A letter from April 17th, 2020

A ash bjo goelcle, ibt hte isltl atluhohg oprssce pcipatoanil het rgeedpnssi eayr eyt akgimn ,up of whhci ahs neeb cikp eonycmo ot censod. .
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Fteon sa troaivfe anal oeyma,nr lde rey btu itlls we n'tdo tlsnie a to hess' tefliinyde. Woh rveteyghin si nmcdiooe dmzeaa epcla to dndehal i ma ouy a dna rhda at nas ,eb. Aeysr rhtapey ouy to notesh, thaw ni soeth be rmof pehdapne ot isllt i ecviernrog am gidunr. Uneormos an ikpc a pu as na as liwl aomntu nda ew sevdviru i het ci,dhl utald rest. Can i neagiim anc ievliusza hte er'ew ebtetr oryr,w you eang!iim sinosrxpee 22 nwo, hnta uoy fo w,ya anc 'ewer maolst by yuor torr—ondrh'o ndiog eevr. .
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Eong ldteste ot ebursoaidn nqeyuerfc uyo atth setrn birgn ebuectnrul tineisynt nodw by rmof adn aerst desu entaspr your rnwo aer 'ist teh to wo,n aeg ebetnwe aiynlm. Bsacuee esmo osbrmlep uoy sith itynaimc of aehv whit. .
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Ot hatt ouy oyru teel,rst frofe esteh eovl, yuo one tiwh dan elpepo b"e of neeltg hte r:etwo eolv eusy,rolf in. Otn nkid tub yvenreoe is nema is not evoeyrne. Td,aul rgniyt wiht gtrea yuo hatw sitll tngniiuonc an " rtea,h ym to ecictapr ma a rmfo urclfae as i eb. To omce thwa, kd,ni hgu?toh osdd lla are wkno the yuo wy,a tou, by aniatgs idnf pepeol otms. A to it? hntgi dgoo alizeer istn' hte ,lwrod otaub.
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Sornahpeliit hnitwi at fo ve,ol 22, mtser tog ti frist uro 3 eeksw ew dneed nad ni tnoi. Won, of no eon irrepssu oyu to eth aer ***. Itsngh 'youve idas ,dgo teh. . . Lyerla eemrremb otn atscle solwh meemberr het i me nyaaa nkhti i ahstt do kisgnis wudol tlmaso hvae be,omrpls i in uo'yd eotghmsni t,haeter ot veiom novimg adn omrmey. Adh eb we tno a teh wudlo be to fo uowld the oyru ******* ta,erhte teh ov"mei nyol rccuhh ievom by teuarinaqn buaseolt deerengate csecsa uyo ti ooslc,h biagnodr dugnri etrtea"h yaw,. Rchist jsuse. .
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I eepk ikninght oyu obaut. With ohlcso tub ixte,sen in tolrniiapshe itwh ni hgnit anme aayan ilyng in the ephnlgi ieegrtynvh onw hccruh ter,beah ni a bed dna ehr dnnciag oall ta ocuht, asi's. It t?i ,ilhcce rspessdpeu nwat or 'tnis st'i or tusj eunnatdrsd or ncfseuod a ot otabu we fnyun la,lo were efi'ls rof is,a snelgefi rou ,cryas swa enrve ya,aan on,w. Canaectcep sugorp ew owudl euaebcs eerw ielf meor nietacr enev of we eradhr teg form uot **,* duwol tath arech eknw sebeuca eocbem. .
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T—liese i itkhn kbceold ro oru why tatnetoin shomrewee tanrndeuds saw ou,t ihst i ngrtfyreii weev' tdneur. Equer uyo ouyr c,snode neseqresu in wsa islrg a ndmacepi oryu aiutop teh yhw voel inot ot yir,einftrg no eehwr nda ssene aesmk closai it reeyv niryfrgit,e uoy hnpeo npestra erwe tginyr wsa nt,yfirregi reew erew itsraict ynriifg,ter wsa idresfn nmosr a iedvl eerw agkiwn dvloe ectadecp, yoru sepaec eht ,deedinf rldow. Nu,wdo hhougtla that, it bhita het do 'weer veha tpra in ltisl dinog wetn het rdeeep a is iafht trfeuu i w,yaa ay,w eernv by fo oru. Nssamde tihs ruo rat edam si't btetre,. .
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Efli: iscalo.
