mael kyoa im or lal rdifne rnasew my ismp,noncao hwit. Lmanro i sfdenri do *** ohw era amel nad hvae. Otu, rleett 'erthes laos wnko tou ,tnohm kool nxet rkwo fro so ti aagin nsurt how ecetxid rseu and ll'i ese yuro im nda llti' rmcnrtieteu at l'il decsra ot. Lkoo tno lntsyaitn ot ieprtuc hvea eralrg eht teh ofllhpyue and igve i pu gacre at. Ubt ris how da for yb rmrb on treocnc eahv i itetkc a hott kathlaenda idd lwil d1 dan amf to my go yub nr ctrecno olduw tish v a ni ton i mra ylropbba da we si adn ioavtefr i fnu gson no getulu nsgo 0202 ieounrn. Oe'dd ehrte lima :(( off het of aer sjut aylncbo pneay emth 4 ish onw nad teolh idde. Ouy peeks senrosa rcnueesnsay eikl onw off ekli igig btu evner sola os trhnwogi a ekdli w wihch znya uoy what i fhaetr dah ?hits?? tath a cpik is ?tsslye? hased (dha ta aim rayrh httas eu)sggrlt a aifr lryeal yoru aerthugd ekrob ,amn h'se. Lla hitw omer ssik oicst da lsyccliaoona adn i t,mei ish r,eearc ttoeng lbamu recaph llist ladrseee a kign estyls arrhy vole rnyeeltc 'hes codis enw usmci r-**e*. Sgnsiik eebn a ufn aveh srabhi i olt hiedaav. Otn od ugh igugrfni ni suusptri da i wkor eltaats my orcmnati ethn mtoenm do listl tgebigs my i od ecosf,if ikle uto rae anwt nda ot nto eriosrw mi hwy teshe job ngsthi ta het i. Awth tuboa trap ehiaavd oyu im csreav tgirh ti at uoy to i tis enm tub ynigcr owkn and do hotwr **** nto otn lltsi fo niaaullvbae onigokl me rgipenndo. Is ilfe neesvr hcus lal no tiem mrheot gtse ,nief ym het but is. Yak yeb. Nuf i lahsl evah adn kly.

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