Dear Future Me, i hope you're in your dream college today and everything is not in quarantine. Also hope you're able to read randomly thousands of books, watching endlessly tv-series and hear your parents how much they can't wait you to come back home to İzmir for holidays. I just checked the part i wrote now and i realize how formal it is smh.(göz deviren emoji burası)
Whatever, everything is not so perfect right now, i am hoping to study more hard the rest of my last 3 months to THE exam in quarantine, make better results on denemeler and going to win an excellent university ve allah rızası için şaşırtmak my teachers be. Valla geri kalan zamanım için 12. sınıfım çöp olmuşa benziyor, mezuniyetimi bile görmeden ve balo elbisemi giymek için zayıflamadan koronadan ölebilirim ya da en kötüsü zayıflayınca bunların hiçbirini yapamayabiliriz. ALLAM LÜTFEN 2020'de EXCELLENT ÜNİVERSİTE YARABBİ. Nys. -öhöm- For now that's all i can say and i really really hope you're feeling soo beautiful and actually are, comfortable with yourself cause you showed your real potential abilities actually to yourself and so happy (cause i need to be right now), that you forget your 19th birthday because YOU ARE SO **** HAPPY TO REMEMBER.
I hope i laugh at the situation i am in right now in your day, show this e-letter to my new friends or recent ones to make them laugh and be even more happy.
Also, maybe you're in contact with Beyza, Rabia, İclal, Yaren and Gökçen. Maybe you're not. Maybe you met Asude again. Maybe you lost one of them. It doesn't matter, try contact and thank the rest please. Even if they don't know it well, they made your life better in so many ways you know. If you don't, know it. Because your life wasn't so easy (maybe because of your thoughts or the situations you're in) and won't be easy at 18 if you're alone. Make 19 better for yourself.
Eat sushi, secretly hate it. Drink as much as you can. PLS CHANGE UR STYLE. Learn a new language. Improve yourself. Try everything you want. Don't dissapoint your 8-year-old-self like i did. Please love yourself. Don't push to crush even if things go wrong.
Kendine de iyi bak, soğuktur oralar. PUT SOME CLOTHES ON LİKE YOU SAY. Burası pek soğuk olmaz, alışmışsındır. But make a snow angel for me and the 6 years you couldn't.
Smell this message, i am sooo sure it'll be smell like cologne from my quarantine days. HAPPY BİRTHDAY. SANA LOTS OF DEZENFEKTAN YOLLUYORUM, METRO TUTAMAÇLARINI TUTTUKTAN SONRA KULLANIRSIN. Değerimi bil. byü.
Epilogue
almost 4 years later
Dear past me,
Somehow, in 2021, I didn't reply to this letter. I think it was waiting for me to answer it today.
The horrendous days of quarantine ended in...
Lraxe uoy 0122, nca.
Elolge,c ot eliv we teh ayer edvmo etatsdr slaṅiubt our y,rmnaeo i tndo' laycault rmizi̇ bueacse ni entapsr. .
Het ooso, in keiknt ogt ,nhgit eh'esr yldızı uyo ot. Gsnthi hepnpa ldwuo but ti otn even in swa mianieg ot ouy het. . . . Dysungti uoyer' in laeansggu trehe. Chrnef uyo kwno a?wht nda ndealre yuo.
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Ni arcnfe mrdo c'dolutn ginog yuro hwti rouy og omor utb ormf to no ot shti 'ryeuo a eht ilsme mopr asd you etirw cafe.
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Hwit oebva sa of eht yna ton you as reeutqfn inhkt easmn atcnotc in royue'. One ostl ouy of vene htem. Rgthi :) ttah sdueges.
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Ucd'toln eewr otg csb ot oyu in het go eiwnddg ayenr arecfn uoy rid,amer.
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Eplac lcal̇i fnei, uni a ot sha hse cloes si. Horste eht het htme oyu utlo'wd ttha guess theer nui asme esmo yad ifdren uoy utb of be otudn'lc sebt tow ecah htwi ouy tog het fo oint.
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Is doog önçkeg. Eusoh a maluğ in rtende hes. Tihw sustedi tutku hse tehre. Tye mih s,orry ouy btu 'tindd etem. Csole utb ady esom.
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Zmiri̇ ni stuisde baiar. Imrżi ni ouy to yoreu' ocl'tnud fatre eevla ogt see her aaing oyu utb ctcaotn.
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Wlil ese ouy eno dsuae day acltlayu. Llwi ebgin blow i ebt a tshi afct yrou ndim. I dnitd' wnok uyo cngoim ees heset.
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Nda ̇buatlnis weer when you it obtua gliankt okwn i you tihmg lcdo be iads. Mn,ae nad uoy said acsylpiefilc us i yna lpaec beelevi ubt atth ehre elda ntdid't. Reetawh thiw to erdun afrcen renntohr het na eierzgnf zreo. Rniec eb s'ti mhcu in os to rnecaf w??f?t? dan docl ni sebacue.
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Hpnepa stuggsrle. Het 5 syrea ni pdeepanh ltas teyh. Anmy aynm ahd ard,h oot ouy tflredi utb wekord lepoep tiwh nmay reabnoswkd. Uyo newt tosl deicr ot dna tosl ubt apserti ouy heetir fo. Odvem tuo royu aemd so bset yuo ut'dnolc ads htwi ocyturn oen bed htroaen uyo irnfsde fo i,sommeest oeeppl btu of uyo alos tgo ot. Onwk eevn yuo yet and odn't onkw wtha rhe you iagan?. Tish not ni ni is ig?hrt your adsrem, nvee.
A ouy ot sabcuee hkint ogngi trcuony ouy nd'ot rhowt dnt'o eanorht knwo veen aobtu i it istrotu sa. .
Eth otwrh tingh s,i ouy it. Evne ikth,n 'luoyl orwyr ysurelof uoy don't ovle emor hant. .
Oyu opniiasdst libdeeev lkie -ofdleey-lrsa8- tdti'dn ryou ouy. .
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Dreti it haedt s,hsui i ypciblul, uoy yevr uyo ugess. Soph erfta rane 'odnmclsad netw iuhss hatt oyu to eht sueecab eth. .
Reatf on ngela onso ktcih i i eohcslt rfo as o,yu lli' as nca kema emos sonw arel utp a. I :(> hwti it eth slitl osal elsl hree rnytloaiuvl it em hbgutro can i ereh emlsl sbuecae they ncsei to'dn ogle,noc.
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91 aws tlasl,y nad odog. Mdea ta you 8 91 esrnfdi wne. Ldephe no noe ehty idd oot ouy slee ekli. Yroue' oecsl ,own si 22 32. Nsi,edrf slitl ot yrt esulcsel nkmgia nwe fiel uy'ore uloyerfs oripvme batuo ro'yue ilslt dna. Ast'th sbaluielp ese cmhu eht 'oyuve eyrv lloy'u reev tfel, tub tmso gtinh.
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