A letter from April 17th, 2020

Pikc been o,ecelgl a ,pu sha istll the sha hihcw raey of dpseiregsn bjo tye ugahholt cdoens tib iiotppnalac imkagn to orspces yoemnoc hte. .
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A slilt sa airteovf lde to h'sse to'dn yarn,ome nlseti tefno ubt ew ery laan lftidyeein. At ceapl ot a ,eb i sna you ohw ma ndieocom zedama aedhdln rdha nad eneivgythr si. Uyo i inrudg mrfo yrsea ma in eb ot ot iltsl tsoenh, cvnreieogr herytap awth hteos ppdaeenh. Riuevdsv pu lilw rset ikcp uosrnmeo an and a as sa i we het uaontm an dtula ich,dl. Or—ohtr'ordn 22 nac i fo nac ,onw tnha tbteer meiga!ni rew'e yrou yb eviazulsi ieinmga ,ayw indog eeosnpsrxi vere uyo cna ryo,rw erew' ltmsoa teh you. .
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Tis' ondw tsyetniin fomr wron ot aer trnes htat isanudbreo aeg ymianl uyo btuucenerl eetldst inrbg by ryou bneeetw teh ngoe adn ot tsear rpesatn sude own, erencyquf. Mainyitc evha yuo pselmrob emos secaeub with of shit. .
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,levo tengle fo and hwti ni lvoe ouy ot oen etehs frfeo eht you rlu,oefsy peoelp eb" rtoew: ,lsttree uory hatt. Is rnveoeye tbu is otn tno enroveye anme ndik. Crealfu " an a lislt i eb tgaer ctierpca erath, am yuo ym fmro with ot ,ultad hatw yrting sa gncniotiun. Agaitsn hhtuog? oecm osdd by lla oyu teh ,otu i,knd tmos wokn yw,a era to olpeep nifd ath,w. 'sint eht odgo uabto to or,wdl a tighn zrleeia ti?.
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3 eednd otg kewes temrs uro it and otni 2,2 firts we hiitwn of oel,v ni rlhiopantsei at. The *** o,nw sipesurr on fo uoy aer to noe. O'yuev het do,g aids stnhig. . . 'ouyd emrrbeem inkht heav dan mrmoey i nmsgtohei sskiign nto aanay i ot hte olwdu me oievm do tlmoas ni orsblmpe, oswhl lrelay artt,hee vgmino i eemrebmr ttash eatlsc. Tno uyo ascecs nloy teh ntireauanq would eaedegnter it douwl eth uyor be a eeh"trat ew yb hte atrhe,et agibndro uhcrch omv"ie adh to of atbsloue w,ay ******* eb ovemi shool,c duingr. Hisrtc sejus. .
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Batuo oyu ikngitnh ekep i. Ghnit ynaaa whit tub nheglpi cslooh in phelrnsaiito nets,xie htwi now ganndic ,otuhc and deb teh ta in yrievgtehn hre oall neam ni hrucch ygnil ni eaberh,t ai'ss a. To sti' efgiesln saw 'flsei cay,sr rof reven t?i our a n,wo tuoab fuoedcns ro s'int wtan celc,hi ew ,ais uynfn ujts esspsedurp utnnseaddr rewe aayn,a or it l,lao or. Flie ew enve ceebaus einartc dulow ewer tou eebomc apancetcec of cerah teg pusrog errhad ,*** orfm htat ew oerm eubeacs louwd enwk. .
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I i rou suddnterna itfyrenirg sith ro wyh aws u,to tudner hnkti leest—i lobkedc wvee' ttintoena ewerhesmo. A evldo soed,nc attiicrs nueqseers rf,igenrtiy uoyr asreptn ywh ni ceedpcat, lsicoa tfgnyier,ir heopn wodrl rwee lgsir wakngi tuopai rouy ceidapmn veol edvli eecaps wsa no reew rginty ti wree ngyrite,rif oury ueqer monsr erew was wrehe uyo hte the a iont aksem ot d,eidnef srdinfe yuo was nda rvyee ftrrgyniie, eness. U,dwno is od our hatloghu it yb odign hbtia i teh lslit hte 'ewer of eredep eahv aw,ay in ntew part t,ath ihatf a wa,y erven ufteru. Oru ere,ttb 'tsi rta ednassm amed sith. .
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Ocsail i:lef.
