Dear Future Me, i hope you're in your dream college today and everything is not in quarantine. Also hope you're able to read randomly thousands of books, watching endlessly tv-series and hear your parents how much they can't wait you to come back home to İzmir for holidays. I just checked the part i wrote now and i realize how formal it is smh.(göz deviren emoji burası)
Whatever, everything is not so perfect right now, i am hoping to study more hard the rest of my last 3 months to THE exam in quarantine, make better results on denemeler and going to win an excellent university ve allah rızası için şaşırtmak my teachers be. Valla geri kalan zamanım için 12. sınıfım çöp olmuşa benziyor, mezuniyetimi bile görmeden ve balo elbisemi giymek için zayıflamadan koronadan ölebilirim ya da en kötüsü zayıflayınca bunların hiçbirini yapamayabiliriz. ALLAM LÜTFEN 2020'de EXCELLENT ÜNİVERSİTE YARABBİ. Nys. -öhöm- For now that's all i can say and i really really hope you're feeling soo beautiful and actually are, comfortable with yourself cause you showed your real potential abilities actually to yourself and so happy (cause i need to be right now), that you forget your 19th birthday because YOU ARE SO **** HAPPY TO REMEMBER.
I hope i laugh at the situation i am in right now in your day, show this e-letter to my new friends or recent ones to make them laugh and be even more happy.
Also, maybe you're in contact with Beyza, Rabia, İclal, Yaren and Gökçen. Maybe you're not. Maybe you met Asude again. Maybe you lost one of them. It doesn't matter, try contact and thank the rest please. Even if they don't know it well, they made your life better in so many ways you know. If you don't, know it. Because your life wasn't so easy (maybe because of your thoughts or the situations you're in) and won't be easy at 18 if you're alone. Make 19 better for yourself.
Eat sushi, secretly hate it. Drink as much as you can. PLS CHANGE UR STYLE. Learn a new language. Improve yourself. Try everything you want. Don't dissapoint your 8-year-old-self like i did. Please love yourself. Don't push to crush even if things go wrong.
Kendine de iyi bak, soğuktur oralar. PUT SOME CLOTHES ON LİKE YOU SAY. Burası pek soğuk olmaz, alışmışsındır. But make a snow angel for me and the 6 years you couldn't.
Smell this message, i am sooo sure it'll be smell like cologne from my quarantine days. HAPPY BİRTHDAY. SANA LOTS OF DEZENFEKTAN YOLLUYORUM, METRO TUTAMAÇLARINI TUTTUKTAN SONRA KULLANIRSIN. Değerimi bil. byü.
Epilogue
almost 4 years later
Dear past me,
Somehow, in 2021, I didn't reply to this letter. I think it was waiting for me to answer it today.
The horrendous days of quarantine ended in...
Relxa acn uoy 2120,.
Ntu̇bsali we raye ̇zrmii oru seuebca to vlei yatcllau i aeo,yrnm elle,ogc dnot' in aspetnr datetsr mvdoe eth. .
Ot sere'h uoy the tog intgh, ,ooos tknike in lzyıdı. Inhsgt ot aws eth wudol otn eigniam ephnap tbu ti uoy even ni. . . . Oeu'yr terhe uisdnygt augsnlega in. Enlaerd hwat? rncehf uoy nwko you and.
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A ormo asd riewt ofrm ot oruy mlies ggnoi in whti royu go but iths to eth oruye' face ompr oyu erfnac toclu'dn mrdo on.
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Ni ttaoccn emsan ouy ton whit unrqfeet nay voaeb sa urey'o the tihnk as fo. Htme of eenv noe uyo tslo. Gesesdu taht right ):.
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Rneya drrai,em in ddinegw the wree bcs otg tl'udocn uoy to fcraen yuo og.
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Inu ̇clail has peacl seh slcoe ot fi,ne si a. Meth teh aems lou'dtnc into utb dtl'wuo wot tbes fo etehr enfidr you thosre ahec yad teh atht uoy eugss tgo eb fo eoms you eht htiw niu.
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Çkngeö good si. A she sohue ğamlu in teendr. Tuiesds tktuu hes heetr wthi. Uoy mih utb eyt it'ndd ,sroyr emte. Tub dya scelo oems.
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Ni sisdeut imriż baria. O'uyer eleva in angia ṁzrii ot reh utb tgo you cluntod' you see nocatct ertaf.
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Ylaatclu iwll yuo yda noe aseud see. Dnim a will ftac tish ngeib bte i owbl ruoy. Ogincm nwok ees i tehse td'ind ouy.
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Erew know idsa it ehnw bouta i yuo gitmh lcod ouy ṅstbaliu dna eb ltnaikg. Caple vbeliee us here adel htat i yna tub pfiliclasyec dna itt'dnd dais e,mna uyo. Ot teh ezro wtih ndrue fznegire enfacr an ratheew trrnehno. Uhmc cdlo and in to eb ?wf?t?? arfcne its' ni ubceeas os recin.
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Pphane rgsgtlseu. Peahdnep they in tasl het 5 rayes. Eltfrdi with ahd oleppe tub ynam ouy d,arh rdkewo ymna nadsorkewb amyn oto. Slto nda tierhe reaptsi yuo utb solt ntew ot cerdi uoy of. Lppeoe fo n'dculto olas uoy os finserd estieom,ms ouy uryo mdeov oen dsa hiwt ot fo etsb mdae coyturn you theraon deb tuo ubt got. Vnee yte rhe ouy agni?a and wokn dn'ot hawt ouy nowk. Yrou ?gtrih is nto maed,sr vene ni htis in.
A as urtnyco twrho 'odtn i tistruo ownk ot nigog you obaut netorah nvee 'ondt yuo ti scubeea hiktn. .
Yuo rhtwo hgint ti eth si,. Yuo rwroy emor vleo tanh orelufsy nhi,tk nodt' eevn 'luoyl. .
D'dittn ouyr -8rlo-efelyd-as like you evbeldei oyu ositidnaps. .
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Edhat ouy it susge shi,su rdeti ypb,lucli i you vyre. Eth to nsmaocld'd aeftr aren ahtt bceause osph uoy teh netw ushsi. .
Ptu no cktih sa as can oy,u lteochs i meos ganle emak i osno afetr orf a aerl wons li'l. Slilt i eeasbcu saol esll eehr it lemls nac >(: i ivotruanlyl trhbugo ,eolongc ti me here ithw do'nt het yteh iensc.
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91 lt,lays saw odog and. You 8 fsriend dema 91 enw ta. Elhdep idd uoy oto klei on eno esle tehy. 22 23 si on,w eoslc 'reyuo. Amnkgi yur'eo ot oufysrle ervpoim tilsl rty elfi srifd,ne eroyu' sslcleeu enw adn obatu stlli. Ever het utb lsaiblupe eltf, mots gthin t'aths yrev mcuh llu'yo ees oueyv'.
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