A letter from April 17th, 2020

Chwih nmeyoco sha ot natoppiaicl hglothua of hte ayer eenb inkamg tey ickp espcors sniegsrepd pu, obj gol,lcee het sah dcneso a tbi tllsi. .
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Rye atifrove nam,yore naal h'sse ot a del odt'n otfne iltnse sa we liiefynedt utb stlil. Claep woh am you to yeverhitgn a ans madzea si ehnaldd dnicoeom ta adhr i nad b,e. Ma ot eb ethos,n htwa litsl to phpednae i terphya ni nirgdu fomr ouy genvrcoeri esary shote. Remuosno dan setr cdhil, isvuevrd wlil i we eht oamnut a as utlad na an kicp up sa. Ieaimng gdino orrrnood'ht— lesvazuii acn anc by ttreeb i reev 22 w'ree uyor ror,wy imgan!ei cna 'rwee naht ,yaw xesonirpse aostml wn,o you yuo of het. .
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Snetr norw nda yrou qcfneeuyr aenousbird erats yb tsteedl layimn noeg i'st hatt apsrent ot age form sedu teh ot niittesyn aer wn,o wond wtbeene girnb ebuructnle you. Uyo of rbmosple wiht tihs aveh niicmyta smeo cseueab. .
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Hatt dan yuo tlgeen trlte,se eppelo htees ortwe: sr,yuolef fo het eroff noe ouyr oelv eo,lv tiwh be" ni ouy ot. Indk but si si not eyeeorvn venyereo ton anme. Celuarf tnrgyi a geatr tslil wtah sa oyu na eb iwht i frmo " ipctrcae dlt,ua ym goiuicnnnt ot atr,eh am. Owkn to you infd rea by uohght? wtah, stmo otu, polpee all anaigst omec dosd hte dikn, way,. Odgo eth tboua eriaezl nihgt 'ints rdwo,l a ?ti ot.
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Nda eednd voel, oru ogt 3 hwtnii taenhoilsrpi ti ni rfits skeew sretm 22, at ew fo otni. No ear own, *** neo ouy of eth ot ssreirup. Adis shtign 'eoyuv het d,go. . . Od i 'uydo ont eebmrrem semrplbo, yeormm sknisig e,rettah ayaan ldwou meeerbmr vahe lowhs imove ihknt nomigv satth i dna ot ni atescl teh rylela i hstmneiog molsat me. Wluod vmieo hatet"er olyn ahete,tr inrugd ay,w hda eht a be lsco,oh uhrcch otn eth loduw het ******* uyo ti esoautbl fo yb inrtenuaqa ot be ew ive"om sscaec gtndreaeee rdnoigba royu. Htrsic seusj. .
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I kepe iknithgn btoua ouy. Loal hruhcc adn a own at htnig rbhe,aet nilyg ndgcnai s'sia btu in emna het dbe higvreynte anyaa in ni tiwh ctuoh, ,nieestx ochlso ni tiwh pengilh hre inotpsehairl. Eisl'f ,ayaan udpersssep ofcuedns tanw ni'st for to ysr,ca uabot swa we a ia,s it oal,l t'si unfny ro sendrdtuan or eewr slifenge uro tjsu or ihlec,c enrev ti? on,w. ,*** rredha nvee ecbome eomr tou sbeecau catcaepcne lfie omfr odwlu beuceas we fo usrpgo hcear wduol we were egt hatt eatnirc ekwn. .
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Tihs ntantoeti eew'v rnuetd or hwy tdaeunsdnr ,otu rou dbeclko tknhi i wsa i eftiigrnyr wehsmreeo til—see. Eolv uoy iryegin,tfr ewerh swa onrms a ti and weer ddeinfe, ,riigyfrent ryvee ldevi e,docns iiytf,rgrne iton ywh cttriasi erequ gsirl yuro askem ruoy teh aws cec,atepd eapces on oiutap stapenr in nfr,yrieitg eohnp yuo to wree csilao aws esesn a yoru wangki rtngiy loedv dacpenmi eth orldw esrueesnq eidrfsn rewe reew. Evner y,aw t,aht do oru eavh wa,ay fo itbah rpat htguolha is ni a the it by undwo, indog ntwe fiath i itlls r'eew rtuuef epered eht. Ert,etb itsh rta 'tis mead our ndasmes. .
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Oacils :feil.
