A letter from April 17th, 2020

Eray fo ibt het co,llege up, jbo to hsa uhatlogh eyt sroescp het sha itsll gnkmai ymooecn iipconpalta whchi ssrpdngeei ckpi ebne odensc a. .
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Itvefrao utb tnofe edl a we esitnl ltsli mn,eryoa tdon' ntlfydeiei h'ses ery sa ot nlaa. Who eynvtrgihe alhnded at si nas ,eb ma a ot palec ahdr i eomindco nad eamadz you. Ni rrigvceneo tllsi am nhaepped etosh to i eb yuo h,otesn asrey form to hartepy nrgidu hatw. Eomsruno rets sa sa adn the a altdu ew na na vdeivsur pu outmna kpic i will hdli,c. Het ryou vaiizuesl yw,rro acn by 22 a,yw mneiaig i nwo, alotsm can xissernepo erew' gonid nca fo reev ouy etebrt you nieai!mg erew' rhtndo—'rroo naht. .
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Era yitsitenn rtnpsea sdeu nwo, yb eogn nirbg gae erast het to oyur wron mfro ttha 'tis you fereunqyc ot ldsette adn tnser wdon yalimn dbonsiaeur ueeculbtrn neebwet. Mose uoy bsueaec vhea ithw iyanmtic of tsih embporsl. .
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Htat eetnlg l,veo seeht b"e of uyo neo hte your opleep htwi in elvo e,rstetl ffero dna e,frlyosu :twero ot oyu. Si eneyevor eamn tno not tub dikn neeyvero is. Hwit tareg be htaer, etpcirac ot sa careful am mofr itsll wtah gntnociiun gtinyr yuo lut,da i " my an a. Dfin ngatais wath, nowk ot aer houth?g ddso ,dkni yb plepoe smot you lla the wy,a ecmo tou,. Ogdo hte to o,wrdl aotub 'isnt it? githn ierelza a.
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Ipnlehaoisrt we ni nad 22, 3 uro fo ifrst wnhtii ogt ti toni ekwes emsrt ta enedd vle,o. Rsruepsi ,own ear eth no one *** fo to uoy. Nthisg dasi teh eouyv' d,go. . . Ivemo and ngisiks het gomvin wolsh ,treeath ton me aaany ot i ni wolud ishentmog ereerbmm aelcts i ehva mmyero i httas lamtso aylerl 'oyud mrremeeb ithnk od mlsrobe,p. Otn fo it csol,oh "vieom doainbrg dolwu teh ater"hte rhuhcc omevi a lwdou uory ******* eb olbuesat dha het egdaeterne awy, eb nylo ot haertt,e qairunetan gidrnu uoy eth we cceass yb. Thrsci sseju. .
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Nnigikth epek tuoba uyo i. Ta ni ervyhignte liaropisehnt a lalo teh ithw hr,tebea rhcuch iwht ebd hngit amne ynigl in tsineex, ubt lpeihgn her i'sas dan hooslc aayna indncag won ni o,hctu in. Lchc,ei ti? to s'ti fil'se awtn autob nts'i or a,si eerw o,all a oru a,yana sacry, we ti saw tujs daentdrnsu nreve ienlsgef ro unyfn sdcounfe or rfo uppeedsssr w,no. Ew caeuebs atht erwe feil ew omrf erticna vene nkwe fo ebmoec uwldo arehc tuo udlow tge pgours ***, ecesbua haedrr epccaeatnc emro. .
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I enrudt ruo ewv'e aotnettni erosewmhe nfygrtiire otu, htis saw tsndaurnde dloebck or ithnk why i esteil—. Eht saw wyh yge,rtifnir snsee eaccd,etp etini,rrfgy evlo qereu ervye eht snomr ruyo g,eyfrrniti ryuo dworl eerw qnueseres peecas epnoh to ni swa eerw rpetnsa a slgir erew dvleo ipouta uory erhew sfedirn wsa odc,ens dan cstitari ygitrn iagwnk toin uyo uyo idn,fede no it a cieampnd eewr silaco lvied ftgiirreyn, eskam. In ti ,way do,wun ibhat a the oru erven is i fthia of yb epeedr prat ntwe lstil ew're atth, tohagulh avhe hte od yaa,w ngiod ureutf. Its' ,reebtt hist maed tar ssamnde ruo. .
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:lfie claosi.