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The lceolge? oocl by erthei the cdosen y,wa i wodrsc of ddi hte snde raey npceoct nkow of afrte ouy n'ddit. Asrt lveinvod poelpe, nwo hte ni rusogp atger smot fo ueqer ghan vaelres hemt ro fo ew ni. Wef aedm oponudtcri own, anviiv sfedirn s+na(nha) wy,a od vahe ew and a gsndie adn mod atth. Uyor asiivnv by dypea gig 0$06 aws igtsebg fretah. Imk ,onguy hbugrot of ke,ly elp:peo iyaji dsngie niowjn na frporoess ouitcymmn nmaiazg aosl. Nmhawis bule imrdhete oyu risnoe lape adn tnea odt yo ojeptcr hturobg yuro. 72 ordbaa tsudy pure,eo lnedgna ew we wto eadm wnet dan ni yoejned infrsde in hntos,m drnoau cnoal,dts evne to giebn gviintis ew dlce,ina. Apegs rmoesiem 020 pu fo u'eovy adn rkbcpedaoos. Nsreoctui evfrtioa amecbe rouy one ylukcqi of eiadncl. ,hananh saesci, sg:wa peepol ueclind cg,on iysamn oerth. .
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Ufn sah eeashcrr neeb nw,o irthg. Oyj lba on ,egng hitw perofrsos and voel sihtse uro gnoliom uro ebne utb nkaii ,us we kaalym,a sha. Atc vene. .
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Eth my levdi pntatiita,—mresnb wtih olas vwe'e c,aerre nad ni,eaal rlinngtoa tnreeyti etreh tzme of leegclo in orf islrg zmigaan. Onw hye'ert ni gntadi naalie aderstt nad raetf a emtz whlie to,o la. To aonteliisrph mtze reuutf dan iwth reh rhe kbac amtlne rfo lhhta,e msaestr aflymi uqit aet-vruleae moeh sglao go rhe her nda to mroprga. Hmoe, rfo yee ogriwkn sa ckab els'i enattdaimirsvi rcae na an ssatatnsi itlcfiya. Reh tihkn age fo tkgain dame 'hses dan reh acer it bnee uatob sah aay,w esapsd rargndena,pt dgaemthrrno hda me tsuj. .
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Rea c,lsub oyu nefsdri in ntiib coesl adme rgoup rbsa of a nda a multuincao nda ayds wiht btoh ictsivam, of ancotr gdsnepin osact, gohtrhu you. In eirca, ramisr rhearsce dnyso, ieaxl, ot bboyr yneltcer lnees,ga lba a ohw( korw in rra),hdav lfte. Erup ibt leeppo vbntiar pguor ,htrdeea amrts, a of hclylcniaro noenli nda. .
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Fo vildidnaiu erfsidn or,cesu i ekpe ym. Put proesuptd can dsamer uyo lyellenstser lzza,esd tlaweh no ruyo oc,oc niitasdetim hwo adn ash hsowe never a btu fergni. .
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Ogentt orfm nad ta w,say ttah rdattse nslpgaie rcycsait fo i,tghn hoytu atccnepcae lfie vwe'e itecnrm,ndes hits so uro ffo plepeo ogdo iaolsc amce rou htta w'vee eidgdsnh gahniv in. The yanigp bigne trkb,aeearh on on h,itgsn riecp illw relloev—an arsed ,eestrf haepryt i rvoe inmmiize sleef ohw awht nwo ot stuj megemrrinbe am ti adn ngitget ,eptenrs oru ralyed ee'wr rou ni nateti,huc utrst lgnrniea ntm,ugdesej. .
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A,smrt eiucotrn etats gamainz my and ehva flie fo os tciqeuisr itpe,ccgan is, utb ehty uro ,now ofr at on ohw say,w i adn tbu seteh of bntmiiao olko all coisal aer eutrgfal tetrolan eeo,lpp the i them am trhig. Agngttneiviis sti' otn to a,hev neo tuhtgoh owrht but good a. Dluwo evren i htta eslai,y sfrnide lyfmes i i ttuohgh sya emka uatbo. It tngoiof un,osdw niocazilgis etlrcuu lc,eegol inalheg the in ym vilooncneatnun ,heter tingutp na—swda me my nfdiign daorun insrpuug ,reesitnts s,—yigirfntier ot slilt mefysl dol out sleymf. Loko eud and deyap to epser ienndssk who btu of eht srtonem it of,f. ,uldehmb produ 'im dan r,yelal. Rtgaens a einmoot tsi'. Than resudinoab yrou foti,ong evne do vhae em, niag fndi i tbeert tbodu ste oyu ilwl ymnmtcoi,u no. Cna ,hlel one ayd oclo eabym we eb. Fo ooc,l ttah etsltse kndi rellay eht looc. Lkoo ti i frodawr to. .
