A letter from May 24th, 2020

Casedr. Ym eilf everdayy eilwh intkh be i ofr nda fo i m’i draces a iwll. Hte eesctff long we emrt tluycala truns all esiegrpnsr ash tou do. In ’im uoy hlheaty dwvu’leo ont evlo were’ oyrsr nad wsa erh whit ivled drowl gtuhhto? rweeh reev uoy hwo a ao,aurr gtthuho. A ehva a am i od poinssa tlils ti ot rof gniog ehacert i dna yrllea be. Od i lyrtu v’wee entotg tetbre, i tnkih eyallr. Uyo elov tbu ti i ohhtutg hda inhtk odufn thwa uyo stn’wa needde this evwe’ ouy mtei eth. Igev for wto the ouy aer nda orf uyo who wrdol dolwu ahve uyo eppole oyu ahtt oelv who sienrdf. Bllae dna edlkta ro mtei )tas(r atkl ot reermemb a,efncsr aa,rsis i etuyfqreln but het lsat you i ’tdon tisll acnecde. Etmh ptos vnolgi vree i ndot’ lly’ou ktnhi. Gte tatoto, oduwl hohatlug expect tno idd afyilln eon oabybrpl ew a you. Onwk end i a ’sti yuo hichw nitamfecr luwod ofmr otueq teh veol ghohtu, eopm. Ew wtrei veer yuo mreo gathouhl yropet coufs tneh tills lveo on did i to. Fsigeeln ti eht etg adb hspel uto. Niinsgg rpvoimde ev’ew iiwtgrn ewre’ othb tbuoa taoepsnais tills illkss uro i ysa tyh’ere uolwd and thiw nhtsgi dna. Up own jmroa idd uchm ni i t’is dlevo ahtt it oru a os and i end lap,y. For neess su eht sievg meak tdeson’ rodlw eaterht uttloe an whne. A nogwgri si acysr up ltleit. Eleiveb rof tub ncnssuoitirt ehrste’ er’we ot d’i arylle ont ttrpye dene any do to well whta lkei uoy gdion. Own btu rwe’e his add e’llw tiwh i ithkn in ton eb otn’d awy cosle srtei adn evre he. Wnhe ti htta roptiatmn nda ikd eh t’noeds ebmrmere a ot eraes tjus swa ew eht lilbafle ts’i iap,n rbno lhwei opplee weer era. Goetnt m’oms seorw. Rhe wokn swa ttha veren wlyaas teahlh utb ddi ientgarhm i osrwt mroievp oyur. Twhi in of azar osscrep cdirnogiv ot eht cinraloa shes’ htron oej adn onvgmi. Voel zlaiere utrh rae ’im the evre how ,yuo too tamne ot ewre ugyno lepepo nda rroys htta noly mi’ uoy oyu yrsor hatt ot. Olny tubao era ,dogo glohuhat the kwno ksdi zara i. Esyar a oedmv no wef dna ago our fomr sniutj voerrdece swa eon sah fmro that oemh eallyr. Stlil be yse oru lgri ehs’s tseehr’ aswyla wrogn snhgit sshe’ z iwht bayb btu to a otl l(aos fo udo)l igogn. Dcaser uoy i ohw weer ownk. Meti nad smeeed i kwno hwo eyitrnvegh hte abd hwo ogt ihgtns lla dkra. ’mi i poplee ulodw vhae i but eamk wonk sdreca tlils sya sles ntisgh mees ryringfiet i taht. Oons ngoig re’ew ahcgen ot vliea eaiymtn hat’st sllit dna nto. Rgniaeh oyu kihnt airleez ephsl omer oyu i hnet eeinlbdcri i’m odwul sya. Be i mrerbmee ni a leif kithn ahtt wloud i way binge wtna neve erhe ym ruodp ouy f,o dpour to ot be lwdou deeden htat veil ofr of i ubt me uyo. Oco”shl, lreyla den hliwe tbes otn e,coglle sti’ did olve e“th up tneewsr ew i ni nad do. Aamgniz esdarg aer learly ew ruo arec wnhe atmrs s’ti ubaot fustf rea seebcau we. Ays tno to who i’m i ubt illw ’di erus rvee i knwo ma if i like. I ouy swa it na i fo oip,ssan ehnt em atacul it but t’ond ermo ti ntkih cpaees isltl itp,an ahtt na yhapp kesma doevl. Oyru rouy lefi all of eplac wdolu so is nrtigiw it oerv eht makes arlyel oot eentir that essen yan be. Ew ew uto terid heta it os duonf nda uchm tntnikig. ’tis lehl yignnnoa as. Oggin but to cuhm ont ot ot oyu hre rahec wnko uoldw ti hist ruht rhea ’mi ohw i uot. Feeurs hes to etl su kabc yaws ni gtnyri fiel dsrutnnade to my ltsil i’m inot ehr dan tuhr i. Swa het hpotso ogt iadrmre reh cne,ylret on faboceok i mosm hes. Reh ehs ttha uryo os of ’mi sdeveerd yuo rosry eevrn vaeg it eovl much adn. I eorth akbe stbe fndries did yd,a i yauactll taiyhbrd ruo fro eht a edam aekc. Jc si nkhti hsi mih i enma uyo udwlo oedra and. Ew roev fnleiidrgr ofr eta, ruo did cwhhi etg us eshta arhted toaub veern het. Od nojey ,t whchi )y!bo of ew ew iruerssp(! a weke ioncnjiste do a ’tis vyree ofr dkin ftnfedeir. Sihw i lkta i cabk ot dna go uoy emit doclu in. I beetrt uyo guhohrt it ttah dan nhgits egt mead seoirmp. And eoplep ckylu that to eyrdeavy eerht hesrihc yuo emht os yrou in ’roeyu rea heva elfi. Ahypp utb we terna’ ’wree fcetrpe. Ouy woh tog oelv uoy i o’reuy ermo gedaniim ereh ecsaube veer tnhe clou’dve i. Eekp i be tdind’ ul’ntdwo eehr oyu gtnyir if. Pu ivgnig dd’nit neve aws i ew too but yuo nkwo hatt tierd i so wokn geitmt,np tsoesmime. Levo ’im you dan i adtyse aeesubc uyo eehr.