A letter from May 12th, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, are you happy now? do you wake up feeling like there is a reason for you to be awake and alive? have you found love in a person, a friend, family, are you in love? have you recovered from your eating disorders and is your anxiety any less? do you eat food and not question it? did you ever tell your parents that you're struggling? how's coryn and what happened with the boys? is chaos still healthy? is your mom and your relationship any better? when did corona stop controlling your life? hows high school, did you make freshman year memorable? how often do you smoke now? did you lose interest in school, did you lose your faith in your success? did somebody break your heart this year? are you over drake still? did you ever get to kiss jack or have you kissed somebody and really meant it? are you okay? i hope you love life. - mena :)

Epilogue

about 5 years later

hi mena. i am happy for the most part. i definitely wake up with purpose - i wouldn't say i 100% feel alive yet though. i have found lots of...

V,leo rweto eltf olev a neeguni ecedirvosd atnh hatt nythigna i si stih i hnwe wodlr lrteet dan fo erom dha iev erve imgenufaln. Lewl ,olev ni i ma sa. Ahwt cna aehv pu, how can me huattg rsopen btu a hwo eatsl den aremd o'tnd i donfu ti at wreeh uyo kaem sha nokw eovl 'ltli eikl and i be. Ma aientxy to adn ym i i shtoen abd who igthns acn ebagn ubt dna erenv layelr uoabt ahev omm tdtedmia ,be dda erpyath. Tno me saol ym nlgesfei tehy amek hrsanig l,elw retrge utb heyt oaticcenmum idd ondt'. Aehv hyonelst si no hwo i edai ocnry. Rtfae nkhit adn eenrv ipisrdnhfe i 'ive dtno' wot neirddekl in ehr a eposmohro we srae,y ot rae,y nksope. Ortew ihts i even ahtt i wen hwat are nd'dit woh mte eleopp i trafe adn hyet konw i nidfdee hwne own woh am. I erenv idocv rcoa)no atth et"h ladcle hit i ti crya(z eartf y"osb aniag nguh tou and. Sti my oghhtu hyte nunyf ,leif uotcdienn who ot opp ni pu. No si ot ym sa uot and fro btetan hiwt tnwe ae,fc onw etwn zagloediop etdatre lla ot(n ubt ref,byndoi lit)sl oyu onw taet ghsna ot ohna oury ym hyet atgdin eth bcale pmro enekld htiw owh ma,eroomt mtei. Twore oshac psat isth umrsem taht it eakm yuo nidd't eht. ,mih tbu klie i tlisl i sism gdos mayoren dt'on. Ist eb rmerbeme eth mmo ahrd and edsu umhc ,esrya so omevidrp it ot i my revo atwh to leik. Umhc dsa tjus ehs n,ow it hwo easmk me ubt ruetggssl. Si of em eb i awnt dmole kames ttah it to a owh ads hse rvnee. Ycnetirla oodg mfor i asw rhenasmf lohcos do hgih roeemsmi heav lrammoe,eb aery ton but. Uokest,ma ghntsi yianglp adn kllapibcel ,teal out sdelfi arc urningn rghouth. Ni teh asruub tknur fo hte htiw dan rensidn agni etsussn. No rvidse the ulspeao. Atht lrepeid oeng sucdek raf wish btu lsao ti im dha i hsit adn ti morf now rsoeno so ot fo a l,ot i. Ta all, moesk i mi sicegdniron fnyun agtsrtin anaig nehuog nto'd btu. ,ayw sti mi tub bertte tllsi rowyr a,unosix adn - oodf ilslt way i revo. Etactsdi it sady elorgn no ym. Did in a hatt atihf foghut sloe smkae wya oolhsc esssucc dprou ghhorut i my i nad me nto ni. I mdedaer o,f hgtnsi phcioedsalmc ahev where gerta gto ot i i dan. Sti tbu i tebs odcul teh own sya of eccioh htaw nkew hdra the i fi i yan - swa utb ngive it to idd rgiht. Ni ti my thera but on'bsdoy iw,hlae eonkbr tllavuyeen ahpnep did. Stbe eb atht shi tub do'yu jc,ka llef in of dnifer to taidsen ebatolylsu whti kigsisn ouy eolv folroed onwk. Lelw, owh ubt larlye it fiel fyunn edn lyaps d'tdin tths'a tou. I deybnofri i acn ksis nvewereh rnutcer ym. Rof i to ugy tahw ni swayla me a edhop 'ehs neeb. Tbu dubnlgii vleo wath i 'im 'im i vloe at werhe ondt' ,wno. .

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