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I nrooun of my one,s ahs,ha wthi ucors,e day eekp in lijn,aa othuc dna. .
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Etteasgr mlipctacnmsohe?.
Isioam,tbu kwor egyneulin i ,dhar dan nirfed, i hsit irbck and ma oh,tsr eilf i ahtt gdoo btiul yeslt i rbcik ei—kiln haev by penltiaryso a i i am a and. Aatelinntryilno rheet e'ewr osrpt,es neerdpest eon geee,dr cllgeeo ot uor end het smalot of e'evw. Deeepprnip aocilmub )(! ot mtmicdeto ew iotn evysitnrui psy nda gto a adn. H,(ye be !)cootrd ouy a d acn. Ivedr anc eisngd (ro and now ,rokw we roiocudntp gnyitr we icrnexigse dngoi )o,t ocol highsyaw rae. Amec and a ew ,oh noe rceda atedd ,iglr no ,tuo. Mtiesdn, eth evohrwe ym kitnh am i ruestpdo i fo. Ulprye i fmro eerwh of i a roelgn rfom mace on aeclp won and nda rowk i al,kc respetc fsemyl. .
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Re?sgad.
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In yuo aasdwr taudeagr rtsem as aer eroy'u rgs,aed iondg htree eno ouy htsoe ear egdsra of remo k,oya fo itngegt ryenom,a no. Yodat ngiod saer,rehc yare dhps ew a ailclcni traxe okot hrgti inkth i orf a hte si wsa am,es owh i an ******* yhopsgyloc to utb it hte ,icdisoen emt ybo llwe e,mlufsha od it sa si. .
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Ebopmlr trghi eht ggsetbi nwo?.
Elgiadsno ,vore to aoouvsrrnic eocomny arw mebslhsa, mfor omst semrlpbo eth aervsel misairmgnt ia imersc gankit a:eslt hte urmpt eltf be to adn onpietdgr si in smsee. Noiescgde seeavlr phngpniea hte in rsth'ee dolwr. Ccsriaeif pu and ma i raafdi liccainl vgei ot hnic b,oj adn noemtumm eht okrw of edgnsi, iarfad dnif to to rfo a mdae ot i s,nlplaoeyr etresnti soopglchyy dan citmom riaadf. Moyne i dna nfidrrlgie i lal a heav nd'to ehav i dnt'o a t,ish car, dna do'tn aehv. .
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O:lcsoh hwcih.
Dsv!ai.
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Era we pha?yp.
,ti gknrwoi ubt sye a adn no se,detssr tbi. Aty,claul no. Aref ievl ni i. I ohw blevejocyti wsa tcan' hree asem rmo,e as ni ne:arws mi' apyph i be cna i i asy as was ehwn yppha sna swa i ?ma nda necdoom,i to leba ithw teh i now ysa.
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Ocfeuetlelu/gr yinthnag no osjb?.
Is ibg eht hist toqsiune. .
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Dsmar?e.
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Tawn yb kind oolc a nad oloc eivl evah who oocl aderod ciy,t in rmlsa,o i fisedrn to naoiutcpsoc ppleoe evsrol erusnroudd dan by. I to sniegd dna tanw lttoiaenp ctalinylaa my ues. Twna to lasml aevh i phsdbulie in,gmehtos. I nrcaeit and to ********* of atnw ym urpdo be. Eb ecols twna ot rnoho dda, ot imh ntseeheamivc to hits i adn nad ratte nad wlsaay in eb mhi mhte nad mo,m rudaegth ellw a and my gdoo noiacts. I efle to fdeinntoc twan. Fo atnw d-mwnniobigl **** emak ot a i )nr ot tno em myeno 10(0k is. Be atnw ot dtpnnneiede i. To i eb iutleufba twan tmsar and. To i wtna werlufpo nda sctpreede be etnevalr nda. Whit sjtu ym rseedis tnhose eingb ey,h. .
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Adem and kthni eht eriofvg i a nhseot 16, my i updeat ta asw omer to igve ttah tjus nsutlbsne a sattus n'astw eadwnt wrtrei so this i nda wingrti t,oentsiruep peho too b,treet. Veew' i ihts we nad ur,et fo elfi i amec dmdreae ym to athw hope of seom aedsmr dulib up waasly epoh. Fo i ma eg,inefl ti in i eb lilw my so ti's prudo u,oy rwdei i so efel a ethcs fo yo,u urdop. Shurolde on adn reven 'oeuyv gvea royu a tog ledstt,e eryttp u,p edah yueov' odog nvere v'yuoe. Yuo i ehop ngookli im' eht dnfi orf lveo. .
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Astlel, 22 gae.