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Odscrw uoy did rehite oloc het ceeo?llg cpeoctn sncedo i teh ndes n'tidd yb y,wa fo eyar of wonk hte rteaf. Dolevniv aetrg smot leasver now in ni eppl,oe ew hte rgopsu or arst uqree ethm hgan fo fo. Maed ew on,w wfe mod aiinvv do ensidg dna fdsrien a anna()+sh dan heav htta urpoidcont ywa,. Ggi by itesbgg vaisivn dapey wsa yuro $006 rfthea. Rhogtbu desing ky,el aosl an kmi aaigmzn oprressfo fo olpepe: iiajy gu,oyn cuitmyonm nwijno. Ruoy oy adn eatn eirtdhme tdo apel ouy uleb hwasnim etrcpoj esniro hrgbout. ,tcsaldno neve tnisigvi nda we ew maed to we oardba gienb otw nirefds neoedyj in 72 ni iand,ecl uytds arudon tnwe o,epreu s,mhotn delgnna. And sepga fo oeerismm 200 up csbpoearkod evuyo'. Mecbae edinacl one eovtfair yrou ucqykil fo teiuosrcn. Ieldunc o,gcn anh,hna ssa,cie polpee ag:sw isanym eotrh. .
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O,wn thgir fnu hsa eben rhsrecae. Malaayk, htwi hiests srrpfosoe gmoolin abl iinka nad uor enbe s,u tub ew elov has gneg, no yjo uor. Enev cat. .
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Orf vwee' ioanlnrtg metz ni fo reeht —,iebmnstapntrtai my olsa amngiza grisl adn livde lgcoeel ailane, twih eht cer,era ettinyre. A al traef tmze own in e'rehty ilweh aneila tgidna and staetrd too,. Aslgo to adn erh and aymilf ofr bkca uitq reh prormga laentm thiw ehhl,ta reh ztem rsmteas ltpsnhieorai erh ot leavt-earue go fteuur meho. Orf lies' nowkrig o,meh cabk stsiaatns as iatlcyif na reca na nmdraiivesttia eey. Hs'se tusj ssaedp rcea neeb iatgkn fo dha rhe gae p,dragrnneat her me toabu wyaa, adn eamd toregmhnrad ash kthni ti. .
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Nsndipeg brsa of sl,ucb a a aorntc aos,ct amed linacouumt rothhug fo ihtw adn nrdsfie aer oyu ni urogp m,vstiica tbiin tboh nda uyo lcsoe adys. (woh to a bla rrsmai aceshrer xa,ile rhdaarv,) l,nsgeea fetl ni owrk yds,on ni tenlercy bboyr rcaie,. A rupe lpepoe itb td,arhee uoprg tmrsa, lnyroahiclc nda rivatnb of noniel. .
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Kepe my fo dladuiivin erocus, i eirnsdf. Cna dsmiiaeitnt igenfr on ewalth a lssltreeyeln ez,szlad ptu eohsw sah and you uryo how enevr mdaesr tub rpstoupde c,ooc. .
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Senplagi ta hddniegs necaecptac uor lief of rou n,thig ottgen nda ni so isht opeepl ogdo gvihan fof uhyto 'wvee ncme,tsnerdi laicos rcisacyt eadsttr wsy,a caem omfr htta vee'w that. Eiprc gpaiyn our meimiizn ,tcuitaehn grnaeiln lliw brhetaek,ra nda on eth ruo tisghn, resad ot prehyta hawt eself ttsru aryeld i rnsept,e e,estfr gintteg ingbeermmre tsuj m,sendejgtu no genbi eerw' am ni how it voer —levnelora nwo. .
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,tgpcicaen ma eleopp, bitnmiao ofr i yaws, adn on woh seatt nreictuo teh lal onw, loko i,s agnzima at oclsai my tbu ear eahv shtee rgafuelt of ,tasmr eifl ehyt our and fo htem tiuseicrq i btu itrhg so arnttelo. Sit' a to ton ve,ha whrto tthgohu oodg oen ivgittnaenigs btu. Oatbu i vnree i efmsly ysa niefrds htta luwod emak i yaiels, gthohut. Gndniif otinogf rdnauo ee,rht llece,go ti flmeys het fseyml purinsug ou,dsnw gilanhe tou my ym ptnugit triifegry—i,ns dlo me niciiszloga in tulevnioncnona adsn—aw sllti trseti,nse ecluurt to. Ot hte apeyd mesotnr of ude nad tub it how peser loko desniskn of,f. Dna 'mi uprod yrle,al hulmdb,e. Temnooi restnga a 'sit. Lilw toudb no aign hnta nifd you ets have od i naoibsurde rebett oig,fton m,nomctyiu vene royu em,. Be ayd ocol ,elhl acn ew oen eyabm. Stselet tath eylral oclo teh of oolc, idkn. I to rwrdfao oolk it. .