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Aftre erehti year yuo lcoo fo ,ywa ocsnde nwok ddi i dndit' esnd of l?cgoeel ccoetpn yb hte eht the rwcsod. Eth dinovlve we in ghna arts rqeue arget onw plep,eo sealrve fo or ni psgoru tmeh tosm fo. Idegsn we atth srefdni n()ahan+s dmae adn ,wno wa,y heav od ewf a iodnrupcto vviani mdo nda. Swa 6$00 pedya vavsnii heraft gbtesgi yb ggi oryu. Laos fo :pepelo rugbtho yk,el mki mnimoycut njonwi osreprfso ugn,yo an zgmiaan jyiia gseind. You tbhgruo dto lepa herdetim dan lbeu ishwman yo yrou ntae ptrejoc osienr. Tosc,adln ysdut rnidsef iln,deac 27 went ejydone ew nbgie enndagl bdaroa in nad in eepuo,r made ,thmons ew we gtiisniv to nruaod otw veen. Up dna 'oeyuv rocbedapkos oreesmim 002 of segpa. Ofivtera lcukqyi ialdnec oryu cbeema neo fo nteoursci. Aanhn,h nudlcie awg:s sciae,s yaisnm trhoe epelpo c,ngo. .
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,onw nbee sha tgirh rrhseaec nuf. ,gneg iikna has sihest our ruo on lognimo btu bal hiwt ,us bnee oosrpfres ew dna jyo la,akaym ovel. Cat evne. .
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Ngaimaz rof gceeoll olas nl,eiaa gslir and sir,amnb—tnpetait tihw fo in hte emtz eterh eteynitr wve'e are,ecr ym dilve ngritonal. Etehy'r ianeal rtdates raetf zmte ni tdagin lehiw a too, nad al onw. ,ltaheh orf reh ehr ruufet namtel ot emtz dna aevear-uetl rhe go to hrislnpaetoi her iutq cbak myliaf srmseat ogaprmr hmeo hitw dan gosal. An bkac talifcyi travmdieatiins as eey asntatsis h,oem acre 'iles wgoknri an fro. ,waay rtndegapnar, of ti atdhernrgmo auotb ktihn em emad neeb rcea adn ahs gae giankt ahd her sdpeas sjut rhe e'hss. .
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Eocls uoy ysda iculauotmn thob nad a of aer rgupo nigdenps a ics,atimv nad ortcna fo ni rsba hhogurt tihw maed tiibn toca,s lbs,cu uoy srenidf. Alei,x ysd,no owkr rhecares ot ramrsi rybob in (owh lab ic,era a slneg,ae ni eenrytlc ,ha)avrrd flet. Eethard, ,tamrs llinaorcyhc uepr a and uorpg fo itb ibvnrat oilnen eppelo. .
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I r,uecos esdnrif ym iivuaddnil keep of. Put iimdtiasetn hsa a leatwh ubt ,aezszld anc eylessrenllt oshwe ouy dan coo,c who ouyr envre frnieg no torpsepud rdemsa. .
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Aceetcacpn hanivg t,nghi flei 'ewve of ccyitras dingesdh ffo ruo thta at good tertads esnglpia taht sith yhtou yw,sa rou mrof tgeotn ni adn olcsai e'ewv so ,eimensrctnd peeopl emac. Dna vore c,naeutthi hawt ot am ohw ni alyred oru oru aypngi elefs reesnt,p rayphet dsare on ,etrsfe rciep usrtt ngieb i mmznieii ,tghins reirgembmne netgtgi the no e'ewr it wno just nelignra ervllen—ao lilw trakh,earbe mnsetdgj,ue. .
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Ta tstae meth accpt,nieg aosicl ferutgal fo stmra, of ep,ploe but lal ehav adn and s,i ,yasw o,wn btu am ear uor ym htsee lfie rfo tireconu on rtgih owh baimnoti teh tonretla os i i iazanmg kloo yeth ucqieirts. Ubt ton torhw tsi' ot doog a,vhe a hohutgt eon vagsnitgniiet. Kmea about ylemfs otughth i i nrfeisd dluwo say ervne a,slyei i hatt. Waadsn— audron igifnnd my feylsm ptnutig it unodw,s eonilanuntcnvo old ertis,stne me hreet, ni llits ulruect izslgiinoac teh ym to gni,frti—resiy gotonif tuo ecl,leog nileagh igpruuns fsmley. It fo eud but ohw ksnsidne off, oolk and to monerst erspe eht daepy. Udrop ylerl,a mdulbhe, 'im nda. A st'i emitnoo arngste. Ettbre udtob no oryu em, set uoy vene illw ahve igna udeibasron dnif i to,nfgoi hnat od omucnm,tiy. Bmaye eb ew ,lhle eon nac ocol day. Inkd eessltt ealryl fo cloo oc,lo that het. I to oklo frawrdo ti. .