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Trfea by the i ceeol?gl dwrosc eht nwok did yuo olco snde ncdose of eethir het yare fo wy,a ocpcnte ddnti'. Them rgospu in ro ni rsta hte elodnivv of elaersv ew oe,pple gnah of wno smot aetrg erueq. Dom made curtdoinop od iivnav heva tath ewf adn ew and n(a+ns)ha a sgedni a,yw won, rsniefd. Igg vaisvni taefhr yb etgsgib oryu pdyea 0$60 was. Na aiyij k,eyl aosl eelp:op ,uygno of kim onicmtymu egdsni hrtbogu epssforor maigzna njoinw. Lbeu hrutbog plea noersi temhidre hsaniwm tane dna jtrecpo oy oyu ouyr odt. Vnee dstuy ivntigsi cle,inad bgine ot aodrba ,shmotn ni ew ni dan dyonjee srdfien we newt we 27 mead uo,peer nagnlde s,toandcl doarun tow. Egaps of up kresoapdobc dna 'oyuve 200 ormsieme. Ruyo nitrscoue yuicqlk mcbeae one fo lncedia oiavfert. Wsag: h,annha ,gocn ,iasesc ulciedn aisnym eeplop hroet. .
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Irhtg nbee own, sha nfu rcrehsea. Ognmoli ikian loev ge,ng but uro ihwt oyj neeb has on rou ew nda ofpsresor ,aamklya abl tsehsi su,. Nvee cta. .
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Ithw na,iela rfo of an—inbamtrtesit,p gaazmni lvied rslig salo weev' r,eerca lecgeol zmte etrhe ni my lnagoirtn nreityte adn eth. Refta onw la ni ditgna elihw iaealn oot, dan dtraest emtz 'eteryh a. Ilafmy rfuute her reh for mesrast nad mnetal quit tmez twih mheo hilneiaopsrt ehr her lagos cbak at,hleh og ot mparogr eutelevaa-r to adn. Cbak kngriow asasttnsi 'lsie ilifcyta yee as tinadrvmeistai earc an rof an mo,eh. Of rhe gea has usjt erac apndngrreta, thandmgroer a,yaw been gankti it abtou nad hknit dmea sehs' hda me her pdseas. .
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Dmea absr a nad of sulbc, onrtca sciitvma, you ,scoat grupo adn a obth dngspeni fo rae nibti hruotgh uyo ni wtih ysad ecols untiolamcu erdfsni. Ah,)rvrad in a in smrrai sag,nlee to l,eaix lrtencye bryob icr,ae kowr alb woh( eerhscar yod,ns eflt. Epur and eppole nrvitba uropg hoccrllanyi a loinne of bti tedehra, stmar,. .
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Fo ym i aivndiudil epke rfnised oeruc,s. Osewh eaz,zsdl tbu uyo nltrysellsee utp rfneig demsra hsa ohw uroy co,oc no eitdanitmsi eputpsdor and can a vrene hwlaet. .
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Y,asw meac fo tcycrais rou nt,ihg life huoty c,dinnteemsr ocsail teadrst dgoo oeelpp accctaepen adn evw'e itsh omrf os ahtt at ntoegt ni agpesnil nedghdsi htta hagivn wee'v ffo ruo. Wno tbaereakhr, no reaon—llev pygnia ciepr uro am ntgeigt derlay ftere,s it nesmtjgde,u tsurt nda euttcanh,i hte evor ohw whta gints,h naeglirn utsj tarhepy no oru flees i to nmziiime edrsa wr'ee ibneemmrerg wlil teer,snp bnieg ni. .
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Hrgti p,loepe ym okol erincotu iimnaotb ubt het ageulrtf ,tcgncpeia etesh ta eatts lal aer iefl ratentol hyet nad i ofr dan ubt agmanzi w,no lcisao ma fo os no ,si i aswy, owh fo strieuicq thme ,sramt ehva ruo. S'it a ot giigivntnates otrwh nto ohgtuth va,he odgo one ubt. Dowlu that obtua rdniefs eas,liy i i lymfes hhtutgo kmea ysa i erevn. Tuo ctuulre eth odl sitnyfi—,rgeir douran gtuipnt te,erh my yslmef laozsinigic to lefyms figtono s,onuwd ni oe,llgce nrisgupu hiaegnl dginfni ym nwda—as ti ltisl oauiovntnecnln em steint,ers. Of kloo ot woh ued epady and eth o,ff menorts nnksdsie tub it prsee. Dna rela,yl im' hbmu,lde dpuor. A moontie ist' grsenat. Wlli eenv od igan fino,tog i vahe mcu,ntmoyi yuro uodtb isendburao on difn ,me uoy ets htan ebttre. Eno bayme ,lehl oolc ew ady acn be. Eesstlt ooc,l eth thta cloo rllyea ndki fo. Olok it i ot rfdrowa. .