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Tuhco nounro aj,ilna my tihw dya ni fo ,onse ucr,ose kpee and i hhsa,a. .
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Tcnpeh?csommail sretateg.
Biutl ma rokw dna nslropaiyet a ystel dna ckbir isth i r,fneid gninyulee adn i a i us,amiboti good r,had roh,st have atth i knei—il lief i ibkcr i by am. Ot ehtre dne sertpndee of the ailnnilaonytter one tsprs,oe rd,eeeg wr'ee ruo eolelgc w'vee tlsmao. Psy a ipeeprdepn ntoi )(! ogt nsriyetivu cmdmteoti nad nad we ot uobcailm. Ortd!o)c ouy eb anc d a y(,he. ,o)t won gyhsihaw we ryngit oolc rae we irdev diseng ,kwro cna adn xeriinsegc o(r trucodiopn gdnoi. ,tou cadre o,h on ddeta a ig,rl aecm ew dna eno. Hte i fo knthi ym emsdtni, ma eduports eveorwh i. Adn i i fo aecm no own rwok a ,lack fmor eherw gnreol i lpryue nad mrof clepa etpcsre elymfs. .
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Sgr?dae.
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Gtengit aer ouy neo of hsteo ,koay ear ouy of eag,rsd treeh 'uroye ni sraged as igodn edtrugaa sadwra ema,yonr mrets omre no. Aws is od ******* etxra ktoo to na lmesh,auf i cliailcn s,ame hritg sni,ecdio fro byo i sa btu yare how a dshp lewl a ti it hte ew csphloygoy eth otdya kinth se,hrearc is ondig tem. .
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Grhti rlopmbe wno? eth tsieggb.
Rouncaivros dprnetogi awr ai is eth lseavre msto irescm aeisngdol oenyocm ot amngirsmti dna mtpru in ro,ev the e:alst lesprobm rmfo smeh,lsab ot tigkan etfl eb eesms. Easevlr rwodl eaigppnhn st'eher the eoiecnsgd ni. Fidn i nes,alorylp a nda iriafcsec si,egdn umomntem am to hcni i egvi orf the dariaf nda etinrset shcpoyglyo illiancc to pu fo ot rifaad cmmiot dmea nad kwro o,bj to rafaid. Enmyo ehva eahv a a i 'otnd ldierrifng dna i nda a,rc lla i st,ih hvea n'tdo d'tno. .
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Lhcoos: cwhhi.
A!visd.
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Appyh? we rae.
A bit no dna gknrowi edt,ersss but yse ,ti. Ylucl,aat on. Ievl raef i ni. Sna meas i i serw:na i aebl i owh was asy in mceindoo, o,mer ayhpp now ysa hwne as asw and hree vceotlbejyi i'm atnc' i hyppa i swa ot be sa ?am hwit cna the.
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Ecro/tlulugfee on osb?j tginhnay.
Hte gbi si ihts qstnuoei. .
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?emarsd.
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Levi rdnosuredu who tsnpauoccoi by aevh atwn oclo ot i odared ni knid colo lpepoe a siderfn nad oocl o,alsmr tyic, dan vsolre yb. Endisg i leonipatt atnw adn ot my use aiclanalty. Wtan mllas shdbupeli ot enstmig,ho aveh i. ********* puord fo caetrin adn to i ym eb tanw. Tmhecanivsee nda ot mthe i eb tihs ,add ,mom imh in oatcsin waasyl lewl eb onhro nad a ecosl awnt agteurhd dan mih ot eratt ogdo to dna ym dan. Wtna ciondfnte efel i to. Wtna em ynmeo si to fo amke i ndlown-igibm a **** (00k1 to not )rn. Twna be i nnepntedied to. Nawt uailbfteu atsrm nad ot eb i. Eb atwn and to eneavrtl i dna cdetepsre feulropw. Gneib tiwh hnseto ye,h esdiers ym sjtu. .
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Iwtgnri a i sith e,ettrb w'tnas oehp edaptu ym ahtt to at remo i dan vgie too uestsbnnl tknhi a eht so dna srintto,epue utasts frgovei i sujt 6,1 mdae tandwe rtierw onshte was. 'evew awlysa ot i oesm ecma tish ew whta bidlu uetr, nad fo up ramesd pheo ym feil peoh fo i merdead. A i i lfingee, u,oy efle fo of i ma shtec ilwl so purod si't os ,uyo it my roupd ni irwed eb. Oyvu'e y'vueo rneev on v'oeuy ttrpye evga rveen good adn odrsulhe hdea a up, gto ,esdlett ryou. Rof teh i'm knoogil nfdi oyu peho i loev. .
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,aleslt 22 gea.