A letter from March 31st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Wow, If you are reading this, you made it through 2020. It's scary because the world seems to be ending. Rumors are spreading WILDLY. I just bought $90 worth on groceries with my credit card because food is more important than credit right now. If it comes downs to it, and you have to choose the dog over the roommate, you are choosing the dog. I hope you are happy. I hope you are safe and your family is safe and you have no losses within this year or the next or the next. You have faced death once before. And now you are here. Don't forget that. I know you are tired. I know this is too much. Have faith in yourself because you are capable and have reason to live. I hope you love you more than I love me today. I hope you understand that I am growing into you and will do my best to make it there whole.