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,eosn ayd nad uhoct ym aajnli, keep ,urecos of hitw i h,saah oonurn ni. .
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Iptac?nlscmomeh getersta.
A nad atth tiblu rkicb eyninlueg nda suaob,imti nda style lenii—k ibrck doog i rkwo ielf by ri,fden ma i a i i i i hvae anerpltyios sthi a,dhr am ot,srh. Weev' lcoelge tr,speos rou e'rew eeenstpdr edn nlnieyanittlaor one ehtre tmsoal eeed,gr ot hte of. Rtnivyusie nda got mloibuac a spy epppdieern and tnio (!) odmeictmt we to. A be uoy y,h(e d r)oct!od nac. Ngexiiresc nad can oclo ,t)o devri tiyrgn wno igesnd iondg we ro( rae ihsgawyh ,rwko ipdtcuoonr we. We no adted a tou, eamc lr,ig dna oh, oen cread. Ym ma voerhew rdtsepuo i eth esin,mdt i of nihkt. Wehre a pelac dna eacm nlrgoe nwo i nad rupeyl mfro kcl,a i ofrm no rkwo i eylmfs rcestpe of. .
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Dsgrae?.
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Are of uyo gdrase rtauedag aormn,ey awrdas sa ni you rehet osteh tsrme rea e'oruy no ngido eon roem of o,kay itnegtg ra,geds. An ofr year ******* nsocdi,ei emt sa ongid ti pdhs is ae,musfhl rachers,e it is was we acilclni i a lelw woh e,msa ytdoa ihktn od ot eht txear ybo otok a hte tghri ocoyhpglsy i utb. .
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Nwo? ihgrt oprebml hte etgigbs.
In oisurvranco ostm nda alemsbs,h yenmoco arw si mrtpu rnsiitammg e,rov igaktn the ai eb fomr eognlsida ot semse ot slevaer eht cemrsi laest: roblpsem eltf gordtneip. Odlrw slvreae ceindsgoe hte ni etshr'e pienpgahn. Ot hte adme dan mticom emnomtmu a to adn ma id,sneg up ichn ietrents aidfra i to i infd fdaria rfo jbo, feaciscir laicclin iarfad kowr nrplas,leyo ot opsgyyohlc of and eivg. Tdn'o tis,h a dt'no iigfrrelnd i adn i veha r,ca dan lal emnyo aehv a i evha ntod'. .
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Ihhwc oloc:sh.
Iav!ds.
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Ew ear hyp?ap.
,ti ,ssetsder sye a rongikw no ubt ibt nda. No utllcay,a. I ni ilve afer. Omre, as san i i i the asy swa aleb now swa ppyah how iwht yas to eb i m?a anc 'im sa apyhp whne on,cdomei nda eher ntac' lyvebtjoiec emas was in i s:nrewa i.
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On cgl/ortlueueef osb?j iagynhnt.
Uqsionte is hte tihs igb. .
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Se?adrm.
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Nkid veli oclo nad eahv vsolre by cloo who olco by rmso,la nda i ciyt, to runedsorud coupciaosnt ni rndsife rdeoad want a pelpoe. Seu atwn geisdn iopaltent i aainalyclt ym ot and. I em,osnghti sehlupbid tawn have asmll to. ********* uoprd to be and i tcianre my of awtn. Godo adn ot i sthi ad,d nad ihm walsya wlle mom, and retahdgu eb ot a him ym htme tatre adn eb in horno awtn and ioantsc to loecs steincehvaem. Ot intfdcone tnwa feel i. 0k(10 of a ot )rn ibn-nolgmiwd oyenm tnwa em tno ekma **** si i to. Pteenndedni tawn eb ot i. I eb lutefuiab to tamsr twan and. Ot be weoufrlp artnleve dan dan i wnat rdeecptse. Tusj iwth hye, gbeni tenohs issedre ym. .
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Het aepdut maed a gifveor nda knhti htat a i asw too wsan't ustlnesnb omer noshet adn ym dtwaen at ievg jtsu i ot 1,6 atsuts istterou,pen niwgtir so tewrir hist eoph i t,eterb. 'eevw liubd to of smeo atwh isth elif pheo meeardd lyswaa epho t,uer adn of pu admsre ym we eacm i i. I s'ti i ti of a eelf be irwed ,ieenfgl ruodp uyo, i am of tches so ,uyo my rodup os in lwil. Up, yruo nreev ahed ltdese,t no u'yveo yeo'vu osdrlueh vgea a evren nda ye'ovu oogd ryeptt otg. I hte oloigkn m'i idfn epho ovle rfo you. .
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Age 22 ,letsal.