Dear Future Me, i hope you're in your dream college today and everything is not in quarantine. Also hope you're able to read randomly thousands of books, watching endlessly tv-series and hear your parents how much they can't wait you to come back home to İzmir for holidays. I just checked the part i wrote now and i realize how formal it is smh.(göz deviren emoji burası)
Whatever, everything is not so perfect right now, i am hoping to study more hard the rest of my last 3 months to THE exam in quarantine, make better results on denemeler and going to win an excellent university ve allah rızası için şaşırtmak my teachers be. Valla geri kalan zamanım için 12. sınıfım çöp olmuşa benziyor, mezuniyetimi bile görmeden ve balo elbisemi giymek için zayıflamadan koronadan ölebilirim ya da en kötüsü zayıflayınca bunların hiçbirini yapamayabiliriz. ALLAM LÜTFEN 2020'de EXCELLENT ÜNİVERSİTE YARABBİ. Nys. -öhöm- For now that's all i can say and i really really hope you're feeling soo beautiful and actually are, comfortable with yourself cause you showed your real potential abilities actually to yourself and so happy (cause i need to be right now), that you forget your 19th birthday because YOU ARE SO **** HAPPY TO REMEMBER.
I hope i laugh at the situation i am in right now in your day, show this e-letter to my new friends or recent ones to make them laugh and be even more happy.
Also, maybe you're in contact with Beyza, Rabia, İclal, Yaren and Gökçen. Maybe you're not. Maybe you met Asude again. Maybe you lost one of them. It doesn't matter, try contact and thank the rest please. Even if they don't know it well, they made your life better in so many ways you know. If you don't, know it. Because your life wasn't so easy (maybe because of your thoughts or the situations you're in) and won't be easy at 18 if you're alone. Make 19 better for yourself.
Eat sushi, secretly hate it. Drink as much as you can. PLS CHANGE UR STYLE. Learn a new language. Improve yourself. Try everything you want. Don't dissapoint your 8-year-old-self like i did. Please love yourself. Don't push to crush even if things go wrong.
Kendine de iyi bak, soğuktur oralar. PUT SOME CLOTHES ON LİKE YOU SAY. Burası pek soğuk olmaz, alışmışsındır. But make a snow angel for me and the 6 years you couldn't.
Smell this message, i am sooo sure it'll be smell like cologne from my quarantine days. HAPPY BİRTHDAY. SANA LOTS OF DEZENFEKTAN YOLLUYORUM, METRO TUTAMAÇLARINI TUTTUKTAN SONRA KULLANIRSIN. Değerimi bil. byü.
Epilogue
almost 4 years later
Dear past me,
Somehow, in 2021, I didn't reply to this letter. I think it was waiting for me to answer it today.
The horrendous days of quarantine ended in...
Ralxe uoy 2,120 acn.
Rttades uro tcalluya ot o,nreyma ew i ,lcegole esaecub voedm rsnepta n'tod nbu̇tlisa in ielv eayr iiṁrz eth. .
The dızıyl to entikk ooo,s uoy ni 'ershe tgo ghni,t. Uyo vene ni paenhp ont ot imeangi but ti the asw igstnh loudw. . . . Tuisdgny aegnlsagu reeht ni eroy'u. Yuo dnaeelr hat?w nda rnefch kown you.
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Drom hits trwie utb in iggon arfnce ot 'unlocdt fomr yuro ot sda prmo og ou'eyr milse ormo uyo uoyr eht no ceaf thwi a.
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As ouy abveo samen not sa in nay fo uy'oer teh rnqfeute tcoctna tiwh tihkn. Uoy tlso of vnee emth eno. Ihtrg taht :) eegsdus.
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Ot go freanc scb dco'unlt rewe uyo anrye eth in ndgdwei r,drieam gto ouy.
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Iun cill̇a hes claep si ot losec a sha efn,i. You htme htwi hsoetr nidfer fo aehc rehte htta into wto yad iun eb 'tuwldo c'tndulo yuo osme bets otg of oyu sgues eht ames teh tbu het.
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Ögçekn si odog. Muğal a she hesou ni rdteen. Trhee hes htwi itsudes ukttu. Ihm utb ouy ,yrsro eemt dit'nd tye. Dya ocesl emos ubt.
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Ni iaarb ṙimzi sudeits. Lun'octd aanig otg ṁiirz ni rtaef ubt acocntt reh velea yuo yuo ees ryoue' ot.
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Wlil see lalytuac esaud day eno ouy. Bet olwb ryuo liwl tihs a caft iegbn i nmdi. I 'intdd yuo heest ees nowk oignmc.
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Ldco you wonk ibluȧtns mgthi uyo ti reew buato disa anglkti i nweh dan eb. An,em laed aplce i tbu icicllfyseap oyu adis eevibel any ttha 'iddtnt su ereh nad. Na rweheat nzrfeige ot zeor eht whit enafcr renrnoht dnure. Caefrn ??f?t?w esubcae in os and in icner to cmuh clod be tsi'.
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Epnpah tsrgluesg. 5 pepednah esrya tyhe eht ni tasl. Mayn tub r,hda eolpep oto nmya uoy aymn dah whit lfedirt wkendabsro ekwrdo. Ot ouy tub icedr uoy dna otls of ltos hrieet tenw saetipr. Yrou das os fo to utb with lsao deisfnr yurntco temois,mse uot bste yuo ut'lndoc one edb meda edvmo oeplpe uoy gto uoy fo aorhtne. Oyu atwh nga?ia adn nwok eyt kown neve otdn' yuo ehr. Adsrem, itsh ryuo ni si iht?rg neev ont in.
Cnotyur wrhot uyo eaohtnr you a i bcuaese neev no'td to it tsruoti sa kihnt dotn' igong atbuo nkwo. .
Eth i,s ohtrw tingh you ti. Sofluery vnee omre oevl htink, you yorrw ylul'o tnha n'otd. .
Oyu idpniotsas you lkie yrou -de8-yrfloea-sl eblevedi tt'iddn. .
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Hedta ,shuis uoy ssgeu you it yllc,piub i yevr etdri. Taht ecabesu eht het wetn lcmos'dand hpos you raen ot hissu afret. .
Angle acn toscleh l'il i as on upt a ckhit semo rfo onso lrae meak sa swon refta i yo,u. Reeh lels here ayrlontuilv :(> i yeht eht cnies nac csbueea ,ongeloc it oals me dnto' it smlle ihwt ltsil i urtobhg.
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Nda 19 doog saw ls,laty. Maed 8 19 nwe uyo frenids at. Lese oto one ddi klie on tehy oyu lhpeed. Is 23 o,nw 22 reou'y lecso. Ilfe to dan ysfeulro oatub tslli yrt gkmnia ltisl wen uory'e ryueo' ,dnfresi esllcsue pmvreio. Ubt y'ouve eth thgni mhuc evry see tasht' uplelbisa osmt oy'ull ,tfel reve.
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