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Ym aash,h ohtcu i e,osn onnrou of dan uoescr, yad in ekep aijaln, hiwt. .
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Ecctia?onpmshml geaetstr.
Ibltu i isth neiyeulng nroapetlsyi ehva doog ein,fdr sat,bmiuoi yestl thta a ma ckibr eilf ma nda by i i ikbcr rokw nda i i ,rsoht a dan i n—kilei dahr,. Oalmst er,dege rou fo wv'ee aniotaeritnlyln edn nseteerdp ereth ot one leeolgc 'erew o,pssret het. Perpdepein nda !)( dna we emdmiotct oluabimc iuyvrsetin a ysp iton got ot. A oyu anc be ,h(ey co)todr! d. Are okrw, t,)o (or we ivedr now iegrcisexn ngodi ocol adn yigrnt udioorntcp can hiwahsyg ew eisndg. Mcea noe we h,o r,ilg eddta aedcr uo,t a on dan. Am ym i of nikht toesrdup i tnidm,es veoerhw the. Cl,ak lnrgoe and i fsmyel escrpte dna nwo kwro ewrhe a eplac ecma orfm morf yperul fo i i no. .
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Erasdg?.
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Rtgeadau eno etrhe a,oyk erom rmyanoe, oyu as era awrads in degrsa ouy fo rea e'uoyr fo digno on smrte rdesa,g thseo ietgtng. I het it si ******* cio,eidns e,sam na eray elwl licailnc tbu ew it si hwo nthki hte to wsa faumslhe, sa met byo ogdni do i a tgirh orf earxt a tdyoa hpds tkoo ac,esrher losopycygh. .
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Pbemrlo wo?n higrt teh siegtgb.
Arw ni to imisrgtman nda si eb semse akntgi flet mots utprm sreaevl to gealoinds romf ai selbporm iportndge ,easmhlbs hte ymoocen :setla cainosrrouv hte rmsice ro,ev. In rolwd sarleev gioeednsc htsree' teh ahpeinpng. Igev i rof ma adn ot ardfia nad tertneis engsdi, psochglyoy the tnmomemu risecaifc ,job fdin to pu korw mctoim aaifrd of to i and ciaclnli fadair emad hcin a to panr,loeysl. A,cr avhe veah i gnrdfeiril nad i moeny d'ont tndo' otdn' heva ish,t i a a lla adn. .
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Hhwic osclho:.
!sdavi.
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Pph?ya we aer.
Dan a tbu eys eds,tsers t,i bit koirwng on. Lcla,utay no. I elvi ni efar. To i dan be i ,roem i nsa heer 'ctna maes wsa ahypp ays het hnwe iwht was ahppy ysa sa who cna 'mi saw res:wna as ?ma laeb now i tjcleebyvoi i i ni o,ominecd.
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Agthiynn no eoet/gfeulurlc sbjo?.
Shti euntsiqo is eth gib. .
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Msread?.
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Lpeeop oolc levi ahve a ycti, olco hwo wtna nad in odduresurn by i ,asmrlo nda to by olrsev eadodr oolc kndi cspuoaionct edfisrn. Tonailtpe ym ntwa nda ciatlynlaa to neisdg i sue. I ,tohmnisge ehva to wnta slpduhbie alslm. Ceinatr of ym to uordp ntaw eb adn ********* i. Emht i hmi ot losce be anwt stih ot onhor ni nad my ocisnta semevtnheaci godo ellw a,dd be to adn hmi adn dan and a wlaysa atret hegdarut mom,. Nndoectfi i lefe to tanw. To ibnglmin-dow otn meka nmeyo 00(1k i **** )rn si fo a to em ntwa. I npeetdnidne be ot antw. Flbuiauet ot antw i starm eb dna. Ot aevrntle pertescde ntwa and pfwruole i nda eb. Twih rssdeie nehsto ye,h my ingbe just. .
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I too eht so thta htsi roem utsbenlsn a edptau i adn oeph seiunptrt,oe t,ebrte edam n'atsw aws dan wndtae a 1,6 suttsa greivof at jtus to ignwtri khint i nothse riwtre vgie ym. 'wvee ym file thsi hoep etru, i oeph we mareedd fo alsywa eacm fo up tahw oems idlub i dan ot esrmda. Os ti duorp lgnfi,ee ouy, eb shcte liwl u,yo so fo am of ropud eefl i sit' a idwer i i in my. Enevr ,pu ogt ds,tteel uoyr vuo'ey and vue'yo huodrsle heda nerev a yoveu' no gvea tytper dogo. Dfni eht okloign oeph 'im velo for oyu i. .
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