Time Travelled — over 1 year

A letter from August 11th, 2019

Aug 11, 2019 Jan 28, 2021

Epilogue

Peaceful right?

hey lex, it’s weird that I’ve already written 4 other letters but I feel the need to write more. This summer has been a roller coaster of emotions, we experienced some good, some bad, and some ugly. I’m trying to keep a positive attitude but it’s just been so hard lately, i spent my summer chasing after mark, i tried to hard to make us happen but he didn’t want me. He says he still likes me but he always makes mistakes and he doesn’t wanna put me through that or something ?? I haven’t texted him in almost a week but I called him yesterday to see if he could help me and isabel get our car unstuck but he said he couldn’t help and then hung up before I could say thanks anyway. I’m really hurt and I wish I didn’t feel this way. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do anymore, do I just wallow in self pity until my heart heals itself somehow ? I’m so lost and confused and I can only hope that we have our **** together by the time you get this letter. Oh also happy birthday ! make sure you get that tattoo over spring break unless you’ve decided not to then that’s fine! I hope that when I read this letter again I’ll be happier and that reading marks name won’t hurt. I’m praying for our happiness and I hope it finds us :) until we meet again, xoxo lex

Epilogue

about 2 months later

Hi lex :)

I remember that summer oh so clearly and i want to apologize for putting you through all of that hurt over a boy who doesn’t know what...

H’es dnigo. Uoyr (iwth in ytpi it fo ngogi ehal rneev oyu abd neoitcexp the you that uvyo’e eodn ezeldria a)ysd ot niult asw wlwedloa os art,he elfs raf ogod eht. Lgarreu htey caseu toko our week scnei ullf oleglec btu em rt’eehs tgnika akyo u,p ihmtg e,csssal netxoensitn ’its ’dtno ot aveh ulatlcya dan we vhea tnikag ew oru kreab gngoi ilfe csl,aess ’reew efer of m’i be rfo no lli’ adpi ! so elvo wyaa rou tgietng shti btu ocoshl do? psgnri agp og gheettor ntwe we rfo fo utb mrfo bsecaue ovcdi ot kebra rou adn lgoeecl si bkare a llits lecsass ruo. Ihwt dpngi,snitpaio ohw m’s eb degnair yte nad sone :) slat ti ggittne sin’t ym eewr tup yppah eht to thye m’i ubt eizareld !!! tno su ’rewe si rneve ievpnsexe tbu but stih to eevsedr aesm we ed’nost monyear cuasebe i the edwknee thru ufnngsoic not ttotoa eamn pnoesr seh’ nda mi’ tgitgen woh ngigo ieecprd ensomeo. Bcuasee vseesder twhi aypph sleat os so yhppa th’sta odog as,beb he gf ish ’she now nda esmse ti he at. It ,eswsih u na piyargn tub it oru hte onwigkr asw olas kpee ’sti eebn nps,ihaeps hdyitbra ofr wsa ofr :) rtega haknt eon nengtsietir. You so si dinka owrth me,ro 18 as who aerlyl unphisg hohgutr and ’ntis i ot i ghu uhrt ufn dan ti be ptu tughtoh as eooazligp pnia ahtt pleaes :) ot nowk ew adn sihw het ulocd scayr auotb wrarodf euoy’r nda tgntieg eepk lla si’t.
Npygrai iphss,npae rfo uro sllit m’i.
Xel <3 o,oxx.

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